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Not seeing each other for more than a year, Xiaoxian has become more and more slim, tall and charming, a girl in her teenage years is always like a spring flower in the morning sun, with the fragrance of dew, her face is more and more similar to the former Jingshu, full of girlish manga face, It's just that Xiaoxian's eye ends are slightly raised, giving her a bit of charming charm. Her long hair, ponytail, glasses, and dressing style all seem to be Jing Shu's previous style. At first glance, Jing Shu is slightly in a daze, as if looking at To the former self.

Isn't the clothes that Xiaoxian is wearing the same college style that she liked when she was a student?

"Sister!" Xiaoxian came running from the winding path, Xuanlei gave Jingshu a big hug again and again, crying uncontrollably, "I thought I would never see you again."

"Xiaoxian..." Jing Shu hugged Ding Dong with one hand, and gently hugged her only sister with the other hand, tears filled her eyes, "Are you okay?"

Xiaoxian kept shaking her head, crying and said, "I'm not good, I'm not good at all, how can I be good without you? I want to go back to China to see you, but Uncle Cheng won't let you go, but I can't let you go, you know Am I afraid that something will happen to you? My brother is gone, and now I only have you."

Jing Shu wiped away the tears from her face, hugged her and walked back, "I haven't seen you for more than a year, you have grown so much taller."

"It's been almost two years." Xiaoxian kept crying, her once depressed mental state seemed much better now, but she was still timid and cowardly, with a thin and pitiful expression.

The whole family embraces Jingshu and greets them in the middle of the mountain. A three-storey courtyard in the garden is a property that my brother once sold and quietly bought. This Gibsons Sunshine Coast Island is covered by more than 70% virgin forest, with plenty of sunshine and pleasant temperature. Jia, a flower town, is almost an international sanctuary for the elderly.

The elder brother sold the company, dumped the stocks, cashed in, bought real estate, and left them a huge amount of assets. When Jing Shu saw this courtyard full of fairy tales and retros, he remembered the scene of his elder brother's car exploding. In the blooming flowers, she hugged Ding Dong tightly, and walked into the courtyard calmly.

Guo Li's mother and daughter-in-law prepared a large table of dishes, and the large table was spread out in the yard, surrounded by eight chairs. Jing Shu saw the swing on the side of the garden with wind chimes hanging on it, so he knew it was Uncle Cheng did it with heart.

Jing Shu smiled, handed Tinker Bell to Uncle Cheng, walked into the exquisite house to wash up, Xiaoxian followed her every step of the way, when Jing Shu took a bath, she sat in the living room and waited for her.

This house is neither big nor small. It is simple and elegant, with a very western decoration style. There are blankets on the floor. Guo Li's two children sit on the floor and watch TV. Although they don't understand, they are very happy watching.

When Jing Shu came out of the shower, Xiao Xian stuck to her.

For Jingshu's return, Xiaoxian's happiness was beyond words. The whole family had a lively dinner. Xiaoxian introduced Jingshu enthusiastically, "Sister, this brother Guo Li is a distant relative of Uncle Cheng. He failed in business and came to join him. Uncle Cheng, brother Guo Li is about the same age as you, and is the father of three children." She pointed to the young and simple woman next to Guo Li, "That's his wife, she's good at cooking." She said again Pointing to an elderly female beside Uncle Cheng, "That's brother Guo Li's mother, who is very clean. Uncle Cheng wants to keep them to work, and they may live with us in the future."

Jing Shu glanced at the Guo family, apparently the family tacitly kept Ding Dong's real identity a secret for her, Jing Shu smiled apologetically.

Guo's mother kept picking up dishes for Jingshu, Mrs. Guo also looked at Jingshu with a gentle smile, the whole family worshiped Jingshu like a god, I don't know what kind of story Guo Li told her family, let them look at her They are all glowing, but Mrs. Guo said openly, "Xiao Guo said that he changed his job and worked as a personal assistant for others. The salary was high and he paid a huge amount of salary in advance. I still didn't believe it. I thought he did something else. The money I got from stealing chickens and dogs, Miss Min, seeing you and Uncle Cheng, I feel so down. It is a blessing for Xiao Guo to meet such a good boss as you. You are the benefactor of our family .”

"Yes, you are our savior." Mother Guo said softly, "I didn't expect you to be so young and beautiful, even more beautiful than the female stars on TV. You really don't look like a mortal person."

Xiao Xian looked at Jing Shu's face and said, "Sister, did your eyes and mouth move again?"

Jingshu said frankly, "Well, I changed the inner pair of phoenix eyes and raised the corners of my lips."

"Compared to last year's face, it is much more recognizable and has a personality." Xiaoxian said, "But I still like your previous face, can't you go back? It's just plastic surgery anyway."

Jingshu said, "It is enough to move the face once, and I can't move it too much. If I move too much, I am afraid of sequelae. I need to take care of it from time to time, which takes a lot of energy. Now it is just right."

"Sister, will your face be stiff? Will you get a punch and your nose will be crooked? The chin will be deformed, the forehead will be sunken, the skin will be cracked, etc.? I think many people who have plastic surgery will have problems with their faces." Xiaoxian asked innocently.

Jing Shu said, "Not yet."

She didn't know what kind of surgery Ji Linjiang had performed on her. She touched her nose, it seemed real, and the touch of her skin was also real. When she was subjected to violence, her face was not unusual. The technological face built with huge sums of money has the most authentic laughter and cursing. She doesn't feel anything wrong, it seems natural.

