As deep as you are as hell

My eyes glanced towards the kitchen. Only at this time, my eyes dared to fall on my mother unscrupulously.

She held the handle of the kitchen knife in her hand, and there were tender green vegetables on the chopping board, but it was not so much that she was chopping vegetables, it was better to say that she was secretly wiping tears.

A soft sob came faintly from the kitchen.

My mother was standing in the fine dust. At that moment, I couldn't imagine how she gritted her teeth and survived the four years when I was not by her side.

She was threatened and intimidated and moved overnight, and then disappeared for a day and a night.When Cheng Yuanqing found her, she was covered in scars and was in critical condition.

The hospital issued a notice of critical illness, and asked the family members to be mentally prepared that the patient might not be able to wake up for the rest of his life... So when my mother woke up from the ward, she must have been so sad that she couldn't see me; How much grief would she cry when she heard the bad news of her death.

Frame by frame passed by my mind, and I walked towards my mother uncontrollably, and finally I hugged her gently from behind.

The mother's back straightened for an instant, and her whole body became stiff.The fireworks in my mind exploded at the same time as my words fell on her ears: "Mom." I'm sorry... I came back so late.

The kitchen knife fell to the ground with a ping-pong sound.

In the alley, there is a long sound of barking dogs, and faintly croaking frogs at night.

My mother and I were lying on the same bed, telling each other what happened in the past four years.

When I touched the scabbed scars and shrinking muscles on my mother's calf, I felt unstoppable pain in my heart.I could only try my best to hold back the strangeness in my voice, and asked her how the scar was left in the first place, and if she knew who the person who targeted the Chen family was in those days.

But as soon as I asked, I fell silent.

Don't I have an answer in this matter?During that time, I begged Chu Ting many times, but how did it work?
But what my mother said surprised me.

The group of people she described had a black and blue tattoo pattern on their arms.As for why those people troubled her during that time... Mother's guess and my thoughts are completely different.

When my mother recalled those days, she still felt lingering fear, and her words were intermittent.But she said categorically that the gangsters who came to trouble the Chen family belonged to Chu Manyin, and Chu Manyin must have known the whereabouts of the Chen family's orphans and widows!

I frowned, my expression slightly subtle.

And what my mother said next made my eyes widen even more. She said that when she was locked in the warehouse, Cheng Xunsheng who was beside Chu Ting appeared in time to save her; she was hospitalized in the hospital for nearly two years. It was Chu Ting who had been paying the medical expenses for her all the time, even Chu Ting transferred her to a hospital with better comprehensive medical capabilities to treat her illness.

In the third year after I disappeared, my mother was finally discharged from the hospital, but her legs and feet were left disabled, and it became more and more difficult for her to walk.

In the fourth year, the mother declined all of Chu Ting's good intentions and moved here alone.But every month, 10 yuan will be transferred into her bank card, and she is very familiar with the account name.

It turns out... Chu Ting has done so much for me during the four years when I "evaporated".

And I seem to finally be able to understand why Chu Ting had helpless pain in his eyes when I knelt down and begged Chu Ting to let the Chen family go.

My mother noticed my silence, but didn't ask anything, but opened her arms and hugged me slowly.

That night I seemed to have many chaotic dreams, and the fragments of the dreams were pieced together, slowly turning into the appearance of Chu Ting.

He knelt down on one knee under the stars and fireworks in the summer night, holding flowers in his hands, the tenderness in his eyes seemed to squeeze out a puddle of water.

The wind lifted his white clothes, and his jaw line was smooth.And the people around are coming and going, all become ghosts.

But why can't I see who the girl standing in front of him is?What kind of eyebrows does she have?
The days in Yancheng were fleeting, and my mother gradually understood why I "disappeared" in the first place, and what I experienced during those days when she was absent.

On the fifth day in Yancheng, I went to meet the informant Li Liang had mentioned to me earlier in the morning.

During the four years of dormancy in Yancheng, she helped me collect a lot of information about Chu Ting.When this thick folder was handed over to me, it was as if a big stone had been crushed from my heart.

The strong aroma in the coffee shop permeated the air, and the informant sat across from me, the corners of his mouth slowly curved into an arc.

She first handed me a bank card: "This is my savings over the years, about 50 yuan. You have established a new company in City A, and now is the time when you need money urgently. This money can Temporarily helping you in an emergency."

"You don't have to worry about the recent news about you. This matter can be completely left to me to solve."

Her voice was slow, with an inexplicable sense of coaxing, but her words suddenly turned in a different direction: "When I was collecting information about Chu Ting these years, I also discovered a very interesting thing."

"Chu Ting's adoptive mother is still alive. After the death of Chu Ting's adoptive father, this woman secretly had an affair with Chu Luojing. Chu Ting always thought that her adoptive mother was insane because her adoptive father's death brought her too much pain. As a result, she was just suffering from not being able to enter the house, and became Chu Luojing's justifiable wife."

