seek her

Jing Shu doesn’t feel indebted to anyone, only when she saw her child, she felt so guilty and apologetic towards the child. She felt sorry for the child and owed her so much. She hugged the child tightly as if holding the last stick to save her life. Straw, she wouldn't let her kids know that such a dad existed, never, ever.

Seeing her unresolved state of shock, Lao Cheng dismissed the crowd and left her to be quiet for a while. Xiao Xian glanced at her indifferently and followed Mrs. Guo out.

Lao Cheng sat by the bed and patted her on the back lightly.

Jing Shu hugged the child and curled up to the side, her long hair covered her shoulders and back, she was skinny, with a kind of bony hard armor, Ding Dong was almost one year old, and when she sensed her mother's emotions, she held back a small mouth Tears were shed, and big innocent eyes lingered on her face, as if observing Jing Shu's expression.

"Why isn't it over yet?" Jing Shu hugged Tinker Bell trembling slightly, whispering silently, "Why didn't you catch it, why is it still alive."

Lao Cheng sighed, "Miss...forget it."

Jing Shu buried his face in Ding Dong's shoulder, and remained silent for most of the night. His emotions gradually stabilized and he regained the ability to think calmly.

Lao Cheng said, "When is it time to repay the injustice? This can be regarded as Ji Linjiang's retribution. From now on, the bridge will return to the bridge, and the road will return to the road. There will be no debt." He took out a stack of documents from the bag beside him, " It was brought by a man named Su Zhi, who said that Ji Linjiang had told him that if something happened to him, he would hand over these documents to you. Su Yi said, it is good for you to grasp the situation and have a good idea, what Do neither."

Jing Shu took a look at those documents, and they were all lists of Ji Linjiang's close bodyguards. At the end of the list were the home addresses, family members, and companies of these bodyguards. Almost all of them were executives of Ji's foreign companies located abroad, Ji Linjiang. Controlling the lifeblood of these bodyguards, these bodyguards are of course swearing allegiance to the death.There are also some documents in various fields, which left her a way out.Ji Linjiang gave these to her, perhaps because he was worried that he would encounter accidents by chance and the situation would get out of control, so he let her know herself and her enemy, so be on guard.

This kind of bloodthirsty person is really on guard against losing his life at all times, and even arranges the funeral in advance.

"You guessed it right, Ji Linjiang has thought about the future of you and the child." Lao Cheng took out another document bag, "This bag is filled with contracts and clean family property, and it is said to be left to the child. Yes. Su Zhi said, don't worry, he will take care of everything, you just have to spend a peaceful life with your child. I give you these things just to make you feel at ease, there is no other meaning, Ji Linjiang is planning ahead. "

Dingdang grabs the bag curiously, and Jing Shu wraps her in his arms, preventing her from touching those things.

Seeing Jing Shu like this, Lao Cheng persuaded, "Miss, I know that Ji Linjiang hurt you deeply, you blame him, hate him..." Lao Cheng looked at Jing Shu's numb face, and said tentatively, "How much did you love me once? , How much you hate now, don’t you? Miss, Song Sipu is also harsh to us, but you don’t hate Song Sipu that much, and you can even shake hands with him, which shows that you have no feelings for him, so You will let him go with ease, but you, why can't you treat Ji Linjiang like this?"

Jing Shu's face was slightly pale, his eyes fell on those documents, and he said nothing.

Lao Cheng said earnestly, "Miss, don't let go of any opportunity to take revenge on Ji Linjiang, you remember every wrong thing he did to you, remember every injury he did to us, these memories will torture you and trouble you , devouring your mind will do you no good."

"Did I do something wrong?" Jing Shu looked at Lao Cheng blankly.

Lao Cheng shook his head, "It doesn't matter right or wrong, miss, those who really love you don't want you to take revenge, your father and your brother both want you to forget, only when you forget can you be happy, we all want You are happy." Lao Cheng patted her trembling back lightly, "But you never forget."

Jing Shu shrank her shoulders slightly, her face was stubbornly numb, her forehead was wrapped with a gauze, and her body was covered with sweat.