"It's better not to have plastic surgery." Xiaoxian said, "It's scary to have sequelae when you are old. Many women have plastic surgery for beauty when they are young, but their faces collapse when they are old. Women's temporary beauty is tied to men's hearts. It won't last long, and a picture won't last forever." She shook her body, "I can't accept it, our face is quite beautiful, at least it was brought out of the mother's womb."

"Missy looks very good, she is naturally beautiful." Lao Cheng said, "The stable life we ​​have now depends on Missy, Xiaoxian, have you finished your language courses yet?"

Jing Shu smiled and stroked Tinker Bell's braid without saying a word.

Seemingly aware of the awkward atmosphere, Guo Li hastily changed the subject. After the family finished eating, Xiaoxian asked Jingshu about the situation in China, complaining, "Sister, Uncle Cheng always confiscated my mobile phone. Like a prisoner, he either attends classes or attends classes, and has no personal freedom at all."

"The task of your age group is to study, and the children in China are preparing for the final exam." Jing Shu asked Lao Cheng, "Have you completed the enrollment procedures for her?"

"Not yet, the identity has not been resolved. We are temporarily using the certificate issued by Master Encheng to settle down, but we have hired a teacher for Xiaoxian. The course will follow. If there is a chance to solve the identity problem, you can take the exam."

Jing Shu pondered, these days, he should help Xiaoxian solve the identity problem.

At night, I chatted with Xiaoxian for a long time. When Xiaoxian fell asleep, Jing Shu just got up and went to Guo's mother to hold the sleeping Dingdang and sat alone in the yard. Dingdang was already fast asleep, with thin black hair Pulling two thin and tall braids, the baby's fat little face was pressed on Jing Shu's arm, puffed up slightly, drooling, the straight little nose breathed evenly, the thick eyelashes were closed, and the soft and firm touch , Jing Shu lowered his head and looked at her quietly.

This seems to be all the hope in her life, like a green plant with blooming flowers growing in the gap of despair and helplessness, it heals her ashen heart, and gives her the courage and motivation to live. Ding Dong is her everything, supporting her Her crumbling spiritual world.

Just looking at her like this, a strong sense of happiness flows from his chest, and life is not that bitter anymore.

Everything that has been experienced seems to be worth it.

At least God gave her a child, even if the child looks so similar to that person, even if she is a child forced by the enemy, even if she once hated her existence so much, and even wanted to kill her in the cradle, but after going through Qianfan, the child she once regarded as a shame and stain, has become the softest and untouchable area in her heart. She is full of apologies for her resistance to her. No matter how wicked her father is, the child is innocent , this life is innocent and she should be treated kindly.

Jing Shu gently wiped away the tears on his face, lowered his head and smiled at Ding Dong, as if he couldn't get enough of it.

"Miss." Uncle Cheng sat down beside her.

"Not asleep yet?" Jing Shu hastily wiped his face.

Uncle Cheng said, "You have suffered."

Jing Shu shook his head, "It's a lifetime no matter what, if you live, you can't avoid the storms of life."

"Miss." Uncle Cheng said, "You... are different."

Jing Shu turned to look at him puzzled.

Uncle Cheng said softly, "You have polished from a sharp-edged stone to a round cobblestone." He sighed softly, "There are ten times when life is unsatisfactory. If no one loves you, you must learn to love yourself, no matter what happens. Big wind and big waves, you will pass through it. When you can’t make it through, treat yourself better, eat a meal you like, watch a TV series you like. No matter what, you can’t give up your life. Once you give up No, the suffering you experienced is meaningless, they crush you mercilessly, leaving a mess. But if you don’t give up, those sufferings will eventually become the past and become the cornerstone of your life. You walk through the night alone, Ushering in the dawn, you will become your own sun, just like you are now, and still able to radiate light."

Jing Shu stared at him blankly.

Uncle Cheng said, "Miss, in my opinion, you overcame the thorns, braved the wind and waves, and overturned it. It is extremely beautiful."

Jing Shu laughed suddenly, and leaned his head on Uncle Cheng's shoulder, but his face was buried in Ding Dong's shoulder, and a large area was wet.

Uncle Cheng said, "Miss has become very gentle. Only those who have experienced strong winds and waves and truly become stronger in their hearts will have such gentle power. Even I find it dazzling."

Jing Shu didn't know whether he was crying or laughing, his shoulders shrugged slightly, but the clothes on Uncle Cheng's shoulders were wet.

Uncle Cheng gently touched her head, "Those gentle people also have a heart full of holes. They will use their own wounds to heal others, give others empathy and comfort, and become good doctors after a long illness. It is a kind of gentleness, a strength that comes from the depths of the soul."

"There's no gentleness, it's just too tired." Jing Shu muffled.

Because I'm too tired, I can't breathe, so I face the arrows and the wind and rain with a kind of fatigue. Those grievances and disputes, fame and wealth, love and hatred, I don't even have the strength to face it, just let it go, Let it go.

Uncle Cheng didn't ask her what happened when she stayed in the country, but just by looking at the appearance of this competitive girl who is calm and indifferent to the world, she knows how she has gone through the moment of rebirth, and then she has the current posture of Zhishui .

Couldn't bear to ask, didn't want to tear open her scars.

Jin Yi appeared in front of Jing Shu two days later. Jing Shu was holding Tinker Bell and sitting in the yard helping Xiao Xian with her homework. Jin Yi jumped down from the hillside in the backyard and appeared at the gate of the yard with ragged clothes and scars. Smile like the sun, "Treasure girl!"