she is the reward of time

On the way Zheng Chun and the old man set off for Linzhou the next day, the old man noticed that Zheng Chun was smiling at the phone all the time, as if he was chatting with someone, and the chat was very happy.

The old man asked, "Gu Shishu isn't busy now? Can I chat with you for so long?"

Zheng Chun let out a cry, and after realizing it, he smiled and leaned on the old man's arm, "I'm not chatting with him, I'm chatting with my friend, how can he have time to send messages with me, he usually makes a phone call It’s all about taking time out of your busy schedule.”

If it weren't for his obvious and strong love for him, he would have suspected that there was someone outside him.

Although the old man had been in a coma before, he naturally paid attention to the situation in Beijing and Lingnan after he woke up.

Later, he also paid attention to the situation in Linzhou, but he didn't tell others.

Of course he knew in his heart that Gu Shishu should be at the most critical moment, even if he had time, he was not in the mood to flirt with Zheng Chun.

So he said to Zheng Chun: "Gu Shishu, I have been very optimistic about him from the beginning. After this stage, Gu Tingmao's affairs have been dealt with, so you can stay with him in Beijing and live a good life. The two children also don't want their parents to be separated."

Zheng Chun was stunned for a moment, and looked at him with some surprise, always feeling that he didn't fully understand what he said, as if there was still something in it.

The old man smiled, and then said: "I won't bother you anymore. I'm a dying person, and I don't have many days. I'm not used to going to your place."

Zheng Chun: "Then are you going back to Lingnan?"

The old man: "I haven't thought about it yet. I'll talk about it when I wake up."

Zheng Chun originally made up his mind to take the old man to Beijing to live with them.

But the old man suddenly mentioned Xue Zizi, and she didn't know how to arrange it.

In order to save her, Xue Zi almost took his own life twice. It is impossible for Xue Zi to completely lose such strong feelings for a while.

If the old man wanted to bring Xue Zizi with him, then they would not be able to live in Beijing.

Otherwise, Gu Shishu would definitely have a lump in his heart.

When two people live together, if one of them has a knot in his heart, then life must be uneven.

That's why the old man said that he would not go to the capital just now, probably because of Boots own feelings for Zheng Chun.

Zheng Chun's originally happy mood suddenly became depressed.

The old man didn't want to spoil her mood, he just talked about it casually.

The atmosphere in the carriage became a bit depressing. The old man took Zheng Chun's hand and patted it lightly, "Don't be unhappy, I told you this earlier, so you should make arrangements earlier. If I wait for your dust to settle You must have arranged everything before bringing up these matters, which will disrupt your plans and waste time and energy like that."

Zheng Chun understood all the reasons he said, and Zheng Chun also understood that he was doing it for the best of himself and Gu Shishu.

But it is because I understand his good intentions that I feel that I am not filial.

Grandpa has been looking for her for so many years, and after finding her, he has also tried his best to plan her future life and future.

But she seemed to plunge headfirst into love, with only Gu Shishu and the child in her eyes.

Even though Zheng Chun felt embarrassed when the old man mentioned that he didn't want to live in Beijing, he still favored Gu Shishu and the child in his heart.

She never thought that she was such a selfish person!It can even be said to be selfish to the extreme!
But the old man said to him and her: "One should be selfish and think more about oneself in order to live a happy life."

The old man lost his wife when he was young. At that time, if he wanted to marry another wife, it was too easy given the status of the Chen family in Lingnan.

In many places in Lingnan, unmarried women wanted to marry into the Chen family, but he never remarried.

To say that this decision was purely out of love would not be the case.

At that time, he made a choice after comprehensively considering the pros and cons of remarrying and not remarrying, and determined that the benefits of not remarrying were greater.

But in fact, deep down in his heart, he wants to have someone by his side.

Especially after he experienced the pain of bereavement, he felt that being alone was too lonely, and he wanted to have another person by his side.

But at that time, he was already middle-aged, and after experiencing the pain of losing his wife and son, he had no energy to cultivate relationships with other people.

Of course, there will still be people who want to marry into the Chen family, but most of the unmarried are young, so how can he be embarrassed?
The old man said: "If I remarried when I was young, I might have another child to fill the emptiness in my heart, and I would not be obsessed with finding you. You have your own life, and you may live better .”

He has always been aware of what kind of life Zheng Chun lived after he brought him back to the Chen family.

Originally, he thought that these experiences would make Zheng Chun stronger.

But Zheng Chun has lived in the Zheng family for more than 20 years. Zheng Shiyuan and Xu Wan have never trained her to be a strong woman. Asking her to grow to a certain height in a short period of time is tantamount to counterproductive.

So Zheng Chun was very tired and miserable.

It's just that Zheng Chun didn't say these words, let alone tell him.

The old man must feel distressed for his own granddaughter, so he said: "I don't have much time left. I called Xie Wenyan last night. He said that his condition has improved rapidly recently. The doctor predicted that It is estimated that he will wake up within a month, and then let him accompany me through the last days."

Zheng Chun was stunned by what he said all of a sudden, Grandpa, what do you mean... Do you want to stay in Linzhou?
The old man smiled slightly, "If I stay in Linzhou, I can reassure Mingsheng and concentrate on taking care of everything in the Chen family, and I won't disturb you and Gu Shishu. I can also accompany me by myself, and I can add trouble to Xie Wenyan. , serve multiple purposes, isn't it the best? Hahaha..."

At the end, his tone became lighter, as if he was joking.

But the emotion in his eyes was serious.

Zheng Chun stared blankly, unable to keep up with his rhythm.

The old man turned around and looked out the window with slightly wet eyes.

Lingnan is the place where he has lived all his life. If possible, he certainly hopes to return to his roots.

But he watched Chen Mingsheng grow up. If he stayed in Lingnan, Chen Mingsheng would definitely not feel at ease for a day.

Of course, he can also choose to go to Beijing to live with Zheng Chun.

But Zheng Chun and Gu Shishu have also experienced so much, they need time to digest these experiences, heal the wounds in their hearts, and slowly recover their passion and love for life.

He is a dying person, full of energy, what can he bring to them?
There is also Xue Zizi, an orphan who was brought up by him, but almost died twice because of his biological granddaughter, and is still in a coma.

The old man is really distressed.