Ma'am, it's a million times more violent today.

Eight years ago, the capital of Eagle Country.

Because of his excellent academic performance and excellent performance in international competitions, many foreign schools offered an olive branch to Shen Xingchen, who was only 15 years old at the time.

Back then, Tan Xiaojun was bald for a long time because of which school he chose, but Shen Xingchen just picked one at random and became a Cambridge international student.

It's just that he didn't know at the time that his choice would change his life.

The life of studying abroad is very simple and boring, Shen Xingchen lives step by step every day, facing the provocations of all kinds of beauties, he chooses to turn a blind eye.

Even, after a long time, the classmates thought he was a freak and had autism.

At that time, Shen Xingchen never cared, he didn't go to make friends, besides, he would return to China after a few years, why waste time and affection?
The days passed like this day by day, until one day, Shen Xingchen met an old man who had trouble crossing the road on the street.

The sky was very blue that day, until now, Shen Xingchen still remembers it clearly.

Shen Xingchen saw an old man with poor legs and feet crossing the road with difficulty, so he couldn't help but stepped forward to help him, but what he didn't expect was that when he was about to leave after helping the old man to cross the road, he suddenly felt The body is weak and the consciousness is fuzzy.

Soon, he lost consciousness, and when he woke up again, he was already in a completely strange place.

It was the old man with bad legs who used his sympathy to deceive him, took him away, and began a year-long torture.

During this year, although Shen Xingchen did learn a series of skills such as fighting, firearms, and killing, but at the same time, he also knew how dark and terrifying people's hearts in this world are.

Verbal abuse, punching and kicking?

That's just the lightest.

Have you ever been stripped of all your clothes and tied to a tree in the ice and snow for a day and a night, and almost died?
Have you ever been starved for three days and three nights, and finally forced to eat animal feces?

Have you ever been tied up in a basement, beaten to pieces and poured pepper water on the wound?

Have you ever been thrown into a cage, fought desperately with a tiger that had been hungry for several days, and finally bit off the tiger's throat with your mouth?

There are too many things like this, Shen Xingchen has experienced them all.

Those experiences once tormented Shen Xingchen like nightmares one after another, making him unable to sleep for several years, and would wake up with a start when he closed his eyes.

But he never thought of dying, but has been enduring, waiting for the opportunity.

Finally, it was what he had been waiting for.

That person called him suddenly one day and said to let him go home.

At that time, Shen Xingchen thought that this was some kind of trick he played, to give him hope, and then make him completely despair.

Until it was finally confirmed that the person was really willing to let him go, he immediately ran away without looking back.

Although Shen Xingchen didn't know why that person chose to let him go, but he went back to that person's house later, but the building was empty.

For so many years, Shen Xingchen never gave up looking for that person.

There is no other reason, but I just want to give back to him all the torture he once imposed on himself.

On the rooftop, Shen Xingchen slowly told Xiang Wenning about that experience with a relaxed tone and deep voice. Even so, Xiang Wenning was still terrified.

She thought that the Gu family and Fu Jingyan were hateful enough, but she didn't expect that in what you thought was the trough of life, there would always be someone living in more dire straits than you.

Such a cruel life, Shen Xingchen didn't even grit his teeth and survived. If it were him, he might not be able to last a year at all.

The most important thing was that that person didn't have any reason to treat Shen Xingchen like this, it was just because Shen Xingchen was his favorite.

What did Shen Xingchen do wrong again?

He was just being kind for a while and helping a person with disabilities, why should he suffer from this?

He was only 15 years old then!

Xiang Wenning hugged Shen Xingchen distressedly, his throat seemed to be stuffed with water-soaked cotton, he couldn't speak, he couldn't swallow it.

Sensing Xiang Wenning's movements, Shen Xingchen couldn't help but see a trace of tenderness in his eyes, and he hugged Xiang Wenning back forcefully.

"It's okay, it's all over."

"What about here?"

"Here—"

Shen Xingchen who was asked suddenly drew the end, and replied in a very melodious tone: "It's me."

Xiang Wenning: "!!!"

Xiang Wenning's heart trembled violently, as if an invisible big hand grabbed her heart and squeezed it hard.

"Although I escaped from that person, that year left me with a very serious psychological shadow. For several years, I couldn't eat well, sleep well, and I didn't even want to communicate with others, and I didn't want to Trust anyone.

I didn't tell anyone about my experience, neither did my parents, and I didn't want to go to a psychiatrist, so in order to heal myself, I could only use greater pain instead.

When I suffer enough pain, the past pain and memories will be covered up bit by bit and hidden deep, so, with this, and then... you will know what happened later. "

Shen Xingchen spoke in a relaxed tone, as if he was talking about other people's affairs. Although Xiang Wenning couldn't empathize with him, he could imagine it.

How long will it take for him to forget the pain of that period of time?
How many times would those electric currents have to pass through his body repeatedly to erase all the pain that had brought him to his heart and body?

Xiang Wenning stared deeply at Shen Xingchen with his amber eyes.

Facing Xiang Wenning like this, Shen Xingchen suddenly couldn't face it. He suddenly raised his hand to block Xiang Wenning's eyes.

"Ningning, don't look at me like that."

He doesn't need sympathy, and he doesn't need pity.

Xiang Wenning did not immediately refute, but raised his hand, stroked Shen Xingchen's hand, and slowly pulled his hand down.

"Shen Xingchen, take a good look at me, look into my eyes."

Shen Xingchen: "..."

"There is no sympathy in my eyes, no pity, only love.

You are already mine. From today onwards, no one in this world can hurt you any more. No matter who dies in this world, you must live for me. Before meeting you, I don't like anything, but after meeting you...

Shen Xingchen, I only like you, in this life and forever. "

Shen Xingchen looked at Xiang Wenning in front of him without moving.

At this moment, the wind stops and time stops.