Meet the Brand Officer

Chapter 23 Self Doubt

In the quiet office, Lin Xiyou was lying on the desk alone, using a false sleep as a cover, and quietly wiped tears in the dark.

"Why, can't you hold on?" Du Ting knocked twice, and stepped on her high heels to enter the door.

Lin Xiyou hastily rubbed her face against her sleeves, rubbed her eyes pretendingly, got up and replied, "No, I'm doing a report at school these days, and I stared at the screen for too long, so I'm a little dry."

"It seems that I'm getting used to it pretty well." Du Ting leaned on the back of the chair and looked at the office area, "Where's Zhou Bei?"

Lin Xiyou froze her head and smiled a little far-fetched. She didn't know how to answer the two questions. One was that she didn't adapt too well, and the other was that she didn't know where Zhou Bei had gone.

"No one answered the phone. If you meet him, ask him to come to me." Du Ting explained briefly, with a trace of helplessness hidden in her tone.

"Okay, I'll tell him." Lin Xiyou responded, her low mood was hard to recover for a while.

"By the way, there is one more thing. The company has a big client who wants to hold a large-scale joint brand new product launch. This case is in charge of the department, but there is not enough manpower, so we will send all the interns to help. I will We will send you a detailed notice on OA.”

"This is the first time that all the interns have gathered together. It will be an assessment point for horizontal comparison. You should take good care of it." Du Ting emphasized.

When Lin Xiyou heard "horizontal comparison", she was in a trance for a moment. After recovering her thoughts, she said politely: "Thank you, Manager Du, I"

She didn't dare to say the words "I will work hard and grasp the fight" anymore, and her emotions were not as high as usual.

Du Ting glanced up, keenly sensed something was wrong, and slowed down her tone: "Is there a problem at work?"

Lin Xiyou shook her head, and falteredly confided: "For work problems, the leader and colleagues have guided me. It's just...my own ability is not up to the mark, and I haven't received too many work arrangements so far."

Du Ting understood, and said eloquently: "Taking advantage of these few days when they are away on business and busy with projects, you should try your best to familiarize yourself with the environment and business processes. Have a good time at leisure these days."

Lin Xiyou nodded, but still felt empty in her heart, unable to find a sense of belonging.

"Things can never be done. Before doing things, learn to be a person who can do things. Remember, before mushrooms are still mushrooms, forget that you may be the identity of Ganoderma lucidum." Du Ting made an analogy, which seems to be different. deep meaning.

Lin Xiyou was thoughtful, but seemed to understand, and thanked gratefully: "Manager Du, thank you for your reminder and extra care for me."

Du Ting's eyes paused, and she replied lightly, "It's the responsibility. I just received the notice, so I just dropped by", then turned and left.

Lin Xiyou sat back in front of the computer again, staring at the scattered analysis report in a daze, pondering what Du Ting said just now.Before and after the marriage, several people mentioned that there was a problem with her mentality, and she also tried to adjust, but with little success.

The mood in the past few days is like a roller coaster, sometimes high, sometimes low, ups and downs until she almost doubts life.

The more you care about your mentality, the more unbalanced you will be.She seemed to be caught in a vicious circle that she couldn't get out of.

Every time she encounters setbacks, she always consoles herself that as long as she faces up to the difficulties and works hard to overcome them, she will definitely be able to overcome that hurdle, but successive frustrations will severely shatter the false self-confidence she has worked hard to build.

After several twists and turns, the belief was almost collapsed, and the banner of fighting spirit was tottering under the baptism of the storm.

Lin Xiyou fell into deep doubts, can she really survive in Haishi?

She covered her face with her hands, bit her lip fiercely, and let the tears flow silently.

Before she could finish digesting her emotions, another hidden practical problem followed.

The phone rang, and it was Zhong Xiao from the coffee shop. She was probably hiding in the bathroom and talking on the phone, her voice was very low.

"Xiyou, just now a batch of paper cups, straws, disposable lunch boxes and other supplies have been brought in from the store. I see that the store manager's office is full, and it is estimated that they will be piled up in the storage room."

Lin Xiyou was in a trance, and suddenly woke up, belatedly realizing that after the store launched marketing activities and launched new products, the sales volume has increased a lot in the past few days, and the stock has also increased accordingly.

"Xiyou, if you haven't found a suitable house yet, why don't you come and squeeze in the small room I rented first? It's a little far away, and it's a bit messy, but your storage capacity is top-notch..."

Zhong Xiao was still talking to himself, Lin Xiyou was so moved, wiped away the hot tears on his cheeks, and responded with a smile: "Thank you Xiao Xia for taking me in, I don't have to worry about living on the street anymore. I'm looking at the house, and I'll find it as soon as possible."

"That's good, the store is so busy now that the store manager originally proposed to hold a farewell party for you, and there is no time. Oh, they called me to work. Remember to call me if you have something to do!" Zhong Xiao hurriedly hang up the phone.

Lin Xiyou's mood became even more depressed. She knew that she should call Chen Yang to explain the situation, but she couldn't muster up the courage.

She also found a few intermediaries she had talked with before, and compared these houses back and forth. The price was too high and she was not very satisfied, so it was still pending.

Looking at the balance in the card again, she was even more stretched. The money she earned from part-time jobs in the coffee shop was returned to her friends, which was the money she was cheated out of renting a house.

Leaving aside the basic living expenses, there is not much left. If we live frugally, we can barely make it through to the internship salary next month.

Rent, for her now, is undoubtedly a huge sum of money.
……

When the lights came on, Lin Xiyou wandered listlessly on the street, looking up at the row upon row of tall buildings, overlooking the heart that had fallen to the bottom of the valley, down to the dust.

There are thousands of lights in the city, but none of them is her shelter.

Recalling the bits and pieces since her internship, she has never let go of her tense nerves.

Every day is like facing a big enemy, exhausted.

Obviously nothing was done, but it seemed like a three-hundred-round battle against time, exhausting all the energy and all the fighting spirit.

Positive self-recommendation, but almost messed up the small matter of copying;

Take the initiative to work, but make a joke about grabbing the cleaning job;

Arranging the recordings, but using excessive force and not focusing on the point;

Write reports that are flashy and useless.
She was too anxious, but she didn't dare to slow down, for fear that if she was not careful, she would be eliminated by the city.

The long-logged depression surged into my heart again, together with unreasonable panic and inexplicable anxiety, spreading to my neck, just like the despair of suffocation when I was drowning in the deep sea
She felt like she couldn't take it anymore.
In a daze of consciousness, Lin Xiyou felt that someone had pressed two fingers on her forehead, and a sarcasm came from her ear: "Hey, are you lost?"

The voice is not deep, but thick and full of magnetism, full of pure heartiness, and revealing a little bit of laziness, just like the afternoon sun wrapped in salty sea breeze, warm and quiet.
strange and familiar feeling

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