she is the reward of time

When Gu Shishu woke up, he was in the hospital, and the surroundings were pitch black.

But it may be because of the loss of hearing, other senses are more acute, and he is aware of people around him.

Just as he reached out to turn on the light, the man moved faster and he turned on the light first.

In fact, when Gu Shiyan got up and turned on the light, he also said, "Brother, it's me."

It's just that Gu Shishu couldn't hear it.

And Gu Shiyan only remembered this after turning on the light.

The sudden light made the two people who had been in the dark for a long time uncomfortable.

Both of them closed their eyes, and then opened them again.

Gu Shishu looked at him, his usually deep and calm eyes were now like an ancient well without waves and waves, and there was no emotion in it.

He just looked at Gu Shiyan like that, and didn't ask any questions.

During the few hours Gu Shiyan stayed in front of the hospital bed, he thought about many possible reactions that Gu Shishu might have when he woke up.

He actually thought about this kind of reaction of not making noise or asking too much silence, but it was this kind of reaction that he was most afraid of.

Such a proud and high-spirited person is lying on the hospital bed like a walking corpse at this moment, motionless.

He didn't even ask where Zheng Chun is now, is Zheng Chun still alive?
At that time on the cruise ship, I wanted to tell him that Sui Sui was safe, but I also stopped because of the second explosion, and I couldn't let him see the words on the phone in time.

So he didn't know Sui Sui was safe now, but he didn't ask.

Gu Shishu closed himself in a silent world, resisting everything from the outside world.

It seemed that as long as he didn't ask, Zheng Chun and Sui Sui would be safe.

But Gu Shiyan still noticed that his eye sockets were gradually reddening, and the moisture was so thick.

Gu Shiyan couldn't even remember the last time he saw Gu Shishu crying.

It seems that many years ago, both of them were still very young.

Over the years, Gu Shishu has never easily revealed his true emotions in front of others because of the heavy burden on his shoulders.

So much so that Gu Shiyan forgot that he was just an ordinary person with normal emotions and desires.

He will also be afraid, sad, heartbroken, and at a loss.

Gu Shiyan lowered his head and typed a long paragraph on his mobile phone, wanting to show Gu Shishu and comfort him.

But the moment he handed the phone out, he felt that all the words were useless.

There is no real empathy in this world.

Gu Shiyan only knew that he was so sad that he wanted to run away because Zheng Chunsheng didn't see anyone dead or dead, and his brother's sadness would only be ten times, a hundred times, or even ten thousand times as much as his own!
He eventually cut that long paragraph out and typed just one sentence.

[Zheng Chun's body was not found, brother, we still have hope. 】

These words seem to be comforting Gu Shishu on the surface, but they are actually comforting Gu Shiyan himself.

They all hope that Zheng Chun is still alive.

But in such a desperate situation, how will Zheng Chun survive?
Gu Shiyan then typed and asked Gu Shishu: [Brother, are you hungry? 】

Gu Shishu's eyeballs moved, probably seeing his typing.

But Gu Shishu didn't answer.

He didn't want to speak.

Gu Shiyan sighed silently in his heart, and he didn't force it.

Just leave him alone.

In any case, there are still Sui Sui and Xiao Xu, sooner or later he will think of these two children, and he will always cheer up.

……

Gu Shishu did not recover as Gu Shiyan thought.

He didn't make trouble or ask questions, and lay quietly on the bed, but he didn't eat or drink.

In the past few days, his body has been barely maintained by infusion of nutrient solution. The doctor said that if this continues, he will be useless.

Gu Shiyan has already typed out what can be said, what should be said, and even what should not be said one by one for Gu Shishu to read.

But after Gu Shishu read it, there was still no response.

Gu Shiyan had no choice but to call Aunt Ling.

On the cruise ship that day, the gunshot heard in the middle of the wedding ceremony was fired by Aunt Ling.

She originally wanted to shoot herself in the heart, but because Gu Tingmao shot in time, the shot went sideways.

It only hit her arm, but still brushed away, so Aunt Ling's injury was not serious.

Looking at the people on the hospital bed, Aunt Ling shed tears before she could speak.

In just a few days, Gu Shishu lost a lot of weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.

His face was as pale as a ghost, without a trace of blood, and his eye sockets were sunken.

Gu Shiyan said that in the past three days, except for squatting for a while until his body couldn't bear it, he was awake for the rest of the time.

Not to mention that his body was about to die from overwork, even a normal person would not be able to bear such abuse.

And because he didn't cooperate with the doctor, he couldn't even get a hearing aid.

The outside world wants to communicate with him, only through typing.

Fortunately, Aunt Ling came prepared and wrote down all the things she wanted to say on a piece of paper——

Shishu, I know you are sad now, and so am I.

But you can't live up to Xiaochun's heart, she still left two children for you.

Sui Sui's operation was very successful, she even visited you when you were unconscious.

She said that she hoped that her father would wake up soon, and she wanted to talk to her father.

Xiao Xu is very obedient, always accompanying and comforting her sister, just like a big brother.

But I saw him crying secretly that day, and I asked him what was wrong, and he said he was scared, and he missed his parents.

Ten special, think of two children, they need you.

If Xiaochun came back one day, she would be so sad to see that Suisui and Xiaoxu are not doing well.

Gu Shishu stared at Aunt Ling's words for a long, long time.

His eyeballs moved more than usual, and it was obvious that his emotions were aroused.

Aunt Ling immediately called out to the door.

Song Yaya and Dr. Jin walked in with Sui Sui in their arms, and Xiao Xu led by the other.

The two children hadn't talked to their father for a long time, and when they saw Gu Shishu awake, they immediately shouted in unison: "Dad!"

Gu Shishu couldn't hear it, but the mouth shape of the word "father" was so easy to recognize.

Self-blame and guilt crazily rushed to the top of his head, and after drowning his mind, they fell back to his heart, drowning his whole heart.

Gu Shishu closed his eyes.

This was the only time in the past few days that he closed his eyes while awake.

Then, he turned his head sideways.

Although he tried his best to avoid everyone's eyes, everyone still saw the tear in the corner of his eye.

No one would laugh at him, and everyone even wanted to cry with him.

The boy does not cry easily.

Not to mention such a proud person.

Xiao Xu walked up at this time, took Gu Shishu's hand, and wrote a few words on Gu Shishu's palm stroke by stroke——

I love you.

Gu Shishu's heart ached, and his whole body trembled slightly because of restraint to the limit.

Everyone looked so sad.

But at this moment, he coughed out a big mouthful of blood.

Everyone present was horrified.

Dr. Jin immediately turned around and called for a doctor or nurse.

Song Yaya covered Sui Sui's eyes.

Aunt Ling and Gu Shiyan surrounded her.

Xiao Xu was so frightened that his voice was tinged with tears: "Father!"

Gu Shishu looked down at him, the fresh blood on his lips was very red, but he finally said the first sentence: "Don't be afraid, Dad will get better soon."