As deep as you are as hell

But Chen Jiao, I still lost you... There are too many misunderstandings and too many entanglements. When I get close to you, I only make you feel painful.

But Chen Jiao, I'm sorry, but I still love you. "

The kraft letter paper has a sense of age, and Chu Ting's handwriting is strong and powerful.It's a pity that Chu Tingluo's name was stained red with a drop of ink-like blood, so dazzling that my eyes seemed to be stained with blood.

Gu Jian looked at my expression, and said cautiously again: "I think Chu Ting will not be a reckless person, fighting with Chu Tan and others... The biggest possibility is that they plan to attack you. "

With a slightly hoarse voice, Gu Jian continued: "Sofia, but do you know why Chu Tan has been targeting you and your aunt? Do you know what Chu Tan has done to you mother and daughter all these years?"

I was as silent as a sculpture, not knowing how to speak.

As for Chu Tan...my impression of him is still in the old underground warehouse. He stretched out his hand and grabbed my neck, showing a sinister smile; Stepping off the truck's manipulator, I fell two stories up, slashed and disfigured.

Also in Gui'anhai, he also had the idea of ​​pushing me into the deep sea... Recalling one after another, one by one, I have long understood the feeling of Chu Tan's cruel methods, but I really don't seem to understand Totally why and how he would target me.

Is it really just because of my relationship with Chu Ting?

As if he had seen through my thoughts, Gu Jian softened his voice and said to me in a coaxing tone: "Chu Chu is... easy to go crazy. He has done a lot of wicked things to you mother and daughter over the years. As for the matter, he was the one who threatened Auntie back then, and he was also the one who hired thugs to make Auntie lay dying in the warehouse. Now Chu Ting is collecting evidence for these things."

"Before Chu Ting fainted, he asked me to say 'I'm sorry' to you. I guess he may feel that since you met him, half of your life has been rough, and there are few good moments. He must feel guilty. And you It is true that he and Auntie have been implicated a lot, and Chu Ting is trying to think of a way to make up for you."

"In the past four years since you disappeared, Chu Ting has been investigating the truth about the Chu and Chen families. Sofia, do you think there will be a period of time when Chu Ting will feel abnormally broken? On the one hand, the person he loves, on the other hand The adoptive father who has cared for him. What is the best solution?"

But when Chu Ting was at its worst, I was enjoying the bright sunshine in a foreign country, and the smiles on my face became more and more under the protection of Ayan.

Gu Jian sat down beside me, and put his coat on me again in case I would catch a cold.

Before he could figure out how to speak, he suddenly heard me say: "And then?"

"Fortunately, things finally turned around two years ago. When Chu Ting checked the past, he suddenly found another clue. But that clue vaguely pointed to Yu Yu." So since then, Chu Ting has chosen a fixed time to visit. , to visit Yu Yu once a month.

And I thought about it for a while, and I probably understood in my heart that this clue must have revealed the relationship between Yu Yu and Chu Luojing.

But Yu Yu was Chu Ting's adoptive mother after all, and Chu Ting had to leave Yu Yu a bit of a bad face.

"I believe Chu Ting has already explained to you that your father's death has nothing to do with the Chu family. The person who was most involved in the car accident at the alley back then was his uncle's friend Chu Manyin, but Chu Ting found out about Chu Luo. When Jingzai was not included in the genealogy of the Chu family, his name was Chu Manyin!"

"In addition, a huge amount of money flows into a regular user in Yu Yu's account every year, and fund transactions have become more frequent in recent years. And the account she transferred the money to was the account of the driver who hit and ran."

I have been to Yu's house before, and I have seen those funds and transfer directions.

But I never thought that this would be related to the car accident that year.

On the balance, one side is my adoptive mother, and the other side is me.Chu Ting had suffered so much and suffered so much, but in the end he kept adding weight to the balance on my side, until finally he fell completely, wanting to risk his life for me.

Gu Jian leaned forward slightly, and crossed his fingers: "And why did Chu Ting's adoptive father jump down from the tall building at the beginning? Did my uncle really wrong Wang Cangeng when he tried the case—"

Chu Ting also investigated clearly.But it was only after the investigation found out the truth that Chu Ting was so sad.

Back then, someone reported that Chu Ting's adoptive father had illegally accepted a huge amount of bribes. Because there were sufficient witnesses, material evidence and clues, Chen Zemin sentenced Wang Cangeng according to the law.

Wang Cangeng kept saying that he was wronged, and he chose to kill himself without wanting to implicate his wife and children.

"You should be pretty clear about what happened after Chu Ting's adoptive father committed suicide by jumping off a building. Your father began to be stigmatized and smeared by various media... That's where the clues began."

