love you deeply

Unconsciously going down the steps, watching the person on the sofa get up suddenly, Ji Nanqiao instantly turned around and avoided at the corner of the stairs like a thief who couldn't see the light.

She is afraid.

Afraid to meet him head-on at this time.

I'm afraid he will ask himself if the divorce agreement has been signed.

Itching again in his throat, Ji Nanqiao covered his mouth and walked upstairs quickly. Just after finishing the stairs, there was the sound of the door closing downstairs.

The whole person suddenly seemed to have been pulled out of the backbone, Ji Nanqiao sat down slowly against the wall behind her, tears came together with coughing, which made her huddle up in discomfort, just sitting on the ground at the stairs , curled up into a ball.

Unknowingly fell asleep, and when Ji Nanqiao woke up, his whole body hurt, especially his throat, which was like a pinprick.

Struggling to change her clothes, she didn't dare to delay any longer, and went directly to the hospital for an examination.
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"Doctor, me, what's the matter?" Ji Nanqiao finally couldn't help asking the doctor who was holding the chest X-ray and staring at it for a long time.

Hearing her voice, the doctor put the chest X-ray on the table and gently pushed it in front of Ji Nanqiao, "The tumor focus is already obvious, and the preliminary judgment should be lung cancer..."

Ji Nanqiao didn't know how he walked out of the hospital.

It was only eleven o'clock in the morning, and the daylight was just right, but she felt cold all over, bone-chillingly cold.

Destiny is really good at playing tricks on miserable people. Lu Youyan just filed for divorce from her, and here she was diagnosed with lung cancer.

Walking on the road alone for a long time in a daze, Ji Nanqiao suddenly wanted to be willful for a while.

Ever since she lost her father at the age of ten and moved to the Lu family, Ji Nanqiao put away all her sharp edges and tried her best not to cause trouble to anyone in the Lu family.

Since she was a child, she has been quiet and obedient, so obedient that she will almost be forgotten by others.

Grandpa Lu treated her very well, and Lu's parents treated her well, but Ji Nanqiao still couldn't take everything for granted, so she could only do her best not to cause trouble to them, even if her father was saving her. Grandpa Lu just had an accident, even if she was kind to the Lu family.

But at this moment, after knowing that his time is short, Ji Nanqiao suddenly doesn't want to suppress himself so much anymore.

Going shopping recklessly, buying clothes and cosmetics, Ji Nanqiao changed from her usual elegant and jasmine-like appearance to a bright red dress and heavy makeup.

Looking at himself in the mirror, Ji Nanqiao tried his best to raise the corners of his mouth, evoking a hint of a smile.

She was already beautiful, but Lu Youyan said that he didn't like publicity, so she suppressed herself, only bought plain clothes, only dared to wear work clothes to work, and didn't even dare to put on makeup.

But now she is like a camellia blooming to the extreme, with intense beauty.

"I like camellia, because it is special. When other flowers wither, the whole flower will fall down, which is extremely heroic, but it does not make a sound, and the petals slowly wither one by one. The process of life disappearing is long and silent. .”

Ji Nanqiao suddenly thought of the sentence he read in the book before.

And she was like this to Lu Youyan, she remained silent until she disappeared bit by bit.

Maybe when she left in the end, there was no way to stir up even the slightest ripple in his heart lake.

Thinking of this, Ji Nanqiao simply decided to indulge herself again. Seeing the night outside was getting darker, she directly took the mobile phone and dialed Lu Youyan's number.

After two years of marriage, except for work, she never dared to call to disturb his life, but today, she wanted to do something that Mrs. Lu should do.

When thinking about it vigorously, but when the call was actually dialed, Ji Nanqiao was still so nervous that his heart tightened.

The sound of waiting for the phone to be answered came again and again, and Ji Nanqiao's breathing became more and more chaotic.

The moment the phone was connected, Ji Nanqiao hurriedly said, "You Yan, I have something to tell you."

"Nan Qiao? You Yan went to the bathroom."

The voice from the other side of the phone came to her ears, and Ji Nanqiao only felt a slight numbness in her fingertips, and her throat seemed to be full of thorns, which made her painful.

Speaking of which, a woman's sixth sense is really strange. She hasn't seen each other for five years, but she still recognizes the other person's voice immediately.

Yu Zhitong.

The person that Lu Youyan has loved deeply for so many years and never forgets.

"Ji Nanqiao? Tell her to come and play with me."

"That's right, it's been two years since I graduated, and this girl hasn't appeared once. It's rare to get together this time, so ask her to come over with me."

On the other end of the phone, the voice kept coming.

They are all friends of Lu Youyan in this circle. She grew up in Lu's family and basically knows them all.

Just unfamiliar.

And none of them knew about her current relationship with Lu Youyan.

If it was the past, thinking that Lu Youyan would be unhappy, she would definitely decline their invitation.

But today she really wanted to go.

So when Yu Zhitong followed their voices to invite, Ji Nanqiao accepted.
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When Ji Nanqiao pushed open the door of Di'an 508 private room, they were playing truth or dare.

There were many people in the private room and it was noisy, but even so, Ji Nanqiao saw Lu Youyan sitting in the corner drinking wine at a glance.

He tilted his head slightly, with a high bridge of nose, drooping eyebrows and eyes, his slightly drunken eyes were dyed with an intoxicating hue, hazy, but looked too cold.

He never participated in this kind of game, and no one dared to drag him into it. Ji Nanqiao knew this.

No matter how lively the party was, his surroundings always seemed extremely cold, but today this coldness was obviously broken because of the person sitting beside him.

I haven't seen her for five years, but she doesn't seem to have changed at all.

She was wearing a long white dress, with big brown waves gently spreading out, coupled with delicate nude makeup, her beauty was so invisible, like a white lotus emerging from water.

At this moment, Yu Zhitong was leaning on Lu Youyan's body weakly and bonelessly, and Lu Youyan gently hugged her with one hand. Just one look at that scene was enough to hurt Ji Nanqiao's eyes.

What is lost and found is the most precious.

Regarding this point, Lu Youyan's performance was really extravagant and obvious.

She didn't even shy away from her arrival.

Ji Nanqiao thought about it, and before he could retract his eyes in the future, he met Lu Youyan's gaze directly.

Seeing his eyebrows furrowed slightly, Ji Nanqiao's heart was suffocated, and he subconsciously looked away.

It's just that before she had time to react, she heard a commotion in the private room, and then she was pulled into the crowd.

"Ji Nanqiao, I haven't seen her for two years, she is getting more and more beautiful, her popularity almost overwhelms sister Zhitong, who is a school beauty."

"You are so brave, you dare to make fun of sister Zhitong. You haven't seen how precious the fourth brother is. Tonight, all the wine you gave to sister Zhitong ended up in the stomach of the fourth brother. This treasure The extent is only if you have the guts to mention it."

"No, I haven't seen fourth brother as happy as today in the past five years..."

"..."

Lu Youyan is the fourth eldest in this generation, and everyone calls him fourth brother.

Discussions from around kept coming, and Ji Nanqiao only felt a buzzing in his brain.

In their eyes, Lu Youyan and Yu Zhitong are talented and beautiful, they are a couple in distress who have overcome many obstacles in the world and finally achieved a positive result, and they are the objects of their blessing and envy.

What about her?
what is she?