Time and you are my fault

——"I had a long dream, in which I found my lost love."

My name is Zong Yanxiu.

I seem to be in love with my wife of five years.

Speaking of which, life is always full of infinite changes.

Seeing people around me die in front of my eyes, I was very calm, and even became more and more indifferent. This is the evaluation of people around me. The doctor said it was a stress response caused by psychological trauma.

Trauma?

Have it.

Later I married a girl who loves to blush.

At that time, I thought that living with anyone in this life is the same.

She would blush when she saw me, and she smiled very happily on the wedding day. After receiving the marriage certificate, she excitedly held my hand and jumped up and down.

She told me that she has liked me for a long time, and she will always listen to me in the future.

I think she's goofy and cute.

After I got married, I was busy dealing with the company's crisis, often spent in drinking bureaus and working overtime.

But when I came home late at night, there was hangover soup and honey water on the table, stomach-warming porridge in the kitchen, and neat pajamas on the bed.

She takes care of everything.

I think she is very good.

Sometimes she loses her temper too.

Uncle Lin died for me. His last words before he died were to take good care of his daughter.

I agreed.

But the little wife doesn't like me being nice to other women.

I would get angry and jealous. Of course, this problem later became the fuse of our divorce. I knew it was my fault.

She moved out of our house and I moved out to live in the house above her.

Mo Qingming said, if you don't want her to forget you, then use your presence.

I don't want her to forget me.

But she seems to be getting annoyed with me.

I don't know what to do, treat her like a headless chicken, in my own way.

But she is not happy.

Until the rival in love appeared, I was afraid.

Seeing her smiling at others made me feel like a big rock was blocked in my heart.

Seeing her walking with someone else made me want to go up and pull her to my side.

Mo Shaoming said, I fell in love with her.

what is love.

Is it a difficult emotion?

Before the centennial celebration, I learned about the affairs of my little wife's family.

Her mother died when she was a child, and her father treated her coldly. I was afraid that she would be sad and collapse when she found out. I wanted to protect her.

At this moment, I think, this should be love.

Because, I don't want her to be sad, I don't want her to shed tears, I want to bear all her pain, I want her to smile happily by my side, and I want to hold the best things in the world to her.

But she still found out later, and she was heartbroken for my concealment.

I did it wrong again.

She was determined to divorce, and I hid the marriage certificate, which was my last struggle.

When applying for a divorce certificate, I just ran into the new rules, and there is a one-month divorce cooling-off period.

I am overjoyed.

Chasing her to Gongzhou, I think God gave me another chance.

She loves woodwork and I made a pair of wooden rings, Möbius Rings, Love That Never Ends.

She loved it, she wore it.

When she was kidnapped by Zheng Ming, watching the gun pointing to her head, I felt cold all over.

will lose her?
At the moment when the explosion happened, I was no longer afraid of death like I was back then, I was only afraid...she would get hurt.

She can't get hurt, and she wants to live to be 98 years old in good health.

When I woke up and saw her red eyes from crying, I knew that I seemed to have found her back.

Later, Lin Luolian drugged me, and I firmly believed that I had never betrayed my little wife, but when I saw the hotel video, I was stupid.

What if the little wife sees it.

She still saw it and insisted on divorce this time.

On the last day of the year, we got divorced.

I secretly bought a tulip manor in the Netherlands as a gift for her, but I didn't send it out in the end.

I've tasted what it's like to be heartbroken for someone.

It was she who let me know that marriage is not the same as anyone.

Without her, I seem to have no direction.

Then I didn't care about anything, and appeared beside her with a sullen face.

Until I found evidence that the man in the hotel video was not me, she relented. Although she didn't admit it, she allowed me to appear and exist.

I was so happy that I was about to fly.

Come to think of it, love is a strange thing.

For example, I think she is cute when she is eating, cute when she is sleeping, cute when she is in a daze, and cute when she is angry and hits me.

So cute, I want to touch her head, hug her, and kiss her anytime, anywhere.

She always complained that I was like a dog's skin plaster, but I was still very happy. I liked to cling to her and have been clinging to her.

The accident happened during a business war. On the way home, when the truck rammed into her position, my mind went blank, and my only thought was to keep her.