"It was only later that Chu Ting realized that the evidence that everyone submitted to Uncle back then was false testimony... These people are too cunning, and the trick of deceiving the world really made Uncle bow down."

"That's why there was a car accident... and Yu Yu has been planning with Chu Luojing from the beginning to the end on how to replace his uncle's position and make his way to the top. Wang Cangeng is just an innocent heart of Chu Luojing who brought down his uncle in order to achieve his goal. It's just a pawn."

In short, Chu Luojing took advantage of Wang Cangeng and successfully defeated Chen Zemin.Chen Zemin and Wang Cangeng were both victims of Chu Luojingming's efforts to get closer to the center of power in the past.

"The truth of what happened back then has been investigated. Chu Ting didn't want to implicate you...so he submitted the evidence to the relevant department alone. But the rumors were leaked from nowhere, so Chu Luojing wanted to counterattack and came with Chu Ting The net is broken."

And the injury in court is also because of Chu Tan's counterattack.

Chu Luojing was arrested, Chu Ju was injured and fled, and the police are also trying their best to hunt down the driver who caused the accident.Chu Ting thought, he also gave me a complete explanation.

I was silent, and when I looked up, I saw the door of the operating room slowly open again.

The doctor's white medical coat was covered with blood, and he looked exhausted: "Who is Zhao Qingyun's family?"

I immediately bounced off the deck, straightened my back, and walked slowly towards the doctor.

"You signed the critical illness notice three hours ago, right? The patient's condition is still not optimistic, and we only found out during the examination just now that the patient had swallowed a large amount of medicine before being sent to the hospital...Families must be psychologically prepared Prepare, maybe our doctors are really powerless this time."

My shoulders trembled slightly, and finally I just said softly, "Okay." But my voice was so soft that I couldn't hear the volume of that sentence.

What does it mean to be mentally prepared...?
Is the doctor already closing the disc at the end?But my mother has been fine for the past two days... She also said that after the injury on my leg and foot is completely healed, she still wants to accompany me to Xiangshan for a picnic.But now?
And why did Zhao Qingyong swallow a large amount of medicine?
Forget about getting old, is it really too painful for her?

Gu Jian patted my shoulder, and his words were as soft as catkins floating in spring: "Sofia, if you really feel uncomfortable, you can cry."

In front of him, I never have to worry about exposing my fragility and weakness, do I?

"But I feel that my eyes are so dry that I can't shed tears." I raised my eyes and looked at him seriously, "Can I ask a few words for the last time?"

Gu Jian nodded, looked at me standing under the light and shadow, but felt that he was far away from me at that moment.

If the person next to me at this time is Chu Ting, does he know how to comfort me better than himself?

"Which hospital is Chu Ting staying in now? How is the injury?"

Gu Jian never expected that the questions I asked were these two, and he was stunned.He scratched the back of his head, obviously struggling to tell me more about these things.

"Chu Ting told you to keep your mouth shut? It's okay, just pretend that I never asked." I smiled lightly, but goose bumps appeared all over my body.

The people who treat me well in this world will eventually leave me one by one.

There are no exceptions.

And Chu Ting has withstood the wind and rain for me for so long on the road ahead, I think it's time to throw me a peach and repay it with Qiongyao.

Gu Jian quickly flicked on my forehead, "Auntie still needs to worry about you, are you sure you can still take care of Chu Ting's injury?"

"Actually, I don't know what's going on with Chu Ting now, but Gu Peicheng said that the worst possibility is that Chu Ting walked through the ghost gate, but he couldn't grit his teeth and persevere."

Gu Jian sighed.

"Can you... let me go see Chu Ting?" The words passed between my lips and teeth, but I still asked vaguely.

My eyes were flushed, but I didn't let the tears fall from the corners of my eyes.

The sky was getting brighter, the dawn was mixed with the brilliant sunrise, and the sky was like cloudy egg white.

I leaned against the back of the booth and fell asleep.It's just that this time, no familiar figure appeared in my dream.

At nine o'clock in the morning, when I was still in the chaos of my dream, the lights in the operating room were dazzling red, and the sound of hasty footsteps sounded in the operating room, "tweezers", "increase the current", "the patient is bleeding profusely"... … Various short orders floated out from the mouth of the attending physician, exaggerating the tense atmosphere in the operating room.

The defibrillator kept increasing the current, but a green curve on the EKG machine kept falling like a cliff, and the ear-piercing beeping sound turned into beads of sweat oozing from the foreheads of every doctor and nurse.

For some reason, tears filled my eyes suddenly, and I woke up from the dream, and at this moment the door of the operating room was slowly opened.

The blood stained on the doctor's white coat became more dazzling in my eyes.

I struggled to stand up, but my eyes suddenly became dizzy, and my whole body fell to the ground like an onion.

In that month, a lot of things actually happened.