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A person who never disdained feelings suddenly asked her about love.

This inevitably made her feel extremely abrupt, and even wondered if he had changed.

But after she stared at Li Yunshen carefully for a while, she was sure that Li Yunshen had suffered a setback in his relationship.

Because at this moment, she was very familiar with the look in Li Yunshen's eyes.

In the past, she was reborn from the ashes with such an expression, and in these years, she has seen too many people with such eyes.

She chuckled and asked Li Yunshen, "We've known each other for two years, and you always call me Fan, but do you know why I'm called that name?"

Li Yunshen shook his head, "You never said that."

"Because, that part of the past has been buried by me. It has been buried for too long. It has been so long that it turns to ashes. It is so long that I don't know how to bring it up. I once loved someone who was ten years older than me."

It was a memory that had been sealed for a long time, peeling it off now, it was like opening a jar of wine that had been buried in the ground for a long time, the aroma of the wine was long and clear.

Fan used to be called Huai'an instead of Fan.

That man had Fan in his name, and he always said that Fan is Ann only when he has her in his arms, and they are a match made in heaven.

At that time, Huai'an was still Shen's daughter, proud and glamorous, for the sake of this man who was ten years older than her, she did not hesitate to break the relationship with her family.

At that time, I believed in love. I believed in every blueprint he drew for the future, so I didn't hesitate to throw away any chance to be with him. Daughter, the two parties have been in confrontation for a year, and suddenly one day, Huai'an announced to his family that she was pregnant with his child. Even if they hated iron but not steel, their parents still love her, so they had to bear their dissatisfaction and accepted the man. .

However, the man didn't know that Huai'an was pregnant with his child, he thought that the Shen family only accepted him because they were unwilling to continue the stalemate.

Now that she is pregnant, the parents naturally hope that their daughter will get married earlier and choose a good day. However, when it comes to marriage, the man behaves strangely, as if to refuse.

At first, I thought he was just afraid of marriage, until—until the woman appeared with a three-year-old girl.

Only then did I realize that the man who thought he was treating her wholeheartedly had already been married!
However, when she went to question him, the man just covered it up, and then cowardly begged him.

He said that at first he just wanted to support his family, but later, he really fell in love with her, and Huai'an's gentleness and unique personality completely attracted him.

He begged her forgiveness.

But what about her children?She asked, what about her child?
Do you want your child to become an illegitimate child who can't see the light as soon as he is born?

The man said he could divorce his ex-wife.

No, she doesn't want to.

What a proud person she is, how could she allow stepping on other people's happiness to take her own happiness, and she was unwilling to let the name "Xiao San" be printed in her life.

So, she left, quietly disappeared from her home, and stayed in T city with her anonymity. Even her parents didn't tell her where she was going. She came to this lonely city to live alone, and everything started again.

"Do you know how much pain I had at that time? The night was a huge scourge for me, it could swallow me whole. I felt like I died in such a night and was reborn at the dawn of the next day."

"This is love." She smiled wryly, "I named myself Fan, not to remember him, but to forget him, only by burning this pain in my heart and facing it every day, can I be able Really get better."

This pain is so hard to remember.

Li Yunshen had never experienced it, but at this moment he felt that he was the villain who hurt Ke Man.

"I love him, and I don't regret that I loved him. I just feel that I loved the wrong person, but that's what it's like to love someone. At the same time, I also need to love my self-esteem. I gave him love, so I have to be together with me. In fact, I can fully agree to his request, but my self-esteem does not allow it. Love is not a matter of one person. Love involves two people. I know that he may love me, but his love is too unspecific. We're in love and we're only going to hurt each other, so I have to go."

Li Yunshen nodded half-understood, and he continued to drink Tears silently.Bitter and lingering.

Perhaps, this is the so-called love.

Shen Huai'an sighed, looked at the crimson wine in the glass, and said: "Yun Shen, the word love is the most difficult to decipher, and feelings are all bitterness and sweetness, but many people have suffered so much, so they don't want to be sweet."

Just talking about this, suddenly a figure came to this side, Shen Huaian hurriedly stood up, hooked Li Yunshen's neck, and at the same time said quickly in his ear: "Play a play with me."

Before Li Yunshen understood what was going on, the figure stopped in front of the two of them, and the man greeted the woman in a deep voice, "Huai'an."

At the same time, his eyes stopped on Li Yunshen who was hooked by Shen Huaian, his expression was a bit melancholy.

"Mr. Wu, what's the matter?" Shen Huaian tried his best to keep his tone calm, but Li Yunshen, who was surrounded by her, could clearly feel the slight trembling on Shen Huaian's body.

There are really not many people who can make Shen Huai'an have such a reaction.

Li Yunshen deliberately raised his eyes to look at the man in front of him.

The man looks like he's almost middle-aged, but he doesn't have that middle-aged greasy look on his body. Instead, he gives off a gentle and refined feeling. That's right, a man who was once favored by Fan, who was born proudly, can Where is the difference?
Then Mr. Wu and Li Yunshen looked at each other, and he could see that Li Yunshen was not simple with just one glance.

And the current Shen Huai'an is no longer the Shen Huai'an of the past, he thought for a while, and then said with some hesitation: "Hui'an, I came to look for you specially after I knew you were here, but you were not here, so I just thought, Come to touch today, I didn't expect that you are really here."

"En." Shen Huai'an responded casually, she knew that from the moment this man stepped into her bar, she knew that she deliberately didn't see him, but she didn't expect to meet him again today.

"I see you now, may I ask Mr. Wu what can I do?"

"I just want to talk to you, to know how you are doing."

"No need!" Shen Huai'an quickly received that there was no way for her to be calm towards this man, he had let herself down, especially because he made her live in guilt for the child who died before it was born.

"As you can see, I'm living a good life!" Shen Huai'an's tone was a bit harsh.

"You still hate me?"

The man asked suddenly, which made Shen Huai'an froze.

She thought that she hated it no more. After stepping on those wounds in the past, she would see this person again without wind and rain or sunshine, but it was not until she was on the verge of losing control at this moment that she realized that she hadn't let go of these things. Share hate.

That's right, how could she let it go, the night when the child died, she would never forget the coldness and despair she felt lying on the operating table in her whole life!