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Chapter 150 He Can't Let Go

Seeing Lu Youyan's sudden veering off course, Ji Nanqiao's heart was already suspended.

Ever since he knew he was ill, Ji Nanqiao really wanted to live a good life for himself.

She has tried very hard not to care about anyone's thoughts and emotions.

But when the opponent is Lu Youyan, she will still lose everything.

Thinking of the torture and humiliation of the last time, when he faced him again, it was difficult for Ji Nanqiao to stabilize his emotions.

And at this moment, his sudden movement made her even more restless, and her right hand clenched slightly almost subconsciously.

Trying hard not to let out his nervousness and helplessness at the moment, Ji Nanqiao just clenched his fists tightly without making a sound.

But even so, watching Lu Youyan drive the car into the forest, Ji Nanqiao's heart still jumped wildly.

The road in the forest was uneven, and the car bumped up accordingly. Ji Nanqiao felt that his emotions also started to bump up along with the condition of the car.

Resisting not to ask any more questions, Ji Nanqiao just sat quietly in the co-pilot, his eyes glued to the window all the time.

Until the car stopped suddenly.

Ji Nanqiao rushed forward uncontrollably, then subconsciously stretched out his hand to block it, and looked away.

She didn't stare out of the car window deliberately, but she didn't look at Lu Youyan either, she just sat there.

Feeling uneasy, I don't even know how to place my hands.

An uneasy atmosphere fermented and exploded in the air, and a feeling of depression lingered in Ji Nanqiao's heart until Lu Youyan finally broke the embarrassment in the car.

"How did you and Xiao Yi meet?"

Lu Youyan's voice was a bit tired and hoarse, but there was not much questioning in the words, as if he really just cared about her.

At this moment, she was facing Lu Youyan, and the indifference and indifference she had when facing Lu Jun suddenly disappeared.

Trying not to think about the video between them, trying not to think about the torture and humiliation of that night, Ji Nanqiao said calmly, "I'll ask him to check that person."

"That night, I didn't lie, that video..." The moment I had to mention that video, Ji Nanqiao was still so nervous that his fingertips tingled, and he breathed a sigh of relief before continuing, "That video, really The one who threatened me with Shishi's safety was the one who photographed it."

"It's just that if you don't believe it, I can only check it myself."

Ji Nanqiao didn't dare to look at Lu Youyan, she just stared ahead and simply stated what happened.

Because I didn't look at him, I don't know whether Lu Youyan believes it or not.

After she finished speaking, silence fermented in the car again.

After a long while, Ji Nanqiao heard Lu Youyan speak again.

"I don't care what your reason is, but Xiao Yi is not something you can provoke, stay away from him."

Hearing what Lu Youyan said, Ji Nanqiao smiled helplessly.

No matter what your reasons are.

That is unbelief.

She had already made it so clear, but he still didn't believe it.

Heart blocked, Ji Nanqiao didn't say a word.

Looking at her silent profile, Lu Youyan couldn't help but think of what Lu Jun said in the ward that day.

Thinking that she didn't even want to look at her after knowing that she was in a car accident, Lu Youyan was a little annoyed, so she couldn't help but stretched out her hand and tugged at the skirt of her shirt.

So after he saw that video, she didn't even bother to pretend?

My heart became more and more dull, but in the end it was Lu Youyan who broke the weird silence.

"Ji Nanqiao, since you keep saying that you care about grandpa so much, please be quiet."

"Don't worry, since you have already hidden others in your heart, I will not force you in the future, as long as you don't disturb Grandpa, even if you really want to spend the night outside with Gu Ziqian, I will not stop you. "

"When grandpa is no longer so stubborn, I will tell him that our husband and wife are not in harmony. At that time, you will be free..."

Lu Youyan spoke indifferently, every word seemed to be for Ji Nanqiao's good.

But these words got into her ears, but they still pierced her bloody in the end.

He tried his best to explain so much, but in the end he still only believed in the video he saw and those false words.

The feeling of powerlessness involved his whole body, Ji Nanqiao still didn't make any more unnecessary explanations, and only responded with a soft 'yes'.

Alienation and indifference spread between the two, like water waves, pushing them further and further apart bit by bit.

Ji Nanqiao endured it for a long time, but his eyes were still red at this moment.

Hastily pretending to be casual, Ji Nanqiao turned his face to look out of the car window again, but his emotions burst almost instantly.

Lu Youyan, if you are destined to end up in divorce, why did you give me such a sweet dream in Nancheng?

She thought that she could spend the rest of her miserable life relying on the good memories of those few days.

But now Ji Nanqiao knows how cruel it is to be cruelly taken away after owning it.

That flashy dream in Nancheng is now like a gangrene, and sooner or later it will kill her.

Feeling that the car was slowly exiting the forest and driving back to the main road, Ji Nanqiao hurriedly adjusted his emotions, trying to pull himself out of such despair.

For the rest of the journey, Lu Youyan didn't say anything, until the car drove into the manor that Lu's aunt Duan Mingyun had booked in advance.

After the car stopped, Ji Nanqiao took a deep breath, opened the co-pilot's door, and walked out.

Because she wanted to meet the elders of the Lu family, Ji Nanqiao wore a very gentle smoky blue cheongsam today, her hair was tied into a simple bun, coupled with elegant light makeup, she was indescribably gentle and charming.

I didn't look carefully in the car just now, but the moment I got off the car, I saw her standing in the manor, against the backdrop of the classical buildings behind her, she was indeed extremely beautiful.

Even though they have known each other for so many years, Lu Youyan will still be amazed by her beauty.

It's just that when she thought that her heart didn't belong to her after all, the astonishment in Lu Youyan's eyes instantly became clouded.

All rationality and indifference are nothing more than deceiving oneself.

Why let her go after grandpa is no longer so stubborn, it's just a lie to lie to her and to myself.

Lu Youyan knew very well that he couldn't let go.

But what can she do if she can't let go, there is someone else living in her heart.

Should he, Lu Youyan, beg her to try to like herself?

Thinking of this, the emotions that were finally suppressed in his heart surged up. After all, Lu Youyan couldn't hold back, and walked towards her step by step, then grabbed her waist and put it into his arms.

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