love you deeply

When Ji Nanqiao asked such a question, Lu Youyan couldn't help but stabbed in the heart.

How did he become like this?
Yes, he also wanted to ask, how did he become like this.

Worrying about gains and losses, worrying, how did you become such a wimp?

But he just couldn't control himself.

After really losing her once, Lu Youyan realized that all the pain in this world can't match the pain of losing her.

So now, whether it's useless or long-winded, he admits it.

One afternoon, Lu Youyan drank a lot of wine alone in the backyard, and he was depressed all over.

In fact, he knew that nothing extraordinary happened at all, and he also knew that Ji Nanqiao's heart was on him now, but he was tied up by those things in the past, so he was so worried about gains and losses.

But now, undoubtedly, his own emotions began to affect the normal life between them.

Wanting to suppress the anxiety in his heart, Lu Youyan couldn't help but took a deep breath, staring at Ji Nanqiao with burning eyes, "I'm hungry."

Ji Nanqiao's heart couldn't help trembling.

In fact, the moment she said that sentence just now, she regretted it a little, for fear that Lu Youyan would think too much.

After all, that sentence sounds a little bit of blame.

She was afraid that Lu Youyan would be hurt by what she said.

He left everything in the Lu family and went back to Nancheng with him. If he said those things that hurt him again, it would be too hurtful.

Originally, he was thinking about how to speak to ease, but Lu Youyan suddenly spoke like this.

"I'm going to make dinner."

Ji Nanqiao hurriedly said.

Thinking that he drank so much wine on an empty stomach, Ji Nanqiao couldn't help but feel more and more worried, and he was about to get up while talking.

But just as she stood up a little bit, Lu Youyan grabbed her.

"Later, I'll be with you."

After all, what Lu Jun said in the afternoon made Lu Youyan reflect on himself for a long time.

Thinking of the two years of their marriage, Ji Nanqiao almost prepared a table of meals waiting for her to go back, Lu Youyan felt very uncomfortable.

"Aren't you hungry?" The room was very dark at the moment, and Ji Nanqiao couldn't see Lu Youyan's expression clearly at the moment, so he could only ask tentatively.

Only then did Lu Youyan take a deep breath, gently let her go, and helped her sit up.

After drinking too much alcohol, his brain is not very clear at the moment, and Lu Youyan is also a little scared, afraid that he will do something bad again.

Taking a deep breath, Lu Youyan said, "I went out to buy some food in the afternoon and came back. See if you want to eat, and I'll make it for you."

Having said that, Lu Youyan stood up.

Just as Ji Nanqiao was about to stand up, Lu Youyan suddenly turned around and leaned over to look at her.

Almost bumping into him, Ji Nanqiao was taken aback and fell back on the bed.

Lu Youyan leaned over and lowered his head to get closer to her.

"Ji Nanqiao, you belong to me alone, do you understand?" Lu Youyan looked at Ji Nanqiao with deep eyes, and the drunkenness still rushed into his brain, "Ji Nanqiao, in this life, you can only be Mrs. Lu, do you understand?"

His eyes gradually adapted to the darkness, Lu Youyan looked at the person in front of him, and could see the burning emotion in his eyes.

The kind of emotion that seems to be really afraid of losing her.

My heart is very chaotic.

His thoughts were instantly disturbed by his gaze.

The smell of alcohol on her face instantly made her brain swell.

If such a strong word is said by another person, Ji Nanqiao may feel that the other party is sick, and will desperately want to avoid him.

But when such words came out of Lu Youyan's mouth, Ji Nanqiao still couldn't hide his throbbing.

"Fourth brother..." Ji Nanqiao's voice was very soft, very seductive, "I love you."

Having said that, Ji Nanqiao couldn't help wrapping his arms around Lu Youyan's neck, lowered his head and kissed him lightly on his Adam's apple.

Lu Youyan's whole body tensed up instantly, and he reached out to wrap her arms around her waist.

"I wanted to let you go..." Lu Youyan's voice was hoarse.

While speaking, Ji Nanqiao was rubbed into the quilt again by him.

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By the time he got up to leave, it was already dark.

Ji Nanqiao was so hungry that his chest was pressed against his back, and he couldn't help snorting softly when he saw the man who got up gluttonously.

Just as I was about to say something, my stomach let out a loud growl.

Ji Nanqiao's face suddenly became hot, and he pulled the quilt embarrassingly and buried himself in the bed.

Seeing her current state, Lu Youyan was in a good mood, smiled and turned to her ear, "I'll get you dinner soon, just wait for me, okay?"

Hearing Ji Nanqiao's muffled "hmm" in the quilt, the smile on the corner of Lu Youyan's mouth involuntarily became more obvious. He leaned over and kissed her through the quilt, then turned and walked downstairs.

Hearing the sound of footsteps gradually receding, Ji Nanqiao lifted the quilt and poked his head out to take a breath.

Thinking about the scene just now, his face was still a little hot, and he couldn't help reaching out to hold his face.

In fact, after waking up, facing a Lu Youyan who suddenly loves her so much, Ji Nanqiao often can't recover. Sometimes he always wonders if he is willing to stay by her side and marry her just to fulfill his grandfather's will.

But just now, when he said those outrageous words, Ji Nanqiao felt palpitations inexplicably, and finally felt that he cared about her.

Gently lifted the quilt, Ji Nanqiao was just about to go downstairs to make dinner with him, when the phone rang.

Ji Nanqiao hurriedly reached for the phone, seeing that it was Zhao Jinpeng's call, Ji Nanqiao hesitated for a moment, subconsciously glanced at the stairs, but finally reached out and connected the phone.

"Nan Qiao, are you all right?"

As soon as the phone was connected, Zhao Jinpeng came over with a concerned voice.

"I, we are fine." Ji Nanqiao was slightly surprised, "Why do you ask that?"

"It's nothing, just seeing that the lights downstairs have not been turned on and the door has not been opened, I am a little worried, but from what you are saying now, you should be fine."

"Well, it's okay, thank you for your concern." Ji Nanqiao was about to hang up the phone after saying this, but Zhao Jinpeng spoke again on the other side of the phone.

"Nan Qiao, do you remember Cheng Shayu?"

Zhao Jinpeng's sudden question came, and those long-term memories immediately flooded up.

It was the little girl who used to come to their area to play, because her parents had gone out and she was at home with her grandpa all the time, which was quite similar to her situation.

So at that time, as long as she came over, Ji Nanqiao would pull her to play together, and he was quite familiar with it during that period of time.

It's just that everyone was still young at that time, and it gradually faded away after a long time.

But now that Zhao Jinpeng mentioned it, Ji Nanqiao remembered it instantly.