Lao Cheng fetched a basin of warm water and gently rubbed the towel, as if to enlighten her, "When you went abroad to find us, you were in a gentle and peaceful state. I thought you let it go, hey." He wrung the towel dry, Wipe the cold sweat off Jingshu's face, "Gentleness is the best state of a woman. You should be gentle. Eun Sung once said that no matter what hardships life gives us, we can't lose our love and gratitude." , Only in this way can life have hope.”

"I understand the truth." Jing Shu grabbed the bed sheet, trembling uncontrollably, bit her lip, "But I can't forget, I can't do it, I can't help it..." Until this moment, she still couldn't control it. She couldn't help but resent why Ji Linjiang didn't die, why he wasn't arrested, she couldn't control this thought, just like the unbearable tears and trembling, she couldn't control it.

Her heart seemed to be locked in a cage, falling into a dark abyss, and never came out of that torture room. She tried so hard and desperately to climb out, and walked towards the sunshine radiated by the child. , she thought that the child would be her salvation, but there was always a moment when she would fall into the abyss of the prison just because of a single sentence, like burning in purgatory, so she couldn't help complaining, couldn't help collapsing, and woke up from the dream all night long. Waking up with a start, thinking of what he had done to her, she was in pain.

She doesn't want this.

But she couldn't control it.

"I understand the truth." Jing Shu was slightly distressed, "But... Uncle Cheng... I can't get over this hurdle in my heart... What should I do, tell me, what should I do?"

There is no key to open the lock of the prisoner's heart.

Like countless ants gnawing at the five internal organs, when the pain is extreme, they will feel sorry for themselves, lose their minds, do whatever they can, and wish they could pick up a knife and fight him desperately when they are impulsive.Obviously she has accepted this fate, and began to frankly use the existing resources to make a living for herself, but once the old wound flares up, she is like an addict who can't get out, so she quietly hibernates, for the sake of her children, she dare not face it head-on, and chooses Waiting for the opportunity to cultivate her body and mind, wash off the exhaustion all over her body, once she finds an opportunity, she will still make a move without hesitation.

She had already lost the ability to love her under Ji Linjiang's mental abuse and destruction.

Her heart is really sick.

"Miss, you also said that the Song family and the Ji family are big families, and our Min family has no power and power, so we can't fight them." He sighed, "Simply stop fighting, you said it yourself, why are you so angry?" Can’t figure it out? You almost lost your life this time, if something happens to you, how will you let our family live.”

Lao Cheng wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "I was terrified to hear what you said to me that day, miss, you only have a face and Ji Linjiang's feelings for you, other than that, we have nothing, but if you You chose to take the path of superficiality, and you are the one who suffers and gets hurt in the end. A man is in the arms of a bright moon, but a woman is seriously injured, do you understand?" This elderly veteran, looking at his daughter-like Jing Shu, restrained his tears , "I'm just afraid that you will be hurt. You have scared our whole family this time. Don't look at Xiaoxian who is always against you, but when you are unconscious, she guards you through the dangerous period before she dares to close her eyes."

Seeing Lao Cheng weeping, Jing Shu suddenly panicked, and hastily handed him a tissue without saying a word.

"You are always so reckless, how do you educate Xiaoxian?" Lao Cheng said, "There have been such big changes in the family, and we finally got together. We should cherish it. Don't gamble with your life anymore. Xiao Min Ah, forget it, you resist his protection, but you need his protection, don't you?"

"I don't need it." Jing Shu shook his head stubbornly with tears in his eyes, "I don't need it, his protection is like a prison that makes me sick, I don't need it..."

"Xiao Min, you need it." Lao Cheng whispered, "When are you going to keep your mouth so hard, if you don't need it, why use him? You know that he will protect you and the child no matter what the situation is, so you Dare to use his feelings to hurt him, trample on his sincerity, he can't let go of the child, so he will do his best to protect the child. If you need his protection, but resist his protection, you will only torture yourself in the end."