I could feel the pain of the steel bars piercing into my body, I could smell the blood all over me, and I could even hear her crying and calling clearly.

I want to pat her on the head and tell her I'm fine.

But this time, I can't seem to do it.

Before I lost consciousness, I knew she was fine.

Great.

She can't die, she wants to live to be 98 years old in good health.

I slept for a long time, and God gave me another chance.

Opened her eyes to find she was pregnant, five months, twins.

I am a father!
My little wife and I have two kids!
At that time, I felt like a general who had won a battle!

The appearance of Shiyue broke our beautiful life.

I was poisoned, and my health got worse and better over and over again. I thought of an escape route for their mother and son, but she still insisted on marrying me.

What am I capable of, there will be a woman who loves me so much.

But then she escaped from marriage, she told me that the two children are not mine, how is that possible!

The appraisal report showed that what she said was true.

I was stunned.

But even so, I don't want to let her go.

I am willing to raise these two children.

But she still left, even when I was hit by a car, she didn't stop.

When I learned that she was going to be engaged to Sheng Jinghuai, I broke down.

The ring was thrown out of the window by me, which was the most stupid thing I did.

During the treatment abroad, I still couldn't bear the longing. I secretly prepared a birthday gift for her, and I even thought about what to give as a gift every year. I plan to send it to her anonymously in the future.

When I received her drunken call, I couldn't sit still, and my thoughts grew wildly, gnawing at my nerves along the veins.

I want to see her, I want to see her so badly.

When I returned to China, I saw her with Sheng Jinghuai, holding their child, there was no room for me to intervene.

I think...forget it.

So be it.

That's when I made a decision that I regret for the rest of my life and blocked her number.

I received a message from her again, saying that she fell into the sea on the way to find me, her car crashed and she died.

I thought it was a prank, a joke.

But when he saw the search and rescue ships and personnel on the sea, he heard Lian Shanshan's fierce words.

I just realized how many mistakes I made in the past time.

I am sorry for her.

Carrying the lives of my son and me, she struggled through life.

She was threatened by Lin Luolian and warned by Shiyue, but she dared not say anything.

She secretly digested all the suffering and difficulties by herself.

She is gone.

How can she not see it.

I'm going to find her!
I have been looking for her in the sea for nearly a month.

It was cold and dark in the sea.

She must be terrified.

She would have a stomach ache when she was cold, and she was so afraid of the dark that she couldn't draw the curtains when she slept at night.

I have to hurry, or my little wife will shut me out again.

I can't be late this time.

But where is my little wife hiding?

I have searched for a long time, traveled to many places, but could not find her.

She must be mad at me, mad at me for coming back too late, mad at me for not answering her call, mad at me...

until I heard that recording.

She said, let me find someone who loves me more than her.

But there is no one in this world who loves me more than her.

I don't want anyone.

I just want her.

People around me told me that my little wife died.

I do not believe.

I've been to a lot of the places we've been together, what if she's hiding there secretly, waiting for me to pick her up and go home.

I walked and walked, looking and looking.

But this world is too big.

I often feel that she is behind me, but every time I look back, there is nothing behind me.

I thought, I still have to go to the sea to find her.

After dealing with her company affairs and asking my family some questions, I decided to really go to her this time.

Even if she loses her temper this time and drives me away, I won't leave.

Forever and ever, never going away.

Star River Bay is our new house, I went back, I thought, I have to bring her here.

It was cold and dark in the sea, but it was warm and bright at home.

My phone was left in the living room when I walked into the bathroom.

Estimated, it was about [-]:[-] at that time, I didn't look carefully.

Before entering the bathroom, I heard the vibrating sound of my mobile phone, I ignored it, I was in a hurry.

I vaguely heard the fierce quarrels that broke out downstairs, and I was a little envious, wondering if I would quarrel like this when I brought my little wife back.

I don't think so, I will let her, if she is angry, I will let her beat me a few times to vent her anger, or if I cook, I wash dishes, I do laundry, I want her to be carefree and live until the end of her life 98 years old.

I heard the deafening sound of cars outside the park, and I was a little worried. If my little wife came back, would such noise affect her sleep? She got up a little angry.

But it doesn't matter, I will coax her well.

Yiyi, wait for me, this time, I will definitely take you home.

Bring back our own home.

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