I don't care about late affection

Li Hannian said: "There is nothing I can't tell you about Li Yuncheng. You said that I look forward to Li Yuncheng's fatherly love, but fatherly love is something only children need. I am an independent adult man now, and all I want is you Father’s love, such things as father’s love are not rare anymore.”

Song Ruoqing's heart skipped a beat.

She didn't hear the rest of Li Hannian's words very clearly, and only grasped one sentence.

He said he wanted her love?
So, does Li Hannian really like her?

Even these days, every time Song Ruoqing denied this, she still felt more and more that something was wrong with Li Hannian, just like the two sudden kisses just now.

Her heart was in a mess, but Li Hannian talked about his childhood.

"When my mother was still there, I didn't know who my father was. I did look forward to such things as fatherly love, and envied other people to have parents. But then my mother became seriously ill and took me to the magnificent When the Li family brought me to kneel outside the Li family's door and begged the Li family to take me in, the first time I saw Li Yuncheng, I had no expectations for him."

"He was aloof, indifferent and alienated, and looked at me and my mother with cold and heartless eyes. At that time, I knew that he did not welcome us. Later, it rained heavily, and I passed out with a high fever. I woke up and lay in the luxurious Li's house. When I was in the bedroom, but I never saw my mother again, I started to hate everyone in the Li family."

"Qingqing, there is no family relationship between me and the Li family, do you understand?"

When Li Hannian said this, his expression was very calm. He only looked at her when he asked the last sentence, as if he was waiting for her answer.

Song Ruoqing never thought that Li Hannian could tell her so simply and clearly that he hated everyone in the Li family.

This unexpressed hatred made her feel terrified.

Song Ruoqing opened her lips, wanting to say something, but found that she couldn't make a sound.

Suddenly, Li Hannian sighed heavily, as if disappointed that he didn't get the desired result, he raised his hand to stroke her hair and said, "Don't ask about the Li family in the future, and don't get involved in it."

Then he turned around and opened the door, returned to the driver's seat, started the car and left.

The two of them didn't speak a single word all the way back, so Song Ruoqing was in a daze as to how they got back.

But until she lay on the bed and fell asleep looking at the ceiling, the words Li Hannian said were still in her mind.

And beside him, Li Hannian was already asleep.

She turned around and turned her back to Li Hannian, always feeling uneasy.

It seems that there is no way to escape from this whirlpool anymore, and there is no way to divorce Li Hannian.

That night, she lost sleep.

But the next day, she persisted and went to the studio. Now it was the preparation stage of the studio, and she had to put in [-] points of energy.

The studio hasn't opened an order yet, and she is going to make a publicity plan.

Insufficient funds, unable to do a big advertisement, and distributing leaflets is too low-level, and finally the eyes fell on the new fashion designer competition.

Prepared a meticulous design draft and submitted it to the registration mailbox, and began to wait for the results.

Song Ruoqing is confident that she can be selected, but after being shortlisted, she needs on-site design, so she is not sure. There are many talented people in the clothing industry. Don't be blindly confident.

After all, relying on Li's strong background, it is not enough for a fledgling her to venture out on her own.

Because she was thinking about work, Song Ruoqing was distracted, but she probably didn't sleep well yesterday, and she didn't have enough energy to concentrate.

Then there was some vague discomfort in my stomach.

Song Ruoqing was afraid that there was something wrong with the child, so she went to the hospital for an examination in the afternoon.

"Everything is normal for the fetus. As for the reason you said that you are uncomfortable, there are certain psychological reasons or you have been frightened. Usually relax and pay attention not to be too tired. There will be no problems. The most important thing is to relax." The doctor advised.

"Thank you doctor, I understand." Song Ruoqing immediately responded.

When she came out of the hospital and passed the inpatient department, she thought of Ji Yunlang.

During this period of time, she occasionally came to visit Ji Yunlang, but she was too busy to come over recently. Today happened to be in the hospital, so she shouldn't avoid it.

Turning around, he went to Ji Yunlang's ward.

When I walked to the door, I found that the door was not closed tightly. I was about to knock on the door to remind the people inside of her existence, when I saw this scene inside...

Ji Yunlang was leaning on crutches and trying to stand up, his face turned red and blue, and the veins on his forehead were bulging, Song Ruoqing held his breath.

Don't dare to disturb.

Ji Yunlang kept exerting himself, and it took several minutes before he tremblingly got out of the wheelchair with his crutches on his back, but he could tell that it was all his hands exerting force, and he didn't use any strength in his legs.

The body was half standing, and before he had time to stand still, suddenly the strength in his hands loosened, and the whole person fell to the ground with a bang.

There was a muffled sound.

Song Ruoqing was startled, she couldn't care less about it anymore, she pushed open the door and rushed in.

Rushed in front of Ji Yunlang, stretched out his hand to help the person on the ground, and asked anxiously, "How are you?"

Ji Yunlang was lying on the ground giving up on himself, when he heard the sound, he turned his head and saw Song Ruoqing.

At this moment, embarrassment flashed across his face, as if he didn't want Song Ruoqing to see himself like this.

"When did you come here?" He asked hastily, trying to struggle to stand up, but he couldn't move at all and could only lie on the ground.

Song Ruoqing wanted to lie, but it was unrealistic, so she could only tell the truth: "I just came here for a while."

"Then you've seen it all, I'm already a complete useless person." Ji Yunlang's tone was a little impatient.

Song Ruoqing opened her mouth, not knowing what to say, and said forcefully, "Let me help you up first."

She struggled to help him up, but Ji Yunlang couldn't use his strength. Song Ruoqing was a woman after all, and she couldn't bear the weight of a man by herself. In the end, she went out and called the nurses outside to help Ji Yun. Ron sat back in the wheelchair.

It took a lot of effort to do this.

After the nurse left, Ji Yunlang said: "I really don't want you to see me now, but it's obviously too late."

"It's okay, take your time, this is just the beginning." Song Ruoqing comforted.

Ji Yunlang shook his head: "Impossible, I don't feel any hope of getting better, and my legs don't feel anything at all."

Song Ruoqing didn't know what to say to comfort her at this time, and felt that nothing was right.

Ji Yunlang patted his leg, lowered his head with a wry smile, and shook his head to laugh at himself: "At first, I thought I could accept it, and I was prepared that I might not be able to stand up, but when this moment really came, I realized that I can't accept that I have become a useless person."