I don't care about late affection

"How can I do that?" Gu Rou directly refused.

"Although we are mother and son, and you and Manman are also brothers and sisters, I don't want Manman to depend on you too much, and develop bad habits in the future. You and Uncle Liu know it well, and we can eat as much as we can. If you can’t afford a house, don’t buy it, so many people don’t have a house, so it’s no big deal.”

"However, we are not familiar with the place of life here, so you can help us to refer to it when the time comes, so as not to let us be deceived."

Gu Rou obviously has everything planned.

"Do as Mom says first."

Seeing what Li Hannian wanted to say, Song Ruoqing couldn't help persuading her: "We'll make preparations when Manman gets married."

Everyone is not happy now that they are being pushed back and forth.

And there's no need to settle things right away.

Li Hannian thought about what happened today, and it was true, but he did not insist on it with Gu Rou.

Gu Rou was in a good mood, but Li Hannian and Song Ruoqing were obviously not in a good mood.

When the family was sitting in the restaurant having dinner, Gu Rou finally came to his senses.

At first, she thought that Li Hannian and Song Ruoqing were unhappy seeing her coming suddenly, and felt a little sad.

But gradually I came to my senses, these two children are not such people, and they must be unhappy now because of other things.

"Niannian, did something happen? Why do you and Qingqing look so gloomy?"

"Mom, let's eat first." Song Ruoqing came back to her senses: "Let's talk after dinner."

Put a piece of meat in Gu Rou's bowl.

Some things have to be said sooner or later, but if you say it early, you may not even be able to eat.

Now Song Ruoqing lost her appetite.

Although he has no relationship with Li Yuncheng in his past and present lives, he feels dissatisfied with the Li family's treatment of Li Hannian.

But when a person dies, it is always inevitable to be sad.

I can't control my mood.

"You guys look so ugly, why am I still in the mood to eat?"

Gu Rou then put down her chopsticks, sighed and said, "I'm here this time, and I'm not hiding it from you. One is for Manman, but more importantly, I have been separated from Niannian for too long. A person's life looks long, but in fact In just a few short decades, I don’t want to leave any regrets.”

"You Uncle Liu came here because of me, so I don't want you to keep it from me if you have anything to do."

Song Ruoqing turned her head and looked at Li Hannian.

Knowing that you can't delay, you can only speak directly.

Only then did Li Hannian look at Gu Rou and said, "Li Yuncheng died today."

Gu Rou's whole body was shaken, and her movements froze for a moment.

His hands trembled a few times before returning to normal.

After a long silence, he said, "Really."

Gu Rou has seldom thought of Li Yuncheng for so many years, she lives a very prosperous life.

This abundance is spiritual.

Work and children live, everything is fully arranged.

If I have time, I also think about Li Hannian.

Thinking about whether Li Hannian was alone in Li's house and she was not around, whether he was bullied, whether he ate well, and whether he grew taller.

I just didn't think about Li Yuncheng.

Maybe it's the feeling of fading away, maybe it's the fear of thinking about it.

Even if she was threatened by Mr. Li and brought back to this sad place, and seeing Li Yuncheng again, she didn't feel much.

Until now I heard people died.

Only then did she think of the man she once loved.

After that, Gu Rou didn't speak any more, and even picked up the chopsticks to eat normally, but this weird silence made people feel depressed.

In the evening, Song Ruoqing and Li Hannian returned to their room early.

That night, everyone had insomnia.

Song Ruoqing didn't know anything in the middle of the night. After feeding the normally hungry Xiaobao, she felt a little bored and thirsty, but there was no water upstairs, so she got up and went downstairs to the kitchen to drink some water.

In the end, he bumped into Gu Rou who was sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Song Ruoqing was startled.

"Mom, why are you sitting here?"

She hurried forward.

Gu Rou didn't expect that Song Ruoqing would go downstairs in the middle of the night, she shook her head and said, "I'm getting old, I can't sleep, so I got up and sat down."

But Song Ruoqing knew that it was definitely not because of this reason that Gu Rou couldn't sleep, but because she suddenly learned of Li Yuncheng's death.

She didn't say anything, walked up to Gu Rou and sat down, wanting to accompany Gu Rou.

Gu Rou probably knew what Song Ruoqing was thinking.

She smiled and said, "You don't have to worry about me, I have nothing to worry about."

"Time is the best medicine. After so many years, the love that was dying or living back then, looking back now, I just find it ridiculous. I have already walked out."

"And now that I have your Uncle Liu, if I still think about Li Yuncheng, I'm sorry for him."

Song Ruoqing also smiled when she heard that.

Knowing that what Gu Rou said was the truth, Li Yuncheng had passed away a long time ago, and now he just heard that a familiar person died for a while, and it needs a process of acceptance.

It's a pity that Gu Rou came out, but Li Yuncheng didn't.

He chose to end his life and leave this world that made him despair.

It's just these, Song Ruoqing didn't say anything.

What to say, everything is her guess.

I don't know if it's true or not.

Even if it's fake, now that Gu Rou's life is so stable, why disturb her mood.

"Qingqing, you and Han Nian have to be good, don't be like me."

Suddenly, Gu Rou suddenly mentioned this matter.

Song Ruoqing was taken aback for a moment, then recovered, and nodded heavily in response.

"I will."

But what Song Ruoqing didn't say was that she almost followed Li Hannian's old path of Li Yuncheng and Gu Rou's.

Even in her previous life, she died without seeing the result at all.

Song Ruoqing seldom thinks about the events of her previous life now, those memories seem to be far away in her mind.

Looking back now, it even feels like I was dreaming.

Sometimes I even wonder in a trance whether the previous life really existed.

Or is it all her imagination.

But this fantasy is very real, at least many things have been directly or indirectly confirmed.

Gu Rou patted Song Ruoqing's hand and said, "Go back and rest early, I'll go back after sitting down for a while."

"it is good."

Song Ruoqing then agreed.

Since Gu Rou didn't want her to accompany her, she didn't accompany her for too long.

After going to the kitchen, he went back to the bedroom.

Li Hannian didn't fall asleep either, seeing Song Ruoqing go back, he said, "Why is it taking so long?"

"Mom was sitting in the living room downstairs. She probably couldn't fall asleep, so I sat with her."

Li Hannian frowned upon hearing this, but finally said nothing.

Sighing, she pulled him into her arms and said, "Let Mom be alone for a while, you go to bed quickly, we have to go to the hospital tomorrow."

Song Ruoqing nodded.

Li Yuncheng's body had already been frozen in the morgue, and now that the weather was hot, it couldn't be kept for too long.

And he promised to take Xiaobao to show Mr. Li, always going there.

She has to sleep.

But sometimes she couldn't control her sleep. After tossing and turning for an unknown amount of time, Song Ruoqing closed her eyes.

But I felt that I just closed my eyes for a while, and woke up quickly again.

By this time, it was already dawn.