love you deeply

It was already the next day when Ji Nanqiao woke up again.

The window in the room was opened a small crack, and the morning light was faint, and the sunlight flooded into the bedroom along with the breeze.

The breeze moved the gauze curtain slightly, and the warm light from the morning sprinkled on half of Lu Youyan's cheeks, making him look a little less cold than before, making him look extra warm.

Ji Nanqiao's heart was a little touched, and he braced himself to get up.

As a result, as soon as she moved, a strange feeling from her body immediately dragged her back to the memories of last night.

Her cheeks became hot in an instant, and she didn't dare to lie down like this anymore, Ji Nanqiao quickly lifted the quilt and got out of bed, wanting to get out of the room before Lu Youyan noticed her.

"woke up?"

But things backfired. The moment she got out of bed and stood firm, Lu Youyan's voice came from behind her.

"Hmm..." Ji Nanqiao's body was a little stiff, he didn't dare to look back at him, and just responded like this.

Looking at her appearance at this moment, Lu Youyan's eyes subconsciously fell on the still clean bed sheet, and her heart felt inexplicably blocked.

Ever since she entered the Lu family when she was ten years old, she has always been very obedient, and she has never had a boyfriend.

So Lu Youyan almost acquiesced in certain things until the truth came before his eyes.

The clean and tidy sheets were blindingly white, piercing into his heart like a thorn from his eyes.

"I will make it up to you for what happened yesterday."

Lu Youyan's indifferent and cold words came from behind, and Ji Nanqiao felt a slight chill all over her body.

"However, you should understand that it was Grandpa who put something in the hangover soup, so that was not my intention."

His explanation was like a knife cutting through his heart.

"I understand, I understand everything, and I... don't need any compensation." Ji Nanqiao clasped his hands in front of him, and tightened his grip tightly to prevent his emotions from leaking out.

Originally, she thought that Yu Zhitong would come back. Although the nominal marriage between her and Lu Youyan had come to an end, at least they could get together and part ways.

But at the end, all her embarrassment was clearly exposed in front of him.

"I didn't know that you already had someone you liked, and I didn't know that you had already developed to this extent. If I had known earlier, I would not have compromised two years ago."

"It's just that grandpa's health is not good now, so I hope you don't talk too much about the matter between us..."

Lu Youyan's words pierced into his ears, Ji Nanqiao's face instantly turned pale, and grievances surged.

She knew he was mistaken.

She has someone she likes, but what's ridiculous is that the person she likes is none other than the person in front of her who is trying to get rid of her relationship.

And what he misunderstood was a boundless nightmare for her.

My thoughts were dragged back to five years ago.

In the dimly lit room, the tall and suffocating figure of that man crashed into his mind.

After five years, when she recalled that night again, those fears still followed her like a shadow, enveloping her tightly.

The great fear paralyzed the nerves, and Ji Nanqiao felt as if his whole body was frozen, until the wind outside the window brought a chill, Ji Nanqiao suddenly came back to his senses, and found that he didn't know when Already in a cold sweat.

The room was already empty, she was the only one left, and she didn't even notice when Lu Youyan walked out.

Turning around and looking at the bed in front of her, tears fell one by one, Ji Nanqiao couldn't help reaching out and grabbing her heart.

Now that they are about to be separated, why should they tear up the last bit of her dignity so cruelly, why should they trample her full of love to pieces.

"If I had known earlier, I would not have compromised two years ago..."

These words stuck deeply into her mind like a curse.

She managed painstakingly and meticulously maintained her marriage for two years, so it turned out that she was nothing in his eyes.

Now that this is the case, it seems that there is really no need to continue this marriage.

Thinking of this, Ji Nanqiao remembered that she came in with the divorce agreement to discuss divorce with him yesterday, and immediately started to search for the divorce agreement with red eyes.

For her now, that agreement is like a life-saving straw, as if as long as she takes the initiative to bring it up, she can still preserve the last bit of dignity.

But what about the divorce agreement?

Constantly thinking about everything about last night, Ji Nanqiao searched back and forth in the room next to her bed, but she couldn't find a divorce agreement. On the contrary, it was the memories of last night that tortured her all over.

After propping herself up for a while, Ji Nanqiao finally suppressed the crazy thoughts that almost tore her apart, calmed herself down, and went to change clothes and wash.

The moment she walked out of the room, she finally regained her former composure.

Too many things have happened in the past few days, and her emotions are always in an extremely torn state. She is really afraid that she will suddenly collapse at a certain moment.

Walking downstairs step by step, Ji Nanqiao subconsciously walked over to the brilliant sea of ​​flowers bathed in the sun in the back garden.

The moment he walked into the garden, he happened to see the straight figure standing in the sea of ​​flowers.

He was still as beautiful as ever, firmly occupying her heart, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't drive him out.

Ji Nanqiao also thought about whether she should rush over to tell him that she had cancer, told him that she might not have many days to live, and begged him to stop talking about divorce before she left.

She knew that he was not really cold-hearted. If she really said that and begged him like this, maybe he would really feel compassion.

This idea circled in her mind thousands of times, but every time she really stood in front of him, she always felt it was hard to say it.

The greatest tragedy in this world is to sell miserably to keep a person who doesn't love you, right?
I didn't want to live such a sad last moment of my life, so Ji Nanqiao held back the bitterness in his heart, tried to squeeze out a smile, and wanted to pretend to be calm and breezy, and told him that he was not If you mind what happened yesterday, let him not take it to heart. By the way, ask if he has put away the divorce agreement.

Approaching step by step, the strength that was finally propped up was still shattered into powder when hearing the words he uttered at this moment.

"Okay, I'll come to accompany you right away. It's not like you don't know about Grandpa's current situation. I can't make him angry."

"I know that getting married back then was an expedient measure, and divorce was inevitable. Don't rush, okay?"

"Well, see you in the afternoon."

As Lu Youyan said, he hung up the phone, and when he turned around and saw Ji Nanqiao standing not far away, a look of unnaturalness flashed across his face.

And Ji Nanqiao could hardly hold back the smile on his face, moved his lips slowly, and was about to ask him about the divorce agreement, but tears suddenly burst out first.