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On the way home, Yan Jinbai drove steadily, while Jian Li kept talking to the editor-in-chief about the news about the doctor-patient relationship.

When she finally hung up the phone, Jian Li leaned back in the chair and closed her eyes.

Yan Jinbai parked the car on the side of the road, Jian Li continued to lie down unconsciously, Yan Jinbai helped her loosen her seat belt, Jian Li opened her eyes sleepily, looked at Yan Jinbai's face, and woke up instantly up.

"Yan"

"Go to sleep."

Jian Li straightened up, "Repay the society first." She rubbed her eyes, "In all kinds of doctor-patient relationship disputes, 90.00% of the patients prefer to use violence to resolve them, and physical conflicts and violent injuries account for all of them. 80.00% of the incidents, and more than 60.00% of the incidents of mobs and riots and smashing incidents, the relationship between doctors and patients has become a major hidden danger that threatens social stability and people's lives."

Yan Jinbai looked at Jian Li's small mouth and chattered non-stop, knowing that she was thinking with her eyes closed just now, and she was not asleep. When talking about work, she used all kinds of professional vocabulary clearly and clearly.

"The time spent in the hospital is not short. There are many difficulties in the medical profession. As far as nurses are concerned, they work three shifts throughout the year, and holidays are no exception. Working overtime is commonplace. Not only do they have little time to spend with their families, but You may also face incomprehension and criticism from patients and family members at work." Jian Li suddenly stopped and looked at Yan Jinbai, "Dr. Yan, there is a question I have wanted to ask for a long time."

Yan Jinbai turned around and knocked on the steering wheel, "Why do you become a breast doctor?"

Jian Li excitedly took out the small notebook, then pulled out a pen from the bag, spread out the small notebook, and stared at him with eyes full of light.

Yan Jinbai raised his eyelids and looked at her as if she had regained her spirits. She raised her head slightly, like a rabbit, and said with a half-smile, "Why don't we make an exchange."

The sun suddenly got into the clouds, and there was a sudden darkness in the car. Jian Li looked at Yan Jinbai and blinked, and the two looked at each other speechlessly.

"Not willing?" Yan Jinbai opened his mouth seeing that Jian Li was silent.

Jian Li brushed her hair back with her hands, and leaned forward slightly to approach Yan Jinbai. The fragrance on her body was slowly rushing towards Yan Jinbai, and she poked her pen on the notebook, "I have no secrets."

"What were you afraid of just now?" Yan Jinbai asked coldly, "Jianli, I have many ways to find out, but I still hope you will tell me personally."

Jian Li felt the domineering temperament from Yan Jinbai's shop, and then realized that he is not just a doctor, he has the ability to know anything he wants to know.

Jian Li straightened up, "I've never been in a relationship before, so you don't need to check."

Yan Jinbai: "."

"I haven't done anything wrong, I've always been plain and steady." Jian Li explained her boring first half of her life in a straight-forward manner, "Except for keeping Dr. Yan in my heart for a few years."

"Jian Li." Yan Jinbai interrupted her, Jian Li still had a hearty smile on her face, "There are some things, please tell me slowly, okay?"

Jian Li nodded, "Okay."

Yan Jinbai started the car and drove slowly on the road, "Do you know what kind of people can't see clearly?"

After fastening her seat belt, Jian Li said, "Is there anyone who can't see clearly?"

"Many people look optimistic and cheerful, but they have suffered a lot of injuries in their hearts. The reason why they look fine is because they have pressed the injuries into their subconscious, and the conscious level looks normal." Yan Jinbai said seriously for the first time talking.

But Jian Li turned her head to the other side because she was too worried.

"Because after the hurt and complex emotions are pressed into the subconscious, she can't extract it by herself unless she encounters a similar pain stimulus again. If the information cannot be extracted to the conscious level, she will not be able to understand herself." Yan Jinbai glanced at Jian Li, "Today, you are completely exposed."

Jian Li leaned forward, the car stopped suddenly, she turned around and smiled, "Doctor Yan, it's really cold in the afternoon in spring." She slowly rolled up the car window, "What's exposed?"

"These people just feel depressed and sad at night, but they can't tell others what the specific pain point is. At most, they can only point out which incident caused it. They don't know their own words, and they can't show a clear self to the outside world, so Outsiders also feel that this person has a vague feeling." Yan Jinbai looked at her, "Jian Li, the person I can't see clearly is you."

Jian Li shook her head, "I'm not that complicated, Dr. Yan, don't interpret me from a professional perspective, I'm not that deep."

Yan Jinbai broke away Jian Li's hand that had been holding the pen tightly, and continued to say in a deep voice, "I have illusions about feelings and love, I hope this person can love me, but I don't want to have any hope, and I won't believe it easily." Anyone who encounters difficulties chooses to solve it by himself.”

Jian Li frowned, leaned her head on Yan Jinbai's shoulder, and said slightly, "Doctor Yan, I'm sleepy."

Yan Jinbai rubbed her hair like pulling a cat, "Don't you still have to go to work?"

He felt Jian Li's hand being held tightly, "Well, I still have to go to work."

"Jian Li." Yan Jinbai said in her ear, "I'm not talking about you, I just hope you don't become the person I just said. They have been disappointed too many times because they closed themselves off, and they no longer expect Who can help her."

Jian Li gritted her teeth fiercely, and rubbed her head against Yan Jinbai's body, "Yes."

"I don't want you to be by my side, but still feel lonely. Even if you are disappointed with your family and friends, you still have me." Yan Jinbai rarely said a lot.

Such a cold person suddenly spoke warm and warm words to Jian Li. Jian Li was moved, but only moved. She was about to say thank you, but found the word thank you. .

"No matter how strong a person is, it is impossible for a person to remain rational when encountering the pain of skin peeling. After all, we are human beings, not machines without emotions." Yan Jinbai has been waiting for Jian Li's tears. If she breaks the embankment at this time To cry bitterly is to have begun to trust him.

Jian Li kept her eyes closed, looking very calm and calm, just like the leopard cat at home laying on his shoulders, peacefully, "These people will eventually fall into sadness unconsciously, uncontrollably Weeping, it seems that morality is not as good as love, but my heart sinks in the sea of ​​tears."

Jian Li tightly grasped the clothes around Yan Jinbai's waist with her hands, and could feel the well-proportioned muscles in Yan Jinbai's waist, "Doctor Yan, I'm fat."

Yan Jinbai stopped suddenly, and looked at Jian Li dumbfounded, "What? Meat?"

Jian Li blushed, all she could think about was muscles, "I'm hungry."

Yan Jinbai looked helplessly at the cunning Jian Li in front of her. She had cleverly diverted her attention just now and didn't listen to his words.

It is a kind of evasive behavior, such a simple person, how much sadness is hidden in his heart.

Yan Jinbai looked down at Jian Li's hand, lowered his voice to Jian Li's ear, "I don't want to let go, how long do you want to touch?"

Jian Li took her hand away as if she had been electrocuted, and the person hanging on the bridge sat aside.

PS: Yan Jinbai's Weibo: I really love you.