Lao Cheng continued to enlighten her, "A few days ago, I observed him repeatedly. Although Ji Linjiang is bad, he has a deep affection for his children. Ding Dang eats, wears, uses, and plays with him. Education, everything is properly arranged and there is a note, which is his own handwriting. He is not worried about us, so he explained and arranged everything in detail. He even told us in detail the precautions and preferences of taking care of Ding Dong, reminding us which time period to remember Feeding water, drinking water should be separated from breastfeeding time by half an hour, and even the biological clock has repeatedly emphasized that sending someone to the door for service, these details can’t fool people, he really loves this child and loves you.”

"And then?" Jing Shu's heart rose, "So what."

"No matter how many bad things he has done, he is the father of the child. You have conceived a child together. This child will grow up, and there will always be a day when he will find his father."

Jing Shu sullenly said, "Her father is dead, she doesn't have a father."

"How can a child grow up without a father's love? You and Xiaoxian lacked a mother's love since childhood, and you know the feelings of a single-parent family best." Lao Cheng said, "Do you want to hide it from the child and let the child grow up like this?"

The expression on Jing Shu's face became more resistant and indifferent, and he raised his jaw slightly, "Then I'll find another father for her."

It was originally to persuade her, but when the topic of Ji Linjiang was discussed in depth, Jing Shu's emotions became so repulsive, and his words became more and more aggressive, refusing to show weakness at all, Uncle Cheng avoided her stubborn edges and corners, and patted her on the back lightly , "You are always so stubborn. Sometimes you figure it out, and sometimes you can't. Should you say you are smart or stupid? If you really want to find another father for Ding Dong, then that's fine."

Ding Dong is playing on Jing Shu's lap, biting a ball in his hand.

"Xiao Min, Uncle just wants you to let go of your hatred for him and live a good life in the face of the future." Lao Cheng couldn't help adding, "Revenge on Ji Linjiang is enough, he is now a murderer, and there will be no more In the future, punish rape and eradicate evil, arrest criminals, and hand them over to the police, and he will be brought to justice sooner or later." Lao Cheng is like her father, "Xiao Min, for the sake of Ding Dong, live a good life in the future."

Jing Shu was speechless, bowed his head in silence, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Jin Yi strode in wearing a uniform, with a dusty look, Xiao Xian couldn't hold back, Jin Yi strode to Jing Shu's bed ,"you're awake?"

Jing Shu looked up at him.

"Why are you crying?" He naturally reached out to wipe her tears.

Jing Shu instinctively avoided.

Jin Yi threw his hand away and didn't mind, "Does the wound hurt?"

Laocheng exited the ward and closed the door.

"Is there anything wrong? I'll ask the doctor." Jin Yi asked.

As soon as Tinker Bell saw him, she threw herself into his arms, wanting to hug him.

Jin Yi carried Ding Dong into his arms, and asked again, "Does the calf still hurt? I was cut by a tree branch that night, and it was quite serious."

Jing Shu didn't say a word, Jin Yi asked a lot of questions, his eyebrows and eyes were full of serious concern, except for handling cases, he had never seen him so solemn.

Jing Shu answered irrelevantly, "Didn't Ji Linjiang and Shen You catch him?"

"Yeah." Jin Yi said, "We held an internal meeting and speculated that there were black police to meet them that night. We blocked that section of the road and locked them in that mountain stream that night, but they still escaped. Maybe there were people inside and outside. Response, except for police cars, fire trucks and ambulances, there were no vehicles coming in and out during that time period, so they could only leave in official vehicles, and police cars are most likely, after all, we will check other vehicles except police cars."

Jing Shu pondered for a while, "Where is Song Si Pu?"

Jin Yi raised his eyebrows slightly, "What did you ask him for? You suffered such a serious injury, and he never asked about it, nor came to see you, this kind of person."

Jing Shu said, "I mean, has he done anything lately?"

"Since Lu Jinqiao's accident, I haven't seen him. He only called me that night and asked me to find you. Other than that, he didn't have any friendship, but I heard that he held an event for Lu Jinqiao last week. After the funeral, she brought her bones back to Lu Jinqiao's hometown. After Lu Jinqiao's autopsy, Song Sipu kept her in the freezer and was only cremated a while ago. He should have returned last week."

Jing Shu thought for a while, as if she suddenly remembered something, she quickly flipped through the documents in her hand, and shouted out, "Uncle Cheng, Uncle Cheng."

