she is the reward of time

Su Xi didn't show much expression, seeing that Chen Ming didn't move, she said again: "Mr. Chen please."

She has done things this way, and if Chen Mingsheng continues to stay in Su's house, it will seem very uninteresting.

So Chen Mingsheng walked out of Su's house one after another with her.

When he got outside, Chen Mingsheng was not in a hurry to get into the car, he turned his head and stared at Su Xi.

In the past, Su Xi didn't dare to meet his eyes. On the one hand, the little girl was easily shy, and on the other hand... Su Xi always seemed a little afraid of him.

This kind of fear is not awe, it should be awe after admiring a person too much.

So Chen Mingsheng rarely saw Su Xi staring at him without dodging, this kind of eyes seemed to be indifferent to anything.

A bad premonition quickly spread in Chen Mingsheng's heart. He wanted to speak, but he didn't know where to start.

On the contrary, Su Xi said generously: "I begged my parents to lend money to Mr. Chen just now. I didn't want to use this matter to coerce Mr. Chen to accept my feelings. My feelings for Mr. Chen have changed since the last incident. It has already been taken back, and President Chen doesn’t have to bear the burden when he sees me in the future.”

"What do you mean?" Chen Mingsheng frowned even tighter.

Su Xi smiled slightly at him, "If what I said just now was not clear enough, then I'll explain it again. What I mean is, I don't like Mr. Chen anymore, and I will never bring Mr. Chen any more emotionally in the future." trouble."

Chen Mingsheng's complexion was not very good-looking. Hearing her words, she could almost use the word dark to describe it.

He took a step forward, wanting to pull Suxi's hand.

But Su Xi took a step back.

This reaction made Chen Mingsheng very unhappy.

Probably Su Xi's love for him was too deep in the past, and he put everything first, so that Su Xi deliberately alienated him now, which made him not used to it, but also a little irritated.

Chen Mingsheng said impatiently: "What happened last time, what happened at the scene, you have seen and heard it all, are you blaming me now?"

Su Xi shook her head, "Mr. Chen saved me, how could I blame Mr. Chen? And what happened last time, the most fundamental reason was your Miss Chen's. What does it have to do with Mr. Chen?"

She talked to Mr. Chen one by one, and brought the relationship between the two of them so far.

Chen Mingsheng couldn't help but think of the past, when he was close to her and far away from her, but she desperately approached him with love.

"Xixi..." Chen Mingsheng stabilized his emotions and softened his voice a lot, "I know I didn't do well in some things before, but you should have heard what I told your parents just now , you have to understand me."

What do you understand?

Do you understand the ridicule you received after being ignored by him again and again?
Su Xi didn't dare to tell her parents at all, how many people outside laughed at her for sticking to Chen Mingsheng, and Chen Mingsheng disgusted her.

She silently digested so many obscenities by herself.

Because she was afraid that after her parents knew about these things, their parents would not let her be with Chen Mingsheng because they loved her.

It wasn't until the end that Su Xi realized that what really hindered her being with Chen Mingsheng was not the attitude of her parents, nor the ridicule of outsiders, but that Chen Mingsheng didn't have herself in her heart.

After Ji Huaishan kidnapped her last time, she did hear and see what happened at the scene.

It was because of what he heard and saw that he really saw Chen Mingsheng's attitude towards him.

She thought at the time that if she died, it would be over.

If you are lucky enough to survive, then you will definitely not have any entanglements with Chen Mingsheng for the rest of your life.

She is also a princess raised in the palm of her parents' hands. Why do you make yourself so humble just because you love someone?
These days, Su Xi has been thinking about the past, thinking about how she fell in love with Chen Mingsheng, and how Chen Mingsheng ignored and despised herself.

Every time I think about something, my heart hurts more.

Along with the pain, the heart seemed to be breaking bit by bit.

In the end, it really fell apart.

Last night, she woke up from a nightmare. In the dark and silent room, there was a clear and crisp crackling sound in her ears.

In fact, it didn't really exist, but she knew that it was the sound of her broken heart.

She never mentioned to anyone that her nightmares were all related to Chen Mingsheng.

Life is alive, but only a few decades.

Youth is even more short, but she has already wasted five years on Chen Mingsheng.

Su Xi felt tired, very tired.

"Chen Mingsheng, when I liked you before, you didn't want me, but now you say you like me, I don't want you anymore, it's fair."

Chen Mingsheng sneered, and couldn't agree with her words.

"When you liked me, did I not want you? Are you the only one by my side?"

"How can I be the only one? Are you losing your memory?"

Don't say what you don't know, just what you have seen, you can count on more than one hand, right?
Su Xi still remembers that on his birthday last year, Chen Mingsheng was drinking with other women in his arms.

She rushed forward to question, but didn't say a word, just kept crying.

Did Chen Mingsheng comfort himself?
No.

Chen Mingsheng just looked impatient, saying that she was a child and told her not to go to that kind of place.

Although Su Xi didn't tell everything about it, her accusing expression made Chen Mingsheng even more annoyed.

"What you see is my whole life. If you can't accept my life, don't like me! You liked me first, and now you say you don't like me. Why, you can like me casually, and you can Anyone who doesn't like it?"

In Su Xi's eyes, he was so angry that he became arrogant and arrogant.

Su Xi smiled and said: "Chen is in charge of the world, and he also cares whether others like you or not? I just don't like you now, so what can you do to me?"

"Don't like me asking your parents to lend me money just now?"

"Why don't you borrow it? It's not for nothing. The interest given by Mr. Chen must be higher than others, right?"

Su Xi put him there with a word, Chen Mingsheng really didn't know how to reply.

It was only now that he realized that the well-behaved and gentle Su Xi had such a glib side.

Chen Mingsheng stared at her for several seconds, and finally got into the car and left holding his breath.

Su Xi stood where he was, watching his car until he couldn't see it.

She lowered her eyebrows, hooked her lips again, and raised a self-deprecating smile.

He clearly said that he didn't love her anymore, but seeing him staring at him with disgust and leaving angrily, he still felt sad.

But the liking he said just now was all for borrowing money, and it wasn't true.