I don't care about late affection

Song Ruoqing could see the indescribable loneliness hidden in the smile on Yuan Anran's face.

It's just looking happy, but in fact, there is no joy in my heart.

"I didn't expect to be discovered by you."

After Yuan Anran was stunned for a moment, he was not surprised.

After all, the two grew up together, good enough to wear a skirt.

Just like Yuan Anran understands Song Ruoqing, Song Ruoqing also understands her, even from a subtle expression, you can know what she is thinking?
"If there's anything you can't tell me, I'm on your side, forget about it!" Song Ruoqing said helplessly.

Yuan Anran laughed when he heard the words, this time it was not a forced smile, but a sincere smile.

She said: "I know you are on my side, and I didn't want to hide it from you, but I don't know what to say about this."

"Then speak slowly." Song Ruoqing said.

The smile on Yuan Anran's face disappeared, and he turned his head to look out the window and said, "Qingqing, you know, I used to like your brother very much, and even thought that as long as I could be with him and get his response, I would have no regrets." .”

"But now that he's really with me, we're a happy family and have kids, but I always feel like something's missing?"

"What's missing?" Song Ruoqing asked inexplicably, "Don't my brother love you?"

"No, he should love me." Yuan Anran shook his head and said, "But I don't think he loves me enough, and I can't control my sadness because of this."

Song Ruoqing was puzzled: "Why do you think my brother doesn't love you enough?"

"Maybe it was because he said before that he wanted to 'divorce' me."

Yuan Anran smiled desolately.

Song Ruoqing's expression changed drastically: "What are you talking about, my brother told you about divorce, when?"

"Don't worry, just listen to me slowly."

Yuan Anran comforted Song Ruoqing and continued: "At that time, he didn't know that Ningning was his, but he was willing to take responsibility. At that time, I thought he was just helping me and protecting me, not love."

"Why do you think so?"

Song Ruoqing was a little surprised by Yuan Anran's thoughts.

"Yeah, I misunderstood." Yuan Anran smiled and said: "Actually, since Ning Ning is not his child, he still needs to marry me to prove that he loves me."

"After all, which man would make such a sacrifice for a little sister with a good relationship."

Song Ruoqing nodded, right?

She also agrees with what Yuan Anran said.

"In that case, what else do you have to worry about?"

"Maybe I'm too greedy." Yuan Anran's expression was a bit lonely: "At that time, he said that one day, when I find someone else I like, he is willing to divorce me."

"He can let me go so easily, Qingqing, maybe your brother likes me a little bit, but he doesn't love me enough to grab me with all his strength, he will let me go easily for some external reason. "

"I care about him, I only like this one man in my life, so I want him to return the same love to me, and it's fine now, but I always feel that a corner is missing."

Sometimes, Yuan Anran felt that she was too greedy.

There is no perfection in the world, and perfection is enough.

Others may not be as lucky as her, after all, she married the one she loves.

But she just couldn't let it go, she just magnified that little flaw in her heart, she couldn't figure it out, couldn't let it go, and in the end it was herself who made things difficult.

This is the thought she buried in her heart, and she would not say it even to her biological mother.

But facing Song Ruoqing, she felt that Song Ruoqing could understand her.

Of course Song Ruoqing could understand, but from the perspective of an outsider, she saw it differently.

"I think it's not that my brother doesn't love you like you said, but because he loves you so much, that's why he said those words."

What Song Ruoqing said was a little hesitant. Although she was not sure, it was her true thoughts.

There was a gleam of hope in Yuan Anran's eyes, but also doubts.

"You said your brother wanted to divorce me because he loved me?" She shook her head, obviously not agreeing with this point of view.

"However, at that time my brother was not sure about your feelings, and you knew the situation at that time. I think the most important thing about the lump in your heart is not that my brother doesn't love you enough, but that you didn't communicate with him."

"You haven't asked him, how do you know he doesn't love you that much? When you had an accident, I saw with my own eyes how anxious my brother was. If that's not love, what is it?"

Song Ruoqing's words made Yuan Anran fall into deep thought, and her heart beat faster.

She couldn't help thinking that maybe what Song Ruoqing said was true.

Maybe Song Jinglun really loves her.

As long as she has this thought, her heart can't control the beating rhythm.

but……

"Maybe I asked. Your brother just said good things to make me happy. Usually, such questions don't tell the truth."

Yuan Anran's eyes showed hesitation again.

She was afraid of knowing the answer.

Song Ruoqing looked at Yuan Anran's nervous look, and understood.

Yuan Anran wanted to confirm Song Jinglun's feelings, but was afraid to face it, afraid of being rejected or denied.

Song Ruoqing firmly grasped her hand, giving Yuan Anran courage.

"You haven't asked, how do you know that my brother can't tell the truth, but don't you think it's your own problem now?"

"If you are like this, even if you get the answer from my brother, but the first thing in your heart is denial, you will not admit that my brother is sincere."

Yuan Anran was shocked all over, and Song Ruoqing seemed to be right in her confused and anxious heart.

She always felt that she seemed to be stuck in a dead end, and she couldn't get out no matter how she walked.

But now Song Ruoqing's words made her understand that she herself couldn't accept it calmly.

"Qingqing, thank you."

Yuan Anran was originally a transparent person, she didn't think about it before, but now she was awakened by Song Ruoqing's words.

Already know what to do.

It's not that she can't afford to lose, she was willing to give up this relationship, and she has nothing to be afraid of.

In this case, face it bravely.

"You're welcome, I just hope you're well."

Yuan Anran nodded emphatically, because she figured it out, the gloomy expression on her face relaxed.

The tension all over my body is gone.

"Qingqing, I'm sorry, I can't eat and go shopping with you anymore, I just want to ask your brother for clarification."

She couldn't wait for a moment.

"It's okay, you go, we will meet again next time."

Song Ruoqing smiled indifferently.

Yuan Anran turned around and picked up her bag, got up and left quickly, with hurried but firm steps.

No more confusion.

Looking at Yuan Anran's back, Song Ruoqing knew that Yuan Anran would definitely find the answer this time.

But Yuan Anran found the answer, what about herself?
She raised her hands to her face.

I remembered the inexplicable dream I had last night.

She thought she had let go of what happened in her previous life. After all, she had been reborn, and the regrets of her previous life were almost made up for.

The love I wanted was also answered.

Now she is very happy.

But has she really forgotten the past in her previous life? If she could forget, she wouldn't be here now.

But only she knew about the past life, and she couldn't even blame Li Hannian.

Because Li Hannian didn't know anything, she could only feel depressed in her heart, with no one to confide in, and no one could help her find the answer.

What should she do?
Song Ruoqing sat alone for a while, and after drinking the drink in the cup, she was about to get up and leave.

At this moment, I heard a familiar voice behind me.

"Mrs. Lu, what are you doing here? I hate being in a hurry. I ran so far to see you, and I won't be able to catch the afternoon class."