Lao Cheng ran in from the outside, "What's wrong with Miss?"

Jing Shu said, "Ji Linjiang has a nanny named Yu, find her and take care of her."

Not many people knew of the child's existence, three doctors and nurses and two aunts who delivered her, plus Ah Chu's close bodyguards.Being able to provide Ji Linjiang with private services shows that these people's hands and feet are not clean, and Ji Linjiang has all the fatal clues in his hands, so it is normal for them to be hidden and dealt with quickly.Only Aunt Yu, Ji Linjiang stayed by his side, even if this aunt had betrayed Ji Linjiang, Ji Linjiang still kept her, which showed that Ji Linjiang had special feelings for her.Once there was a first betrayal, there will be a second and a third.Now that Ji Linjiang has an accident, if this aunt doesn't deal with it, she might run away. She knows the existence of Dingdang and everything between her and Ji Linjiang. If she leaks out, Dingdang will be exposed to the public! !
"Where are the bodyguards Ji Linjiang left behind?" Jing Shu asked.

Lao Cheng said, "Step by step, Su Zhi manages and handles it, and Ji's Security Fund allocates funds to operate it. You don't have to worry, there will be no one missing. They are extremely loyal and well-trained. Ji Linjiang will not leave trouble. Su Yi will replace Ji Linjiang to maintain stability, and will not let outsiders get caught, he and Ji Linjiang are on the same boat, and will not let the boat capsize."

"Where's the nanny?" Jing Shu said, "Let that Mr. Su take good care of the nanny, especially Aunt Yu."

"Okay, okay, I'll go now."

Lao Cheng ran out in a hurry, Jing Shu gripped the bed sheet restlessly.

Jin Yi stretched out his hand and waved in front of Jing Shu's ecstatic eyes, "What are you doing? You can't take a good rest when you are startled? From the moment I knew you, you have been suspicious like this, whether you are tired or not. "

Only then did Jing Shu look at Jin Yi.

"You can't live an easy day?" Jin Yi said, "Isn't it good to be an ordinary girl?" He suddenly couldn't help reaching out and pinching Jingshu's pale face, "You don't look like a woman at all. , stronger than a man."

Jing Shu opened his hand.

Jin Yi pressed the corners of his lips solemnly, "Look, what kind of eyes do you have, are you guarding against thieves?"

Hearing this, Jing Shu suddenly relaxed his tense nerves, turned his face slightly, "Thank you."

"Thanks for what?"

"Thank you... for saving me so many times."

Jin Yi suddenly took Ding Dong's hand and pinched Jing Shu's face, "You are smiling, although the treasured girl in my memory doesn't like to smile, but there is sunshine in her eyes."

Jing Shu didn't respond.

Jin Yi approached her, slapped her face twice, squeezed her face, and rubbed it in his hands, "Why is this fake face so real?"

Jing Shu was slightly taken aback, then suddenly shook his head in embarrassment and shame, Jin Yi often messed around, but rarely pissed her off, but today he went too far, Jing Shu resisted the urge to hit him with a pillow.

Jin Yi suddenly pinched Jing Shu's nose again and twisted it, "It feels real."

Jing Shu was completely annoyed, and threw the pillow over.

Jin Yi's body flickered, "Can't you touch it?"

Jing Shu casually picked up the scattered balls beside the bed and threw them at them.

Jin Yi caught it with one hand, lightly held it in his hand, looked at her indifferently, and muttered: "It's not touching the chest, so why such a big reaction?" I glanced down, "Are the boobs real?"

He is wearing a uniform, tall and tall, perhaps because the clothes propped up his skeleton, he looks very powerful, but he is straight in this clothes, his waist is also straight, and his height of 1.9 meters forcibly covers the ceiling. The light, the huge shadow pressed down, shrouded Jing Shu on the hospital bed.

"Jin Yi!" Jing Shu was annoyed.

