Yan Shao's Fatal Affection

Chapter 189 I'm Scared, I'm Afraid You Will Leave Me Completely

But the man was still staring at her closely, so she had no choice but to say lightly: "I don't care."

This made Yan Xiyu frowned, "How can you forgive me?"

These words made Guan Qianyu quiet for a long time.

Even when he was drunk, Yan Xiyu never asked such a question. According to Bai Yuxing, is this the deepest thought in his heart?

He wanted to ask her forgiveness?

Bai Yuxing had already gone out, and he closed the door for them by the way, and the security office on the floor also said hello.

In the ward.

Guan Qianyu never opened her mouth, and Yan Xiyu never let go of her hand, they just remained in a stalemate.

"You think I don't blame myself?" Yan Xiyu opened his mouth again, his voice was hoarse and obscure, "That child..."

Her heart shrank violently, and she subconsciously didn't want to listen anymore.

But Yan Xiyu didn't allow it, and held her wrist tightly, not allowing her to escape, and tried hard to see her clearly with somewhat blurred vision.

"When you first mentioned divorce, my only thought was to continue that marriage, and I think I can accept you."

"But in such a beginning, I just got mentally prepared, but you are going to give birth to a child for me..."

At that time, Yan Xiyu was really not prepared at all to have a child, to accept an extra life between them, and even to take away the unsure energy he gave her.

His eyes have always been dark black, and at this moment, like a lost night, his tone suddenly dropped slightly, "The few years I was born were unfortunate, and I don't want my child to be like me."

Many people know that Chairman Yan and Mrs. Yan are in a very good relationship now.

But many people also forget that their marriage was the matchmaker's words of their elders, at least five or six years after their marriage, there were many conflicts between them.

Especially, shortly after the wedding, Mrs. Yan became pregnant with Yan Xiyu, who gave birth to her.

It is unfortunate for a new life to land when the parents' feelings are uncertain. This is Yan Xiyu's experience.

Guan Qianyu had vaguely heard this, but now she pursed her soft lips slightly, looked at him, and didn't speak for a while.

She once heard Mrs. Yan say that when Yan Xiyu was three years old, she went to the orphanage by herself and refused to go home, saying that the dean there was warmer than her parents.

It was probably that scene that hurt Mrs. Yan, and the relationship between the couple became better and better after that.

"You don't love him, but I will." She endured the pain in her heart, "My child will not be your shadow."

Yan Xiyu nodded slightly, "I know, the moment your accident happened, I thought, whatever is fine, as long as you are all safe."

"But the doctor only confirmed that you had an ectopic pregnancy at that time."

Guan Qianyu's heart skipped a beat.

Before the accident, she had seen reds, but she never had a maternity check-up. She even resolutely refused to go to Dr. Yan Xiyu, fearing that if she didn't pay attention, she would have an abortion.

"I didn't intend to tell you, I know you are in more pain than anyone else, and you need to vent... Then let you blame me." Yan Xiyu's deep voice continued, unhurriedly.

Guan Qianyu only felt a pain in her heart and couldn't breathe steadily, so she finally pulled her hand back hard.

Staring at him, "You think this is great?"

She always thought that he was the most responsible for the miscarriage of the child, and she kept complaining.

Yan Xiyu looked at her silently.

It took a long time to say: "No matter what you do, it's all my fault."

Guan Qianyu was a little confused, it had been too long, she couldn't help but took several deep breaths.

"In that case, why don't you keep hiding it and keep pretending to be great?" She said sarcastically.

The man looked at her fixedly, "I'm afraid you will leave me completely."

Answer without pause or hesitation, "I'm scared, Qianqian."

She sat there, looking at his slightly blurred and pale expression at the moment, the trance after the operation, but the emotion in his eyes was very real.

"Even if Chi Yu told me that you let him touch me, I never wanted you to go." He said in a low voice.

But he was afraid that she would hurt him.

Guan Qianyu frowned softly, did Chi Yu tell him this?

So, the day he asked her to leave with the divorce certificate, she was so hysterical.

She closed her eyes, not wanting to recall any more.

Get up from the bed, "Mr. Yan has passed the anesthesia, it's no good talking nonsense, let's rest."

She left the ward in a hurry.

Then he went to Bai Yuxing and closed the door behind his back, "I want the medical records or surgery records from that miscarriage."

Bai Yuxing looked at her inexplicably, but also nodded, "The files within two or three years are easy to adjust."

He personally asked someone to fetch it, and it didn't take long before he placed it in front of her.

When she saw the clear diagnosis of "ectopic pregnancy" on it, her eyes were red after all.

Bai Yuxing handed her a tissue, but she didn't take it.

"By the way." Bai Yuxing said: "Living next door to your brother was Yan Xiyu's request before he passed out last night, maybe... just wanted you to see him, and when he is fully awake, I will change his ward, don't worry .”

Guan Qianyu just let out a "hmm", turned and left.

Going back to her brother's ward and sitting by the bed, her eyes were full of hesitation.

He forced a smile again, "Brother, wake up quickly, if you don't wake up, I should go to sleep. There are many things I want to tell you, and you can help me make choices. I am very tired by myself."

She was thinking that she had to reduce the frequency of going in and out of the hospital in the future, so it would be safer for her brother.

Although the smuggling gang knew that Chi Yu was the big boss who bid, and that Chi Yu had passed away, they definitely wanted to find three fragments and sell them to others.

Naturally, he would not give up looking for his brother's whereabouts.

Therefore, she waited until late at night before going back to Donghuang Yipin.

Knocked, just opened the door, and saw Qiao Ai again.

But this time Qiao Ai didn't see her, so she quickly closed the door again.

Qiao Ai naturally went to Yan Xiyu's next door.

At this moment, Yan Xiyu's anesthetic has completely passed.

He saw that Qiao Ai's voice was still gentle, but it still lacked that warmth, "The announcement is busy, didn't you ask Wan Qing to let you rest more?"

Qiao Ai smiled lightly, "I'm not tired."

She took the initiative to peel the fruit, but Yan Xiyu didn't eat it, so she had to put it back.

After a while, Qiao Ai finally pursed her lips, and said softly, "Ah Yu, I know what you said this morning is nonsense, I won't be angry."

"No." Yan Xiyu answered in a clear and hoarse voice, "I know what I said."

Qiao Ai frowned all of a sudden, "Ah Yu..."

"Since you came back, everything I have done is to try my best to make up for you, just to make up."

"I won't listen!" Qiao Ai stared at him fiercely, "You obviously love me, why can't you give me both marriage and career?"

Yan Xiyu's expression was like this, "I never said that."

Love, he never said.

"I can't give it either."

He added in a deep voice, "I can't lie to you, but the acting career will support you as always."

"You might as well lie to me!" Qiao Ai looked broken, "Also, don't you want to solve the case?"

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