love you deeply

What Yu Zhitong was worried about finally happened.

He slept anxiously all night, and when he went downstairs the next day, he saw Lu Youyan's car waiting at the door of the apartment.

The car window was open, Lu Youyan's left hand was hanging out of the car window holding a cigarette, half of his face was hidden in the gloomy morning, gloomy and cold.

Seeing Yu Zhitong approaching, Lu Youyan smashed out the cigarette butt in his hand, looked at Yu Zhitong, "Get in the car."

"Okay." Yu Zhitong walked around to the co-pilot, opened the door and got in the car.

Seeing her sit still, Lu Youyan drove the car out.

Yu Zhitong sat quietly in the co-pilot, staring at Lu Youyan.

She could feel that Lu Youyan was in a bad mood at the moment, and the gloomy atmosphere lingered in the car, making people very depressing.

"Yuyan, where are you taking me?"

After being silent for a long time, seeing Lu Youyan remained silent, Yu Zhitong looked at him and spoke first.

"Take you to the hospital for another examination, in case there is a misdiagnosis." Lu Youyan tried to speak in a gentle tone.

"Okay..." Yu Zhitong obediently responded.

The car returned to calm again, until Yu Zhitong's low sobs reached Lu Youyan's ears.

"Yuyan, do you despise me?"

"You Yan, don't worry, I won't rely on you, I won't..."

As Yu Zhitong said, she lowered her head, and her tears became more and more violent.

"Don't talk nonsense." Listening to Yu Zhitong's words at this moment, Lu Youyan's heart became more and more depressed, "I won't leave you alone, I'm just afraid that if the hospital misdiagnoses you."

"If it is a misdiagnosis, then everyone is happy. If it is true, I will definitely not ignore you."

"Yuyan..." After hearing Lu Youyan's words, Yu Zhitong seemed to be in a better mood, and said slowly, "Actually, when I first found out yesterday, I was really scared and terrified, but now, I figured it out."

"You Yan, everyone is mortal. I'm not afraid of death. I just, I just have a dream in my heart, and I'm afraid I won't be able to realize it."

Hearing Yu Zhitong crying and saying these words, just like explaining the funeral, Lu Youyan's heart became depressed again.

Suppressing the restlessness, Lu Youyan said, "What?"

"Actually, the first time I saw you in college, I fell in love with you. At that time, I always dreamed that one day I could stand beside you in a wedding dress and become your bride."

"But now, I know that none of this is likely to happen."

"You Yan, I know my request is a little too much, but can you fulfill my dream, let me marry you once, even if it's just a fake."

Listening to Yu Zhitong's words, Lu Youyan tightly clenched the steering wheel with both hands. After hesitating for a long time, she still couldn't bear to refuse her at this time, so she could only respond, "Okay..."

In response to this, Lu Youyan's mood was still very dull.

He really never thought that the accident five years ago would turn into such a tragedy in the end.

If Yu Zhitong really got such a disease because of this, then how could he stand by and watch.

Feeling a little uncomfortable, Lu Youyan couldn't help but get serious, "Zhitong, don't worry, I will definitely give you an explanation."
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When she came out of the hospital with the results, Lu Youyan's mood was already extremely bad.

Yu Zhitong followed Lu Youyan, but the heart that had been hanging all along fell down.

Although she didn't know how to be strict, but now, at least Lu Youyan really believed it.

"What to eat?"

After walking out of the hospital, Lu Youyan calmed down a little, looked at Yu Zhitong and asked seriously.

"Yuyan..." Yu Zhitong looked at Lu Youyan's state at the moment, and tried hard to pretend to be depressed, "Can you stop being like this? I'm really fine."

"Don't make me feel like I'm really going to die."

He said so on the lips, but Yu Zhitong's heart was full of joy of success.

Seeing Lu Youyan interrupting her with a cold face, Yu Zhitong took advantage of the situation and hugged Lu Youyan's arm, "Youyan, thank you for not despising me."

"If I can have you by my side in the last days, I won't be afraid of anything."
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Cheng Shishi stayed with Ji Nanqiao in the hospital for three days.

In the past three days, she hoped that Lu Youyan could show up more than Ji Nanqiao, so that she could convince herself that at least Lu Youyan was not that bad, and at least he still cared about Nanqiao a little bit.

But until Ji Nanqiao was discharged from the hospital today, Lu Youyan didn't show up, and he didn't even make a phone call.

Cheng Shishi was full of anger, her face was always dark.

When she took Ji Nanqiao out to take a taxi, hearing the address Ji Nanqiao reported, Cheng Shishi's complexion instantly turned black.

"Ji Nanqiao, can you stay at my house for a few days? Just take it as me begging you."

Looking at Cheng Shishi's current state, Ji Nanqiao's eyes were full of helplessness, "Shishi, it's not an emergency, and it's not like I'm going to leave in a few days. My illness can drag on for a few years at least. It doesn't make sense to go to your house for a few days, does it."

Ji Nanqiao looked at Cheng Shishi and persuaded him kindly.

She knew that Cheng Shishi was worried about herself, but she really didn't like dragging down other people's lives.

"Bah, bah, Ji Nanqiao, if you dare to say such nonsense again in the future, I will be anxious to you." Cheng Shishi's eyes turned red again after hearing Ji Nanqiao's words.

"Okay, okay, I won't talk about it." Ji Nanqiao said, looking a little more serious, "Shishi, don't tell my uncles and aunts about me, don't let them worry about it."

"After sending me back later, you should go back sooner. You have been with me for three days. If you don't go back, you should be suspicious."

Cheng Shishi listened to Ji Nanqiao's words and sniffed, "You, you just want to carry everything by yourself, Ji Nanqiao..."

"Oh, don't be like this, I promise you, if I have any discomfort, I will tell you as soon as possible, okay?" Ji Nanqiao couldn't see Cheng Shishi's appearance at this moment, so he hurriedly said again.

Hearing what she said, Cheng Shishi could only respond sullenly.
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The home is still the same as before leaving, even the blood on the carpet is still there.

Fearing that Cheng Shishi would feel bad again when she saw it, Ji Nanqiao hurriedly put the bag in her hand on the ground to cover the bloodstain there.

"Ji Nanqiao, I'm not blind." Cheng Shishi said, and walked over to take the washing machine to help Ji Nanqiao clean up the blood stains on the carpet.

"It's really rare. I thought Miss Cheng couldn't do housework." Ji Nanqiao joked while watching Cheng Shishi.

Cheng Shishi rolled her eyes and continued to be busy with the work in hand.

In fact, when she first found out about Ji Nanqiao's illness, Cheng Shishi was really uncomfortable.

But seeing her being so optimistic now, Cheng Shishi was somewhat infected.

In fact, it’s okay, an optimistic attitude is somewhat helpful to the condition.

Ji Nanqiao is right, now that medicine is developing so fast, maybe one day there will be good results.
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After seeing off Cheng Shishi, Ji Nanqiao walked back into the house alone, and his strong smiling face immediately collapsed.

In fact, how could it be indifferent?

When she came back and saw the dried blood on the carpet, her heart ached so badly, she just didn't want to show it in front of Yu Zhitong.

But now...

Sitting on the sofa alone, feeling gloomy, Ji Nanqiao thought about the inexplicable misunderstandings between himself and Lu Youyan, and felt so depressed, but suddenly there was a sound from the entrance at this moment.

Slowly raising his head, Ji Nanqiao just met Lu Youyan's cold gaze.