love you deeply

"Master Lu, she just..." The nurse watched Lu Youyan approaching, subconsciously trying to explain to him.

"I know, go get busy."

Lu Youyan said so, but he couldn't bear to look away for a moment, and just looked at Ji Nanqiao.

Seeing this, the nurse didn't dare to ask more questions, but walked back to the nurse's desk quickly.

And Lu Youyan's gaze has been unabashedly falling on Ji Nanqiao's body, hot and intense.

"I thought you wouldn't come here." Lu Youyan looked at Ji Nanqiao and said in a hoarse voice.

They haven't seen each other for two days since they were in distress in the reference room last time.

When facing Ji Nanqiao again, Lu Youyan still couldn't hide his nervousness.

He just hoped that she would come, so he deliberately stayed to take care of his grandfather, and persuaded everyone else to go back to rest first.

But now that she really came, he was so nervous that he didn't know what to do. He was afraid that if he said something wrong, he would annoy her again.

"I didn't want to come here at first, but he raised me after all. You said he was critically ill. I should come and take a look."

Ji Nanqiao spoke in a slightly cold tone, without any affection in her tone, which was completely different from her previous attitude towards Lu Wenjue.

In the past, the last thing she wanted to hear was when others said that Lu Wenjue was wrong.

But now...

Seeing Lu Youyan staring at her solemnly, Ji Nanqiao couldn't help but look down at herself, then said with a chuckle, "It's not too important, so I didn't go back to change clothes on purpose."

"I just finished playing with Xiao Yi, you don't mind?"

As Ji Nanqiao said, he walked towards the door of the ward step by step.

This floor is very quiet, and Ji Nanqiao's high heels are particularly harsh when stepping on the ground, step by step, making Lu Youyan's face pale.

Taking a deep breath, Lu Youyan still couldn't help turning around and quickly catching up with her.

Grabbing her wrist, Lu Youyan's eyes were full of hurt, obviously trying to suppress his emotions.

"Nan Qiao, I know I'm sorry for you. You blame me and hate me. I admit it. But grandpa always treats you like his own granddaughter. Can you treat him a little better?"

Ji Nanqiao listened to Lu Youyan's words, his eyes fell on his tightly clenched wrist, and he said in a neutral voice, "Why should I be nicer to him?"

Having said that, Ji Nanqiao raised his head to look at Lu Youyan, his eyes deepened a little bit, and there was a hint of tide in his eyes, "Lu Youyan, have I ever treated you badly? Have I treated the Lu family badly?"

"I dug my heart and soul, what kind of result did I get?"

As Ji Nanqiao said, he broke free from Lu Youyan's restraint lightly, and said with a sneer, "So Lu Youyan, it was your Lu family who taught me that good intentions may not necessarily be rewarded with good rewards."

"It's good that I'm still willing to come. If you think my attitude is not good enough, I can leave."

Listening to Ji Nanqiao's words, Lu Youyan's heart felt sore, but in the end she couldn't say a word, and just followed her step by step towards the door of the ward.

Walking to the door of the ward step by step, Ji Nanqiao still didn't just walk in with high heels.

After taking off his high heels and throwing them at the door, Ji Nanqiao stretched out his hand and pushed open the door of the ward.

With such a small movement, Lu Youyan's eyes became slightly hot.

He knew that Ji Nanqiao had a deep grudge against the Lu family in her heart, so she always put on a cold and heartless look on the surface, but her heart was still soft.

Otherwise, in the reference room, she wouldn't have yelled at the last moment to keep herself from falling asleep.

But maybe she was scared of being hurt, and now she has put a thick shell on her soft heart, Lu Youyan doesn't know how to remove it, and doesn't know how to get close to her heart again.

Wanting to forcibly demolish her but afraid of hurting her bloody again, it seems that he can only endure it like this at the moment, waiting for the day when she believes in herself and the day when she is willing to return to her side.

Seeing Ji Nanqiao holding the door of the ward and looking back at herself, Lu Youyan withdrew her thoughts, walked over quickly, and followed her into the ward.

The moment he walked into the ward, looking at Lu Wenjue lying on the hospital bed, Ji Nanqiao's eyes couldn't help turning red.

The current Lu Wenjue is really haggard. Although he doesn't want to admit it, he really feels like he is dying.

No matter how much she hated him, but when he really appeared in front of her like this, Ji Nanqiao still felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

After all, he was really kind to her in the past, even though all of this was just pretending, but that kind of love still added a layer of light and color to her originally not beautiful childhood.

He really protected himself, so much so that even a pretentious person like Lu Quan felt jealous.

She has no way to erase these pasts, so now she can't do not feel sad at all.

After taking a deep breath and suppressing the surging emotions, Ji Nanqiao continued to put on a cold look, turned to look at Lu Youyan, "Is he really critically ill? How long can he live?"

The words that Ji Nanqiao uttered at this moment were like a sharp sword, piercing into Lu Youyan's heart, and the pain made him want to curl up.

"Nan Qiao..." Intense pain, full of disbelief, Lu Youyan never thought that she would say such words indifferently.

But he had no way to blame her, he could only look at her so weakly and speak out.

"Looking at you like this, he should still live for a long time, so I won't waste time here."

Ji Nanqiao said, turned around and walked out.

She didn't dare to let herself stay here for too long, she was really afraid that she would not be able to bear the pain in her heart.

Seeing her turn around and walk out with bare feet, Lu Youyan's eyes became more and more red, and finally he couldn't hold back and said, "The doctor said there are still two or three months, is this the answer you want to hear? ?”

Ji Nanqiao's heart sank suddenly, and his heart pulled even more painfully.

His eyes were sour, he hurried forward, opened the car door, and walked out.

Lu Youyan closed her eyes severely, but finally couldn't hold back and followed her.

"I'll take you down."

Having said that, Lu Youyan followed directly into the elevator.

In the small and enclosed space, Lu Youyan looked at the person in front of him, his heart fluctuated inexplicably, and he sulked for no reason.

Seeing her dress up like this, hearing her say that she just got out of playing with Xiao Yi, all these things are irritating his nerves severely.

The most tormenting thing in this world is probably when you find out that you love someone deeply, but you are no longer qualified to ask her anything.

So Lu Youyan didn't dare to ask any more questions at the moment, but only dared to sulk with himself.