love you deeply

"I used you. I thought that as long as I told you that, as long as you believed that Lu Wenjue was the murderer who killed your parents, you would have no affection for him or the Lu family."

"But I still underestimated you, underestimated your feelings for the Lu family and Lu Wenjue."

"Ji Nanqiao, I can't bear to watch you sink into such self-blame and pain, so I don't want to lie to you anymore..."

Having said this, Xiao Yi's nerves have collapsed to the extreme.

Seeing Ji Nanqiao remain silent, the panic in Xiao Yi's heart doubled, and finally he couldn't hold back and said, "Nan Qiao, do you hate me very much now?"

"are you……"

Asking this, Xiao Yi looked up, only to find that Ji Nanqiao had passed out drunk on the sofa.

Obviously, she didn't listen to a word of what he just said.

Looking at Ji Nanqiao who was curled up on the sofa at the moment, and her flushed cheeks stained with drunkenness, Xiao Yi couldn't express the feeling in his heart.

Just now, when he said those words, he was struggling with conflicts in his heart.

In fact, I regretted it the moment I said it.

The pain of losing Ji Nanqiao completely tormented him to the point of collapse, and he wished to go back in time so that he could swallow those words back.

So at this moment when he looked up and saw that Ji Nanqiao hadn't heard, Xiao Yi felt that he would never have the courage to say these words in his life.

Seeing her so drunk, Xiao Yi didn't dare to take her back to Xiao's house.

After all, Lu Wenjue had just passed away, and Ji Nanqiao drank like this, which easily touched Xiao Zhengshan's minefield.

So after hesitating for a while, Xiao Yi picked up Ji Nanqiao and took her to the hotel.

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When Ji Nanqiao woke up again, it was already early the next morning.

The consequence of a hangover is that the moment I open my eyes, my head hurts violently, as if it is about to explode.

Before he had time to take a look at where he was, Ji Nanqiao stretched out his hand to hold down his head, and hit it lightly a few times.

This kind of pain was really too strong and uncomfortable, Ji Nanqiao couldn't help but beat his head lightly over and over again, but after a long time, the uncomfortable feeling could not be suppressed at all.

At this moment, the door of the hotel was pushed open.

When Xiao Yi came in, he happened to see the scene where Ji Nanqiao kept beating himself.

"Now I know it's uncomfortable? I couldn't persuade you when I drank yesterday."

Having said that, Xiao Yi still couldn't bear it, walked over quickly, and handed the hangover soup in his hand to Ji Nanqiao.

"Drink a little, you'll feel better after drinking it."

"Thank you." Ji Nanqiao was really suffering from a hangover at the moment, so after thanking him, he quickly took the hangover soup in his hand and drank it in a big gulp.

After the headache eased for a while, Ji Nanqiao realized that he was in a strange environment at the moment.

"Why am I here?"

Xiao Yi sat down beside her, looked at her and said, "What else? If you drink like that, do I dare to take you back?"

Ji Nanqiao understood, and nodded, "That's right, what about you, where did you sleep last night?"

Xiao Yi saw that she was in better spirits, and joked, "Where can I sleep? You were drunk and held my arm last night and refused to let go, so I could only reluctantly sleep with you in my arms. night."

Listening to what he said at the moment, Ji Nanqiao knew that he was deliberately teasing himself, so he didn't bother to pay attention to him.

After getting used to the feeling of headache, Ji Nanqiao got up to wash up.

"Can you help me buy a suit?"

In the bathroom, Ji Nanqiao's voice came, Xiao Yi's eyes were filled with surprise, and he walked over, "What clothes?"

"Buy a suit casually, be a little more formal, and I'll go talk to someone." Ji Nanqiao said while brushing his teeth.

"Looking for Lu Youyan?" Saying so, Xiao Yi's eyebrows were unconsciously frowned.

"Well, go get the prescription." Ji Nanqiao didn't intend to hide it from him, and said directly.

"No." Xiao Yi's expression changed instantly, and he directly rejected her.

He knew that Ji Nanqiao deliberately chose to pass today, just to force himself not to feel sad about Lu Wenjue's death.

In today's Lu family, everyone must be mourning Lu Wenjue. She went to ask for a prescription at a time like this, which was tantamount to not showing face to the Lu family in front of so many people, and made Lu Wenjue's last journey even more unstable.

Xiao Yi understood what she was thinking, but he couldn't bear to see her pushing himself so hard.

Once these things were done, if one day she knew the truth, she would definitely not be able to bear it.

He really hoped that she could completely break with the Lu family, but he still wanted her to avoid some things as much as possible.

Seeing Ji Nanqiao look over in surprise, Xiao Yi realized that his reaction at the moment was a bit excessive.

"Ji Nanqiao, we will definitely get the prescription back, but not today."

"You should know better than me what the Lu family will be like today. If you ask for a prescription at this time, they will definitely make things difficult for you. I can't let you suffer this kind of grievance."

Ji Nanqiao listened to Xiao Yi's words, but his expression remained the same.

"There's nothing wrong with it. Today is the best opportunity. In front of so many people and Lu Wenjue's body, I don't believe that the Lu family can forget Lu Wenjue's last request so quickly."

As Ji Nanqiao said, he took a handful of cold water and poured it on himself.

The whole person was instantly sober.

With water still on his face, Ji Nanqiao didn't care, and looked up at Xiao Yi, "You know, you can't stop me."

The emotion in Xiao Yi's eyes sank a bit, and he said embarrassingly, "Yeah..."

The one who can stop her has never been him.

His eyes became more and more gloomy, but in the end he still compromised and called someone to deliver a black suit.

"Don't see me off, I'll go there by myself this time." After changing his clothes, Ji Nanqiao looked at Xiao Yi and said, and then went straight out.

After driving all the way to the gate of Lu's old house, Ji Nanqiao stopped the car.

At this moment, the whole old house seems to be covered by the tragic white, and there is no warmth and warmth in the past.

Looking at the place where she grew up, Ji Nanqiao felt a little strange for no reason.

The overwhelming whiteness swept over with a strong sense of oppression, and those elegiac couplets seemed to be wrapped around her throat, making it difficult for her to breathe.

His face was pale, Ji Nanqiao just stood in front of the old house, and he didn't recover for a long time.

It wasn't until someone called her name that she seemed to be called back to her soul, and looked up at the person in front of her.