Jin Yi weighed the ball in his hands in boredom, walked slowly in the ward, and sighed, "Finally, I see a little human expression on your face, and you will be embarrassed too, it's not easy." He turned to look at her , said with a smile, "You have a calculating expression on your poker face every day, no wonder Song Sipu asked me to rescue you, but he didn't come. Look at Lu Jinqiao, what a little woman, gentle, generous and understanding, Who is tougher than a man like you, there is a reason why Song Sipu doesn't like you, and Ji Linjiang likes your little pepper."

Jing Shu pursed her lips.

"Men like little women. You are so fierce and always hypocritical. When you need help from others, you greet them with a gentle smile. When you don't need them, you avoid them. Like this, there is no man. I will like it, let alone men, I think women may not like to play with you." Jin Yi hugged Ding Dong and muttered, "You can't be more sunny, don't always think about calculating others, learn how to please men Happy."

Jing Shu didn't want to talk to him at first, she had always treated this little brat like a younger brother, and she just felt offended by his words, "Don't be a man, you are not a man to me."

"Do you want to try?" Jin Yi suddenly looked at her.

Jing Shu felt offended again and threw a pillow at the foot of the bed.

Jin Yi caught it with one hand, "It's you who said I'm not a man, you can find out if I'm a man or not, you..."

Before he could finish speaking, Jing Shu suddenly covered her ears. She didn't know what kind of shocking words would suddenly come out of this person's mouth. In order to avoid this from happening, she chose to cover her ears.

Seeing this, Jin Yi was suddenly taken aback, and then burst out laughing.

"Are you trying to annoy me on purpose?" Jing Shu asked.

Jin Yi said, "No, I'm here to tease you, I don't like your calculating face."

"Are you going?" Jing Shu covered his ears and gave the order to evict the guest.

Jin Yi said, "I won't go."

"If you don't go, I'll go." Jing Shu made a gesture to get off the ground, dragging his injured leg.

Jin Yi hastily stretched out his hand to stop her, "Sister Min, big sister, I'm going, can I go? You're amazing, I'm afraid of you." He said, handing her the little jingle, "I'm going tomorrow Come see you after get off work."

Jing Shu was speechless.

Jin Yi walked outside, Guo Li was waiting there, seeing him coming out, Guo Li said, "Officer Jin."

"Ok?"

"Uncle Cheng asked me to tell you that I hope you will come here more often in the future." Guo Li said, "Uncle Cheng said that Missy is sick, it's a heart disease, it's very serious, it's dangerous if it goes on like this, Officer Jin is sunny, enthusiastic, cheerful and lively, It is very suitable to enlighten the eldest lady, I hope you can come here often to help her relieve her heart, and take her out of the haze. Under your guidance, Miss Xian is much better now."

Jin Yi made a false gesture of saluting, and walked downstairs quickly without saying anything.

At this time, Song Sipu was sitting on the sofa in the office, Song Xiaoling was fidgeting, the office was very quiet, the two brothers hadn't sat opposite each other for a long time, Song Sipu cherished his words like gold, most of his eyes fell on his cigarette butt.

Song Xiaoling was frank and lenient, "Brother, it was really Ji Linjiang who ordered me to do it. I have already told you everything I know."

"Have you teamed up with Second Uncle to plot against Grandpa?" Song Sipu asked.

Song Xiaoling trembled as she spoke, "No, no, absolutely not, my dad made a mistake, I just saved my dad... definitely didn't participate, my dad won't let me participate."

Song Sipu asked again, "Do you know who was responsible for brother Min Jingshu's death?"

Song Xiaoling adjusted the glasses frame, but said nothing.

Song Sipu raised his eyes slowly, "You did it?"

Song Xiaoling rubbed her hands anxiously, "I...I didn't do it on purpose...I really did."

Song Sipu's eyes turned cold.

Song Xiaoling said, "Brother, those younger brothers did it. I asked them to teach the Min family a lesson. Who knew they would do that. It has nothing to do with me. This is not my intention."

Song Sipu didn't speak for a long time.

Song Xiaoling noticed that Song Sipu was angry, and hurriedly said, "Brother, you are my own brother. I know that I did something wrong before. I did a lot of stupid things. I listened to my father. I was confused for a while, but now, I wake up. No, Ji Linjiang is just using me and sending people to chase and kill me, I am desperate, brother, please save me, Brother Si Pu."