she is the reward of time

The previous few times when Gu Shishu had nightmares, Zheng Chun woke him up halfway through.

Because Zheng Chun saw that his head was covered with sweat and his face turned pale, and he was very afraid that he would die suddenly in his dream.

Today he woke up by himself, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Zheng Chun's face very close at hand, occupying all his sight.

Gu Shishu was startled, and felt as if his heart had stopped beating for a second.

He suddenly stopped talking, and Zheng Chun went to see him, only to find that he was awake.

Zheng Chun was a little excited and worried, and asked him, "Are you awake? Is there any discomfort?"

Gu Shishu frowned, stared at her suspiciously for a few seconds, then shook his head.

Zheng Chun also knew that he was very strange just now, obviously he was already haunted by nightmares, but he didn't care about it, and his behavior was really weird.

But right now, Gu Shishu is in a state of amnesia, and he doesn't remember Gu Shiyan at all.

Although they mentioned it a few times, Gu Shishu's reaction was very flat.

More precisely, there was no response.

So now Zheng Chun doesn't know how to tell Gu Shishu about Gu Shiyan.

Sitting there, she suddenly sighed.

Gu Shishu also sat up, reaching out to hold her in his arms.

Obviously he was the one who just escaped from the nightmare, but he touched Zheng Chun's head and comforted Zheng Chun: "What's wrong? I'm here."

There are many beautiful love words in this world, but the ordinary "I am" is more reassuring than any love words.

Zheng Chun's heart warmed, and he passed his hands through his waist, hugging him tightly.

Gu Shishu also hugged her back, and their bodies were pressed together with almost no gap.

Then, Zheng Chun said slowly: "Do you remember that I told you before that you have a cousin?"

Gu Shishu: "Remember."

Zheng Chun said again: "He was with you the day your accident happened, but now we have found you, but he has never been heard from. We are all worried about him."

After a pause, Zheng Chun mentioned Lin Jiaojiao again. Ms. Lin came to visit you a few days ago. She is your brother's girlfriend. She has been unable to find your brother, and she is about to collapse.

In fact, when Gu Shishu was talking to Lin Jiaojiao that day, he realized that although Lin Jiaojiao came to see him, she was asking about his younger brother inside and outside the words.

It was only because he didn't remember Gu Shiyan that the communication between the two didn't go any further.

Gu Shishu asked: "Now, is there anything I can do to help?"

Zheng Chun was too embarrassed to tell him that he was just helping out when he had nightmares.

Fortunately, Gu Shishu was smart, and guessed her thoughts from her eyes and expression, and asked her: "So you were so close to me just now, were you listening to what I said in a dream?"

Zheng Chun nodded awkwardly.

Gu Shishu didn't mind at all, but asked her: "Then what did you hear?"

Zheng Chun: "I didn't hear you clearly, but I heard you say: Shiyan, go quickly! Go over there!"

In fact, Gu Shishu didn't say much else in the dream, he just kept repeating these two sentences.

Zheng Chun guessed that the situation at that time must be so urgent that Gu Shishu had no time to say anything else, and he only wanted to let Gu Shishu escape the danger quickly.

And judging from the state of Gu Shishu's nightmare, the final result should be a bit unacceptable to him.

Leaving aside what happened to Gu Shiyan, Aunt Ling's death, if Gu Shishu hadn't lost his memory at this time, I'm afraid he would be sad for a long, long time.

In addition to being sad, he will also blame himself.

From the beginning, he wanted to protect everyone, but in the end he let Aunt Ling die in front of his eyes.

Are such memories really worth getting back?

……

The next day, Zheng Chun went to see Gu Shishu's psychiatrist, and bluntly said that he didn't want Gu Shishu to recover his memory.

The doctor didn't have too many surprises, and smiled: "I can understand Miss Zheng's mood. After all, Mr. Gu has a lot of bad experiences in his previous memory. It's a good thing that he can't remember them."

That's what he said, but Zheng Chun was actually very contradictory in his heart.

Her brows have been furrowed since she entered the door, and her voice is lower than usual: "But I don't know, if I make such a decision privately, he will blame me."

Gu Shishu is such an assertive person, he probably doesn't want to be controlled by others in his life, right?

Moreover, if you forget your past, is your life still complete?

Zheng Chun was very entangled: "Let's discuss this matter again, I haven't thought about it yet."

"Miss Zheng, would you like to listen to my suggestion?"

"Please say."

"Actually, you can directly ask Mr. Gu what he means. Mr. Gu is a very powerful person. If he wants to remember everything by himself, I think it's better to respect his meaning."

Zheng Chun thought for a few seconds, then nodded.

……

In the morning, Gu Shishu only heard Zheng Chun say that he had to go out to do something, but he didn't expect her face to be so ugly when she came back from the work.

"What's wrong?" Gu Shishu pulled her into his arms, let her sit on his lap, and wrapped her around her waist, treating her like a child.

Zheng Chun himself was very dependent on him, so he naturally leaned on him.

Before he had time to say something serious, Uncle Heng suddenly walked in in a hurry.

Seeing the two of them hugging each other, Uncle Heng let out an 'oops' and quickly raised his hand to cover his eyes.

Zheng Chun: "..."

Compared to her embarrassment, Gu Shishu was relatively calm.

When she got up in a hurry, Gu Shishu reminded her: "Don't worry."

Zheng Chun glared at him.

Gu Shishu smiled lowly.

Then Zheng Chun asked Uncle Heng: "What's the matter? What happened?"

Only then did Uncle Heng take off his hand that was blocking his view, looked at the two of them and smiled.

Zheng Chun: "..."

He pretended nothing happened, so he shouldn't laugh like that anymore!
It's all Gu Shishu's fault, the sky is bright and the sky is bright, and he let himself sit on his lap, what a shame!

Uncle Heng replied: "Nothing happened, Miss Lin just came, I'll come in and say something."

Who would have thought that as soon as they came in, they would see the young couple getting bored.

After Uncle Heng finished speaking, he quickly backed away.

At this moment, Lin Jiaojiao also came in. She didn't know what happened in the room, but she could feel that the room was full of sweet atmosphere.

so good.

When she looked at Zheng Chun, there was unconcealable envy in her eyes, which turned into loss and sadness in an instant.

Zheng Chun hurried forward, pulled her to sit down, and asked her: "What's the matter? Is there any news from Shiyan?"

Lin Jiaojiao shook her head.

If there is really news about Gu Shiyan, she should be excited at the moment, and not feel like a knife is piercing her heart.

Lin Weizhi called her just now and told her bad news——

"My elder brother said that Gu Shiyan...may not be here anymore."

Zheng Chun was stunned for a moment, unable to describe his mood at the moment, and the expression on his face was also stiff, smiling didn't look like smiling, crying didn't look like crying.

Probably because the process of finding Gu Shishu was smooth, even though there was no news about Gu Shiyan, she still firmly believed that she could find him.

Why did you suddenly say that you might not be there anymore?