love you deeply

After the anger left Xiao Yi, Ji Nanqiao felt as if he had once again fallen into boundless darkness and pain.

Afraid that she would have such thoughts again, Ji Nanqiao picked up the piece of broken porcelain, threw it out viciously, and threw it out of her reach, and then let herself curl up on the ground into a lump.

She was in so much pain, so painful.

But Xiao Yi's words seemed to give her a direction.

If she could really test the medicine, if she could really make the medicines developed by her mother come out smoothly, and successfully save the lives of those cancer patients, then her crippled life would at least be of some value.

Thinking of this, Ji Nanqiao tried hard to use this mentality of getting what he wanted and seeking benevolence to comfort himself, and to resist the strong pain in his heart.

But the effect was not very obvious, and the intense pain still made her roll on the ground in pain.

Ji Nanqiao, Xiao Yi will never lie to you. If you survive until tomorrow, you will no longer have to endure such suffering.

You hold on for another day, hold on for another day, hold on...

He kept saying this to himself, and kept trying to let himself see hope.

But only when Ji Nanqiao was faced with such severe pain did he realize that a day can be so long, and it turns out that it is so difficult to survive a day.

The moment he was stunned by the pain and drenched in sweat, the door was pushed open again.

After all, Xiao Yi still couldn't bear it, and still didn't dare to leave her alone in the room.

When he came in and saw her sweating from pain and rolling on the ground, Xiao Yi's eyes turned red again.

"Nan Qiao..."

Stepping forward quickly, hugging Ji Nanqiao in his arms, Xiao Yi was extremely depressed.

"I'm sorry, Nan Qiao, I shouldn't be angry with you at this time, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Looking at her appearance at this moment, Xiao Yi didn't want to tell her what was right or wrong at all.

If possible, he really hoped that he could bear the pain instead of her.

Seeing her look like life is worse than death at this moment, he hurts more than anyone else.

Ji Nanqiao was so painful that his consciousness was blurred, as if there was a thick mist in front of him, he couldn't see Xiao Yi's appearance clearly, nor could he hear his words at the moment.

She just instinctively grabbed the hem of his shirt, and pleaded with difficulty, "Painkillers, please, please, I really can't hold it anymore."

"Please, please!"

Ji Nanqiao was really in pain, and his whole mood couldn't help but changed from pleading at the beginning to the state of almost screaming now.

Looking at her appearance at the moment, Xiao Yi still couldn't hold back, and looked up at Qiu Ru Jun who was at the door with scarlet eyes, "Didn't you hear? Painkillers!"

Qiu Ru Jun has been with Xiao Yi for so long, and this is the first time he has seen him break down so hoarsely.

The whole person couldn't help trembling, and originally wanted to explain the addictive amount of this potion, but facing Xiao Yi's scarlet eyes at the moment, those words were all choked in his throat, he didn't dare to say a word, he just walked quickly He walked in with a medicine box.

After taking out the medicine, before the injection, the professional ethics of a doctor made her look at Xiao Yi.

But looking at the appearance of the person in his arms, Xiao Yi lost his mind a long time ago.

"I can get the antidote tomorrow, this is the last time, the last time, nothing will happen..."

These words seem to be addressed to Mr. Qiuru, and it seems that he is talking to himself.

"But, Young Master Xiao..."

"It's nothing serious, fight!" Xiao Yi hugged Ji Nanqiao tightly, and growled at Qiu Rujun.

Qiu Rujun was frightened by his appearance again, his whole body trembled slightly, and then he didn't dare to hesitate to say more.

The painkiller was injected into the body, and Ji Nanqiao's emotions gradually calmed down.

Seeing that the person in his arms gradually lost the hysterical look just now, Xiao Yi's hand that had been tightly holding her was finally loosened a little.

But just as he let go, Ji Nanqiao's whole body suddenly tilted to the side.

Xiao Yi hastily stretched out his hand to embrace her, and looked up at Qiu Rujun, "What's going on?"

"You don't have to worry, it's just that her body can't bear it for a while, just let her have a good sleep, she hasn't closed her eyes for a long time."

Qiu Rujun looked at Ji Nanqiao and said in a low voice.

When Xiao Yi brought Ji Nanqiao back two years ago for the first time, she actually felt that Ji Nanqiao was quite different from others, but she didn't think much about it at that time, she just felt that she was very interested in a libertine like Xiao Yi. It's nothing more than a wild flower.

But he didn't expect that one day, Xiao Yi would be so crazy about her.

Knowing that the beginning of all this was the deception of Xiao Yi and his son, Qiu Rujun actually felt sorry for Ji Nanqiao.

In fact, she has done nothing wrong all along, but since she was a child, she has to endure so many tribulations that did not belong to her.

Just because her mother was the developer of this drug, she has suffered the pain of losing her parents since she was a child, but now she is still being deceived like this, and she is full of hatred for the Lu family that raised her.

What would she do if one day she remembered all of this.

With her strong temper, can she bear it?Can she still face Xiao Yi?

So knowing that this relationship will definitely end without a problem, Mr. Qiu Ru just can't understand why Xiao Yi plunged into it like this.

Qiu Rujun was slightly lost in thought, until Xiao Yi picked up Ji Nanqiao and walked towards the bathroom, then she suddenly came back to her senses.

Originally, she wanted to leave quietly, but Xiao Yi suddenly stopped her.

"Come on, help her take a bath."

"Okay." Mr. Qiu Ru responded, put down the medicine box in his hand, and walked in quickly.

For this, she still admires Xiao Yi.

Even if he loves Ji Nanqiao to the bottom of his heart, even if he really wants to have Ji Nanqiao, even if he has had countless opportunities to take advantage of others in the past two years, he has restrained himself.

When Qiu Rujun came out after helping Ji Nanqiao take a bath, Xiao Yi was still in the room.

Walking over quickly, he picked up Ji Nanqiao, and Xiao Yi walked back to the bed, carefully stuffing her into the bed.

"Okay, you go to rest."

Xiao Yi didn't even raise his head, and as he said that, his gaze still fell on Ji Nanqiao.

"it is good."

Qiu Rujun glanced at him, but he didn't say anything, walked over, picked up the medicine box and went out.

The sound of the door closing came, and Xiao Yi lowered his eyes to look at Ji Nanqiao, his eyes became more and more scorching.

Stretching out his hand to gently smooth her hair upwards, Xiao Yi leaned over and pressed his forehead against hers, his eye sockets were scorching hot.

Why, why were you so cruel to him, why did you make him fall in love with someone who was absolutely impossible to fall in love with him?
Even if she is cured now, even if there is no chance between her and Lu Youyan, it is absolutely impossible for her to like herself.

There is no impenetrable wall in this world. Sooner or later, she will know who the real murderer of her parents is.

At that time, she will only hate him, right?

Even if I risk my life to love her at this moment, it is destined not to get her love.

Thinking of this, Xiao Yi closed his eyes tightly, trying not to let the emotions in his heart surge.