she is the reward of time

Zheng Chun didn't expect to see Xiao Xu again so soon, the last time we met was because of Xiao Xu's illness.

So she was very excited and hugged Xiao Xu and kissed him several times.

Xiao Xu was itchy by her hair, giggling non-stop, "Mom, hair! Your hair!"

Zheng Chun quickly put the man on the ground, raised his hand to straighten his hair, and asked him, "Do you miss your mother?"

"Yeah! Xiao Xu misses you every day!"

As the little guy said, he took out a piece of paper from his pocket and spread it out to Zheng Chun: "Look, Mom, I drew this, and you are on it!"

Zheng Chun looked down excitedly, but found that there were three people drawn on the paper.

She asked Xiao Xu: "Apart from you and mother, who is the other one?"

Judging from his height, he should be a man.

Could it be...he drew Xue Zizi?

That's a big misunderstanding!

However, the person Xiaoxu painted was not Xue Zizi, but the father in his own mind.

The little guy's voice was childish: "This is Dad. I don't know what he looks like, so I didn't draw his face."

Yeah, he never met his dad.

In fact, when Xiao Xu was just born, Zheng Chun showed Xiao Xu a picture of Gu Shishu.

But at that time the child was too young to have any memory at all.

And she herself felt sad every time she saw Gu Shishu's photo, and she broke down emotionally. Later, Song Yaya stopped her from showing Gu Shishu's photo.

Even after she fell asleep, she quietly deleted all the photos of Gu Shishu in her phone.

Zheng Chun didn't get angry with her friend because of this, because she knew that her friends were all for her own good.

In the past three years abroad, Song Yaya actually helped her a lot.

But because Song Yaya is just an ordinary person, what he can help is also ordinary things.

Even so, Zheng Chun is still very grateful to Song Yaya.

Last time Xue showed her the photos by himself, saying that Song Yaya and the child were in their hands. She called Song Yaya afterwards and asked in detail to make sure that Song Yaya had not been treated badly, so she was relieved.

His thoughts drifted too far, and Zheng Chun couldn't catch them in time.

It was Xiao Xu who called her mother several times before she came back to her senses, smiled at Xiao Xu, and asked him: "What's wrong?"

Xiao Xu frowned, "It's mom, what's wrong with you? Why do you look unhappy? Do you not want to see me?"

"Of course not!" Zheng Chun hurriedly hugged him tightly, "Mom wants to see you every day, but because she's too busy at work, she can't accompany you every day. Mom feels very guilty."

"Mom, don't feel guilty, too..." Xiao Xu stopped suddenly while talking.

Because he remembered that his great-grandfather had told him that he could not tell his mother what happened in the villa.

So he changed his words again: "Mom, you don't have to worry about me. Uncle Xue takes good care of me, and he tells me every day what are you doing, mom, and he also showed me mom's photos and what mom said."

"What?"

"A lot, I even heard my mother crying."

Zheng Chun:? ? ?
When did I send my crying voice to Xue Zizi?

And when I contacted Xue Zi, except for making phone calls, everything else was communicated by text, and no voice was sent!
Could it be...Xue recorded the call with himself, and then let Xiao Xu listen to it?

But I never cried on the phone!

Although a few times, it is indeed emotionally broken.

Zheng Chun couldn't figure out what Xiao Xu said, but as a child, his thinking was jumping, and he started talking about other things all at once.

"Mom, when will you find Dad?"

When Xiao Xu first started to speak fluently, he asked where his father had gone.

At that time, Zheng Chun didn't know how to explain to him all the things between himself and Gu Shishu, so he made up a random excuse, saying that his father went on a trip and got lost.

Now that I think about it, it's ridiculous.

But how can she open her mouth to tell Xiao Xu the truth of the matter?

That his dad never expected him to come into this world?
Or is it that his dad won't accept him?

Or, tell him straight up that his dad won't want him?
Zheng Chun couldn't say it.

Every time the topic of 'Dad' is mentioned, Zheng Chun feels like he is about to suffocate.

Not because of nervousness, but because of extreme sadness.

In the past three years, countless late nights, she would suddenly feel sad looking at Xiao Xu, and then bit her lip and cried silently.

She hated why she loved Gu Shishu so much, she almost died of love, and she insisted on giving birth to the child.

In the future, this child will follow him, fearing that he will suffer for the rest of his life.

And what makes her most sad and powerless is... she will never be able to talk to Xiaoxu about the so-called 'father'.

She was afraid that if she chatted, her emotions would collapse.

When the child was young, no matter how hard she cried, the child would not understand.

But kids always grow up...

Just like now, Xiao Xu wanted his father, so he drew a picture of three people.

Zheng Chun didn't even dare to take a second look at the painting, her heart felt like a pinprick, the pain was so painful that she couldn't speak.

Fortunately, she bowed her head in time, so Xiao Xu didn't notice anything strange about her.

Xiao Xu just took her hand and asked her: "Mom, can I go and see Uncle Xue? Another uncle told me just now that Uncle Xue was injured, and I want to go and see him."

Zheng Chun didn't think much about it, he just thought that the other uncle belonged to Xue Zizi.

After all, during this period of time, Xue Zizi treats Xiaoxu fairly well. My child, if we have been together for a long time and the other party treats him well, we will soon develop feelings for him.

So it makes sense for Xiao Xu to want to see Xue Zizi.

Zheng Chun nodded and said yes, "Go, mom will take you to see Uncle Xue."

The bodyguards next to each other looked at each other, not knowing whether to stop them or not.

Just now the old man asked them to bring the young master over to meet Zheng Chun, he only told them not to say wrong things in front of Zheng Chun, he didn't give other orders.

The two followed Zheng Chun and Xiao Xu in a daze, and walked to Xue Zizi's ward together.

Along the way, Zheng Chun kept looking around cautiously, for fear of meeting Gu Shishu and Jiang Mu.

The clothes Xiao Xu wore today happened to have a hat, and she put the hat on Xiao Xu specially.

When she was outside Xue Zizi's ward, she just reached out to push the door in, when she suddenly heard a familiar voice from inside——

"Jiang Mu, go and have a look. Why hasn't Secretary Zheng come back yet?"

It's Gu Shishu!

Gu Shishu is inside!

If he opens the door at this time, he will definitely find Xiao Xu!

Zheng Chun was so shocked that the blood almost flowed backwards all over his body, and he picked up Xiao Xu.

The little guy was taken aback and asked her instinctively: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Zheng Chun raised his hand to cover his mouth, but he was still a step too late.

The sound of "Mom" was clearly transmitted into the ward through the gap in the door.

Gu Shishu, Jiang Mu, and Xue Zizi all heard it.