"Chu Ting probably would never have imagined that the death of his adoptive father could still be related to this woman."

My eyelids twitched violently: "What does this mean?"

At the beginning, Chu Ting himself said that my father was the real murderer who killed his adoptive father, so he did everything possible to wait for an opportunity to get close to me.

"A tabloid news published that year said that the day after Wang Cangeng jumped off the building, someone took photos of Yu Yu and Chu Luojing entering the same hotel room one after another."

Wang Cangeng is the adoptive father of Chu Ting, and Yu Yu is Wang Cangeng's first wife.

The two couples have been in love for nearly ten years, and Wang Cangeng really doted on Yu Yu as a "little princess" who never touched the spring water.

But that day, Yu Yu spent five hours in the same room with another man.At the same time, in a set of pictures that circulated, Yu Yu was also photographed wearing a bathrobe and stretching lazily on the balcony.

The sound source was copied from the recorder in the hotel room. Although many voices have been blurred and changed, in the conversation between the two, Yu Yu can still clearly hear a sentence: "Wang Cangeng finally died. Thanks to your contribution. It's just that child, what are you going to do? Send him back to the Chu family?"

My fingers curled up, and my eyes widened: "Does this mean...in fact, it wasn't my father who killed Wang Cangeng back then?!"

After Chen Zemin got into a car accident, he would be charged with so many crimes, it seems that he has become someone else's scapegoat!Including the matter of killing people!

The woman sitting opposite me crossed her fingers, her fair skin revealed a light pink color, her long hair was tied behind her head, and she was meticulous: "Who knows what the truth was back then. But soon she went to Chuting to visit Yu Yu every month It's been a long time, why doesn't Miss Sofia try to force Chu Luojing to appear on the scene that day?"

I drank the coffee in the white porcelain cup in one gulp, and my thoughts gradually became more vivid.

The woman's topic turned again, and she continued: "Watching the building of Chu Ting's belief collapse, isn't this a joyful thing for Ms. Sofia?" Resentment makes resentment.

Chu Ting has been dormant in City A for so many years, and has used me for so long from the beginning to the end, shouldn't he be allowed to taste the bitter fruit for his actions?
I looked at the circle of water stains in the glass, thoughtfully.

And then the woman shared a lot of trivial information with me.

She said that after Chen Jiao jumped into the sea, Chu Ting's temper changed drastically, and in the first month, he sent people to find Chen Jiao with great momentum.But it was clear that Chu Chu had just returned from Hong Kong at that time, Chu Linqing's body was like a sunset, and all his thoughts that were ready to move were like arrows secretly waiting for the time to draw his bow.

While Chu Ting searched for Chen Jiao's whereabouts with great fanfare, he also revealed his whereabouts, so he was chased and killed several times by Chu Ting.

Usually on the street, when Chu Ting occasionally sees a portrait of Chen Jiao, he will be stunned for a long time.But every time he patted his shoulder and looked back, he couldn't see the face in his memory, and gradually he couldn't tell whether it was more disappointment or numbness at this time.

During the first month when Chen Jiao's whereabouts were unknown, Chu Ting was completely hysterical.

He has a violent temper, and all his subordinates are worried when facing him, for fear that they will be fired by Chu Ting immediately if they make a small mistake at work.

And in that month, Chu Ting launched a crazy counterattack against Ji's enterprise, causing Ji's enterprise to lose [-] million worth of projects in just half a month.

As Chu Ting's friend, Gu Peicheng thought he was a lunatic during that time.

In the second month after Chen Jiao disappeared, Zhong Rong slapped Chu Ting awake. Chu Ting knelt on the beach where the waves beat the shore, and when he raised his lowered head again, his eyes were already red.

Over the years, Chu Ting's personality seems to have become more and more gentle. He treats everyone with a polite attitude, but it is more like rejecting people thousands of miles away.

The coffee was refilled, and I took a sip, full of emotions.

After parting ways with the woman, I went to Marriage Bridge alone and watched the night darken a little bit.

At the scene of my father's car accident, Chu Ting was indeed there!
Everyone said it was an accident, and one after another crimes began to be laid on Chen Zemin's head. I don't believe that the Chu family was not involved in this!
And who is the Chu Slowin that the mother mentioned? !

I flipped through the folder materials handed over to me this morning, and my heart gradually became heavy.The background of Chu Ting's life experience was also clearly recorded on the website.

But I don't know exactly when Chu Ting came into contact with my father, and how much of what he said to me about revenge was true or false?

When I got back to the entrance of the alley, I saw the blurred light in the bungalow from a distance. After quickening my pace, I was about to push the door and enter, but suddenly felt something was wrong.

A black commercial vehicle was parked in the flat yard, the door was wide open, and the sound of footsteps could be heard faintly in the house.

And for some reason, I always felt that the license plate number of that commercial vehicle seemed familiar.