She is secretly married to Dr. Lu

"I don't want to change," Shen Jiamian said aggrievedly: "You are not around, I feel that time passes very slowly, and the emergency department can learn a lot, and time passes faster when you are busy."

"Silly girl, you can't just get angry with your body just to make time go faster."

Lu Heng touched her cheek and sighed softly: "And in a few days, everything will be over, when I go back to work in the hospital, are you still in the emergency room?"

When Shen Jiamian heard this, she hurriedly looked up at him, "It will be over in a few days?"

Seeing her spirit up, Lu Heng couldn't help laughing: "You are in such a good mood when you hear that I'm going home?"

"Of course!" Shen Jiamian put her arms around his neck, pouted and said, "I wish you could go home tonight! Lu Heng, I don't want to be sensible anymore. In the half month we've been apart, I really miss you. , especially when I'm alone, I really want to call and send you a message, but I'm afraid to disturb you..."

"Sorry, it's all my fault." Lu Heng bowed his head and kissed her frowning brows, "I swear, this is the last time. I will never let you bear so much alone again."

"I'm not afraid to face difficulties with you," Shen Jiamian said, her nose aching again, "What I'm afraid of is that I won't be able to be by your side, I won't be able to know your movements immediately, and I won't be able to know whether you are doing well or not Well, I don't want to be like a fool, always waiting in the same place by myself."

Listening to her saying these words, Lu Heng was suffocated.

It turned out that she had always been so afraid of being so lonely, but he kept her waiting time and time again.

"Mianmian, don't worry, I will be back in a few days." Lu Heng held her cheeks, lowered his head and kissed the corner of her lips.

"Really?" Shen Jiamian looked at him incredulously, "Didn't you still need a while before? Why did you suddenly change the time? Did I influence you?"

"No, although I do hope to return to you as soon as possible, but it's not because of you, it's because things have changed." Lu Heng hugged her and sighed: "You rest at home for a few days, and you won't go to the hospital for a while, okay?" ?”

He was worried that his mother would take advantage of his absence to trouble Shen Jiamian again these days.

Shen Jiamian wanted to be sick and was in a bad mood, so she really didn't have much energy to think about work.

"Yeah." She leaned into his arms and nodded slightly.

Only then did Lu Heng feel relieved, and said with a gentle smile, "Are you hungry? I made some porridge, how about some?"

Shen Jiamian has no appetite, "I don't want to eat, I just want to hug you."

"Then I'll hold you, hello?"

"..." Shen Jiamian was a little embarrassed, "I just don't want to eat."

"You can't stop eating when you're sick, and it's not good to take medicine with an empty stomach. Be good, be obedient."

Lu Heng picked her up horizontally, walked to the sofa, bent down and put her down.

Shen Jiamian looked at him anxiously, her eyes were like those of a pitiful little milk dog, which made people feel soft-hearted.

Lu Heng patted her head, "Be good, I'll go to the kitchen to make porridge and I'll be back soon."

Shen Jiamian didn't speak, but nodded sullenly.

Lu Heng sighed silently, turned and walked towards the kitchen.

Shen Jiamian hugged the pillow on the sofa and sat blankly. There was a slight sound of pots and bowls clashing from the kitchen. Not long after, Lu Heng came out with a bowl of porridge.

"There's no food in Jiangmi's refrigerator, only a few eggs, but you don't like eggs now, so why don't you just eat white porridge?"

Shen Jiamian nodded.

Lu Heng sat down beside her, scooped up a spoonful of white porridge, blew it lightly, and then handed it to her mouth, "Eat slowly."

Shen Jiamian obediently cooperated and ate half a bowl.

"Don't eat." Shen Jiamian frowned, her mouth had no taste, and the white porridge she ate was also bitter.

Lu Heng didn't force her, put the bowl on the table, went to the room, twisted out a warm towel, and washed her face.

"Are you leaving tonight?" Shen Jiamian looked at him with pitiful eyes.

Lu Heng couldn't stand her eyes the most, he hugged her into his arms, kissed her eyes lightly, "I won't leave."

"Is it okay if you don't leave?" Although Shen Jiamian really hoped that he could stay with her, she didn't want him to delay work because of her.

"It's okay, Liu Yu is not in the way." Lu Heng gently stroked her back with one hand, his voice soft and gentle. "I'm worried that you're sick."

"You haven't eaten yet, have you?" Shen Jiamian raised her head from his arms, "You can order some takeaway, I know there is a good takeaway restaurant, last time I ordered Brother Jiang Yan..."

"Brother Jiang Yan?" Lu Heng raised his eyebrows, and said 'hmm', "Did you order takeaway for him last time?"

Shen Jiamian was taken aback for a moment, her sick and dull thoughts took a long time to react.

She blinked, "It was me and Xiaoba who went out to eat hot pot, and Xiaoba asked Brother Jiang Yan to pay the bill. He doesn't eat spicy food like you, and his taste is mild. Hot pot restaurants are all spicy. I can't let him watch us Eat? How embarrassing."

"En." Lu Heng responded lightly, holding her hands and adding a little more force. "I know you mean nothing else, but I'm still jealous."

"..."

Shen Jiamian was still lifeless at first, but now hearing that he was jealous, she felt better for no reason.

"Brother Jiang Yan and I really have nothing to do." Shen Jiamian explained dumbfoundingly: "He treats me like a younger sister, don't always treat Brother Jiang Yan as a rival in love, it doesn't exist at all."

"You don't understand the intuition of a man."

He minded Jiang Yan, not because Jiang Yan and Shen Jiamian got close, nor because Jiang Yan participated in Shen Jiamian's previous years, it was more of an intuition, right?

As a colleague, Lu Heng admired Jiang Yan. He was younger than him, but in terms of professionalism, he was indeed excellent. Han Xiujin was right. Maybe in two years, Jiang Yan could catch up with him.

With such an excellent man by Shen Jiamian's side, Lu Heng felt a sense of crisis.

This sense of crisis came from his love for Shen Jiamian, but it also came from a simple eye contact between a man and a man.

Jiang Yan's affection for Shen Jiamian is no less than that of Lu Heng for Shen Jiamian.

Because of this, Lu Heng felt that Jiang Yan was willing to be an older brother and never broke the window paper with Shen Jiamian, which made him uneasy.

Or Jiang Yan just didn't want to make things difficult for Shen Jiamian, but just wanted to maintain the relationship between the two of them at the beginning, fearing that after confessing their love, the relationship between the two of them would not be as close as before.

But what if Jiang Yan had other plans?

Lu Heng had to admit that he was not that upright in this matter. He thought Jiang Yan was more complicated than what he saw on the surface. After all, when it comes to love, everyone has selfishness.

Seeing that Lu Heng hadn't spoken for so long, Shen Jiamian couldn't help frowning, "What's wrong with you? Are you unhappy?"

Lu Heng came back to his senses, looked down at the little woman in his arms frowning, and said with a warm smile: "No, I was just thinking about something. I'm not angry with you."

"Oh, I thought you were really angry with Brother Jiang Yan and me," Shen Jiamian sighed, "I have tried to keep a distance from Brother Jiang Yan as much as possible."