Shu embroidery

After giving birth to two children, my mother's health became more and more serious, and she passed away before the confinement was full.

My dad took two babies who were not yet full moon, and he relied on going to the host and the west to beg for milk every day. Sometimes he couldn't get it, so he had to go home and cook some rice cereal to feed.

He had never taken care of children before, let alone two at once, not to mention taking good care of them, and he couldn't even solve the problem of food and clothing.

In just half a month, the two babies were starved to the point of yellow and emaciated, their hands were thinner than chicken feet, and only a piece of skin was left covering the bones. Even if they were not starved to death, they would be dragged to death.

It's still Grandpa Hu in the village. He is a barefoot doctor. He heard that there was a couple in the next town who had several children and didn't raise them.

The doctor found out about our family's situation, so he found my father and asked him to send the child away.

My dad didn't want it anyway, but it was my mother's life in exchange for it.

But the neighbors around know that if these two children are raised by my father, they will be gone sooner or later.

After persisting for more than a month, my dad couldn't bear it any longer, so he could only hear the advice of neighbors and relatives around him, and planned to send one away.

Because at that time, my physical condition was very weak. The doctor said that even if I survived and grew up, I would still have physical problems.

My father didn't want to drag others down, so he gave the older sister who looked healthier to a grandma who adopted her. The grandma's surname was Wei. I heard from them that when she saw our sisters, she was so distressed that she shed tears.

After taking my sister away, I also left the milk powder I bought on the way, and I also left dozens of dollars for my dad, and asked my dad to take the money and take me to the hospital for a good treatment. The tens of dollars at that time was life-saving money!
Grandma Wei assured my dad again and again that she would take good care of my sister, and even told my dad about their family situation. She allowed my dad to visit secretly, but she didn't allow my dad to appear in front of my sister.

Grandma Wei has only one condition. From now on, she will not have anything to do with my family. If my sister gives it to her, she will be their own child.

Even though my father was very reluctant to part with her, but in order for our two sisters to live a good life, he could only agree to her request.

My dad is very committed, and during the period, he secretly went to see my sister, watched her grow up day by day, watched her enter the school, and watched that family finally gave birth to a girl.

My dad was afraid that if they had their own daughter, they would stop being nice to my sister. Sometimes I couldn't sleep because of worry all night, and I even wondered whether I should take my sister back.

But it turns out that that family is really kind, especially Grandma Wei. Although she has her own granddaughter, she is still as good to my sister as ever.

Later, my dad heard that my sister was admitted to the Academy of Fine Arts. It was not an ordinary school, and the tuition fees were so high that ordinary families could not afford it.

My dad was a little worried. They were unwilling to support my sister's education, so they took out all the savings in the family. They just hoped to help my sister once and fulfill his responsibility as a father.

But even though he was prepared in his heart, Grandma Wei's family still didn't give him this opportunity. When my dad went to Qingtian Town again, he heard from people there that Grandma Wei sold all the pigs raised in the house Yes, I helped my sister pay the tuition fee, and let her enter the university campus smoothly.

Over the years, I have secretly been to the Academy of Fine Arts several times, hoping to have a casual encounter with my sister, but I have never met one.

Several times, I wanted to make a special trip to find her and tell her her life experience, but my dad said that one must keep one's promises, and whoever raised my sister is my sister's biological parents.

My dad also said that no matter how good the reasons were at the beginning, it was a fact that he abandoned my sister, and he also took money from her, so there was no reason to recognize his relatives.

His biggest wish now is to hope that my sister can be happy, because in that family, there is the person who loves her the most in the world. "

After Dr. Jiang finished speaking, he looked at Shen Chuqing quietly. Although he didn't directly identify her, everyone knew that Shen Chuqing was the sister she was talking about.

Feng Li stared at Shen Chuqing dumbfounded, with a lot of words in her heart, which she couldn't express because of her injured mouth.

Eagerly greeting her with her eyes, Shen Chuqing was still immersed in the story Dr. Jiang had told before, staring blankly at the tea set on the coffee table.

The things Dr. Jiang said were indeed what he had experienced before.

I have always been very puzzled, why grandma always favors me a bit, if the story is really like this, then all this can be explained.

"Chuqing, do you have anything to say?"

Zhou Xu came over, sat next to Shen Chuqing, and asked gently.

So suddenly, no matter who it is, it is impossible for anyone to digest it for a while.

"No, I have no idea, and I have nothing to say." Shen Chuqing said expressionlessly.

As soon as he looked up, he met Feng Li's concerned eyes. Because he couldn't speak, Feng Li's eyes were full of anxiety and worry.

"The water is almost gone. I'll ask the nurse to add medicine." Shen Chuqing looked up at the water in Feng Li's hanging bottle, stood up and walked out.

Walking to the nurse's desk, after reporting the room number, he walked directly to the relatively remote stairwell.

She randomly found a step and sat down, looking at the bricks in front of her, thinking of holding herself in the palm of her hand, caring for her parents who grew up, and those kind and loving grandparents, Shen Chuqing never dared to think that she was actually Fostered.

It's fine if you don't know this kind of thing, but if you know it, how should you face it in the future?
Originally, she had concealed from her parents that she had given up the postgraduate entrance examination. Every time Shen Chuqing thought about it, her heart was filled with apologies. She was thinking of returning home after the embroidery award was over and confessing this lie.

But now, Shen Chuqing didn't know how to face her family for a while.

Do you want to go home and tell them that I know I was adopted by you, that I have met my own sister, and that I did not continue my postgraduate entrance examination, and that I went to learn embroidery, which is in the town next door to us.

Shen Chuqing felt that her head was about to explode, and all kinds of messy emotions and thoughts were like a mess, which could not be cut and straightened out.

If I had been abandoned by the Jiang family, I might feel better now.

But from Dr. Jiang's words, we know how desperate the Jiang family was, the woman who traded her own life for her own birth, the man who desperately wanted to raise the two children.

If the facts were as she said, Shen Chuqing felt that it would be even more difficult. Both her birth and her upbringing had not failed her.