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The two people's eyes met, and they both smiled for no reason, "Is your heart beating fast?" Yan Jinbai looked into her eyes.

"Well, hurry up." Jian Li replied, "But...it's really not because of fear, I don't know why I'm not afraid all of a sudden."

"I don't know why?" Yan Jinbai tucked the corner of the quilt for her. Although the two of them were on the same bed, Jian Li was tightly wrapped into a rice dumpling, causing Jian Li to push her neck out of the quilt. Come out and look into Yan Jinbai's eyes.

There is both menace and tenderness in it, don't you know why?Jian Li closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep. When her eyelids were quietly opened, she could still meet Yan Jinbai's eyes. There were still those words in her eyes: don't you know why?

I wrinkled my nose, closed my eyes, turned around and went back to sleep, because of you, because of you, I am not afraid anymore.I already knew the answer in my heart, but I still couldn't say it.

For a person like Jian Li who keeps things in his heart, he is afraid to face this reality, and even more afraid to speak out, what if he cannot do without him.

There is an extra person's weight on the bed, an extra person's breath in the room, and an unnegligible warmth in my heart. For a long time, I will think about what I want and what I want in my life.

Isn't that enough?The one you love is lying beside you, and the two of you are together in good health.

But thinking of the noise and coldness of family affairs, I couldn't help but bury my head in the quilt. If I want to separate, how many pieces will my heart be broken into?

Just as a person was thinking about a burst of warmth coming from behind, a steady and powerful heart beat on Jian Li's back, "Plop!"

"Pfft!"

Yan Jinbai passed one arm under her head and the other arm straddled her body and held her hand, "Don't be afraid, I'm here!" As if to make her feel at ease, he finally whispered softly said.

Jian Li leaned on her arm and pretended to look at Yan Jinbai with her eyes closed.

The icy silhouette is particularly moving under the moonlight, so close that one can hear his breathing and feel the temperature of his breath, Jian Li maintains this awkward posture and stares at Yan Jinbai with blinking eyes.

He must be exhausted today. First, he got up early in the morning to clean up the blind date. Then he didn’t have lunch and felt that the hospital was undergoing a major operation.
But he fell asleep really quickly, and his breathing became even in a short while, I really wanted to lie in his arms like this for a while longer.

"Humph." Yan Jinbai chuckled softly, and Jian Li quickly closed her eyes, so she wasn't asleep!

"Looking at me again?" Yan Jinbai shook Jian Li, who was lying on his arm, and Jian Li's head shook with his arm, refusing to admit that she was still awake.

"After a day's surgery, I'm lying on the pillow again, and my arms are a little sore." Yan Jinbai whispered, Jian Li frowned slightly and rolled her head into Yan Jinbai's arms, Yan Jinbai laughed out of breath , "I just finished pillowing my arm, and now I have to check whether my heart is beating fast. When did Reporter Jian become a doctor?"

Jian Li was stimulated by her words and raised her head to Yan Jinbai's chin, "Dr. Yan, you worked hard today, you must be very tired."

Thinking of the pale face and tired eyes when he came out of the emergency room, I really hated that Yan Jinbai, who was high above him, became an ordinary person who was hammered by work because of his responsibility. Only then the light in his eyes and body would disappear.

"Not tired." Yan Jinbai freed an arm to hug her tightly, "I was very tired at first, so tired that I wanted to sleep on my stomach in the office, but I came back to life when I saw you."

Jian Li's body shrank slightly, she didn't expect that she, who was small and fragile, would bring some strength to people, she stretched her arms on Yan Jinbai's waist, wanting Yan Jinbai to experience her love and strength.

"Jian Li." In the dead of night, when the two hearts are very close, they will always say something that they would not normally say, "I will tell you what is in my heart, can you also tell me what is in my heart?"

Jian Li didn't respond. Most of the time, she felt pitiful and petty, and sometimes she felt like a scourge that would swallow her up and destroy her. It must be because the things she had experienced were not enough and the people were not mature enough. "Doctor Yan, give me another Can I have some time?"

"Yeah." Yan Jinbai patted her on the back lightly, "Then why aren't you afraid?"

Like a child, she wanted to confirm the fact that she likes it, and asked over and over again, Jian Li laughed helplessly, why did she ask again, and breathed at Yan Jinbai's Adam's apple with tears in her eyes, admitting and It was really hard to face her heart.

"Don't pretend to be asleep when I hear the laughter." Yan Jinbai ruffled her hair with big hands, "Huh? Why aren't you afraid anymore?"

Jian Li's sore throat flowed from her heart, "Because of you"
Like answering the extra questions correctly in the exam, Yan Jinbai's face was brighter than ever before, but Jian Li couldn't see it. She was still thinking about Yan Jinbai's pale and serious face, and only felt his tenderness. The tip of the nose was on the top of the head and let out a long breath, "Because you are by my side, so I am not afraid, because I like you, so I am not afraid, Doctor Yan, I really like you so much that I can't control it. know what to say."

When people are sleepy to a certain extent, their brains will become disordered, and what they say is more interesting than sleep, "Jian Li, do you know that now I really miss the last time you were drunk?"

"When people are extremely sleepy, they will feel slightly drunk." Jian Li yawned softly, this time she was really sleepy.

"I don't remember anything after being drunk, and now I'm so sleepy that I will remember what to say tomorrow? My big reporter?" Yan Jinbai let go of her hand, put her aside steadily, and straightened up to help her tuck her quilt horn.

Pulling her hair casually, she casually lay beside her, and when Yan Jinbai lay down, Jian Li rubbed into Yan Jinbai's arms again, like a rascal, "Remember."

Jian Li closed her eyes and her voice was troubled, "I remember. I like you."

Yan Jinbai asked her to rub against her, fearing that she would be so bored that Jian Li pulled down the quilt and pulled down her chest, exposing her entire face, and closed her eyes, and this one crawled a little on her chest It's not cold either.

I don't know how long it took, but the chirping birds outside woke up Jian Li. Jian Li opened her eyes, but she didn't know what time it was. Nailed firmly on Yan Jinbai's heart, her heart was firmly fixed on Yan Jinbai's heart.

Thinking of what happened last night, clinging tightly to his heart all night, it is really
Stretching her head back quickly, her big hand blocked her way, "Are you awake?"

"Ah."

"Aren't you going to lean on?" Yan Jinbai asked lazily, his voice sounded sleepy, "You can sleep more on weekends."

"It will cause a myocardial infarction." Jian Li said seriously, her head ran away from his hand, and looked at his messy hair after a night of sleep, but exuded a kindness that she had never had before.

"No." Yan Jinbai rubbed against the pillow and squinted at Jian Li, "Sleep again."

PS: Doctor Yan Weibo: An unforgettable night.