As deep as you are as hell

"Family and friends, think about it carefully. Sending her to a mental hospital will be much better than her current inhuman and ghost appearance. Moreover, her medical record report said that she only had temporary amnesia. If She recalled what she had experienced before, do you think this scene can be controlled by then?"

Gu Jian raised his head, and only glanced at Li Liang and A Yan, his expression was indifferent, unable to express any emotions: "If you agree to let her be transferred to a mental hospital, then our hospital will also recommend a good place for you to let Sofia It's better for Miss to go see a doctor. Anyway, the choice is all in your hands."

My name swirled on the tip of his tongue, and a smile suddenly appeared on Gu Jian's lips. It's really interesting. His English name is Simon.Just happened to be a couple name with Sofia.

He only glanced outside the door for a second, and was so startled that he stood up immediately.But the corner of the white skirt disappeared in the corner of the stairs in a flash.

Ah Yan and Li Liang looked at each other, and hurried back to the ward again.

But on the hospital bed, there was only a slightly messy white sheet.The ward was empty and quiet.

They found the rooftop from the garden, and found the back door of the hospital from Wuming Lake. A Yan and Li Liang searched almost every corner of the hospital.

In the end, Ah Yan found me shivering into a small ball in the closet.

The closet was dark and no light could seep in, which gave me a great sense of security, and I almost fell asleep with my head resting on my knees.

"Ayan?" I saw him stand up from the wheelchair again, sweat soaked the broken hair on his forehead, and he was panting heavily.

"Ayan, what's wrong with you..."

But before I finished my question, I was the first to be embraced by Ah Yan.

It was completely different from yesterday's cold embrace, this time I could even feel Ah Yan's chest heaving violently, and he even held my hand.

"Did you hear all the conversation we just had?"

Although his words were vague, we all knew each other well.

My fingers curled up slightly: "Well, Ah Yan... are you really going to send me to a mental hospital?"

I didn't reveal my attitude, I just raised a pair of wet but clear eyes to look at him.

When she heard this, Ah Yan's heart felt as if it had been soaked in a glass of sour lemon juice, no matter how stretched it was, it would be unpleasant.

"But I... don't feel that there is anything wrong with me. It's just that I'm prone to angina pectoris and often feel lost and sad for no reason. So... why did you send me to be treated? Didn't you still say that you would send me to class during this time?" Is it?" My voice sounded muffled in his chest.

Ah Yan spoke in a deceptive tone: "You are not in good health, so I will help you drop the class first. If you are really interested, it will not be too late for us to sign up again in the future."

As for the other question, he found himself unable to answer it, and I looked at him with bright eyes, obviously waiting for his response.

He rubbed my hair, his tone was gentle but helpless: "You just have a little cold in your heart, we have to give it a chance to get better, right?"

But Ah Yan repeatedly emphasized: "But even if you are sent to a mental hospital, we will still be by your side and protect you. And we must respect your decision first in this matter."

In the conversation just now, Ah Yan's mind would be shaken for a moment, just because of the current situation, he knew that I was afraid of pain, but he watched me hurt himself repeatedly.

And just now Gu Jian analyzed my condition and said that if I don’t plan to send me to a mental hospital, there are still many uncontrollable factors in me. No matter whether A Yan and Li Liang are by my side as friends or relatives, they cannot take care of me 24 hours a day. It's all about me, so I really don't know what to do and what to do if I am negligent.

Over time, I will develop the disease into split personality, phobia, schizoaffective bipolar disorder, etc.My condition is not optimistic at all.

I silently struggled away from Ah Yan's embrace, but my eyes were red.Although I am over 1.6 meters tall, I have just reached Yan's collarbone, and I still have to look up at him.

The expression was tangled, and I didn't know what to say for a while, Ah Yan and Li Liang were all for my own good, but to a certain extent, I always felt that they had betrayed me.

I began to feel like driftwood in the water again, the heart of the river was empty, and I was the only one left drifting long and aimlessly.

Ah Yan looked at me with a straight body. In fact, he has just recovered, and it is still a bit difficult for him to stand for a long time.

I heard his faint sigh, felt his step forward, and finally felt a cold kiss on the forehead.

A momentary astonishment flooded into my eyes, and I asked him with a confused expression: "What does this mean?"

He clearly said that he already has someone he likes, so is he really treating my sister like this?

"Did you take me for her?"

Because Ji Jiarui and I have so many similarities, why he couldn't help it just now?

"But Ah Yan, I'm Sofia, can you remember me?" I sighed and buried my head deeply.

Only the strands of hair are left shining brightly in the fine sunlight.

What was on my mind at that time?

I just think that after another year or so of rehabilitation training for Ji Jiayan, physical disabilities might not be a problem.Now he controls most of the property of Ji's family business, even Ji Jiarui needs to rely on him.In the future, when he has no weaknesses and shortcomings, it will be even more difficult for me to pry his corners.

If I can take down Ji Jiayan while I'm in London, then I won't have to worry about no one paving the way for me when I return home.

It doesn't matter if you say I'm selfish or heartless, I just know that if I want revenge, this is the smoothest shortcut I can take.

And Ji Jiayan also wants to send me to a mental hospital. If I don't behave well-behaved and be pitiful, how can I get his love?
As for the failure to seek death yesterday, I also plan to give up these pessimistic thoughts, put an end to love thoughts, and focus on my career.

Now that I've taken the first step, we'll see if Ji Jiayan can take the bait.

Tears glistened at the end of my eyes, and the expression on my palm-sized face was particularly aggrieved. Ah Yan's heart softened instantly, and there was a moment of panic: "I didn't mean that... I didn't confuse you..."

But why did he make such a move just now?

It can't be said that he has a sister fetish.

I didn't know where to start to explain for a while, and finally Ah Yan offered to go out with me for a day as a condition of apology.

My expression suddenly lit up, and my tone was full of expectation: "Really?"

I was so happy that Ah Yan had an illusion in a trance, did he keep me trapped in the villa for too long, so every time I heard that I could go out, I would be elated?

Maybe he can consider taking me out more in the future?
The doctor gave me a general physical examination, and after confirming that my wound would not be infected again, he gave me half a day to go out.

A Yan also told me that he made an appointment for a professional psychologist for me tomorrow, but I quickly left this matter behind.

It is summer now, and the green shade of the street is refreshing.Unlike the overcrowded streets and alleys in Jincheng, London's commercial streets are prosperous but not crowded.

Ah Yan helped me hold the umbrella, and also helped me carry my things without complaint.

He also satisfied me with everything I wanted to eat; we also went to play with the claw machine, ride the Ferris wheel together, and eat at a special Chinese restaurant together.

Although the restaurant was well decorated and the style was quite elegant, the cook probably wasn't from China, so the dishes served all had a weird sweet and sour taste, more like salad dressing added to a burger.

I took a bite of stone pot fish and joked, "This level of cooking is completely inferior to your cooking skills. And this soft-boiled egg, when others made it for me before, they always added broccoli next to the plate Embellishment, the color is green and oily, it will look particularly appetizing..."

Ah Yan frowned suddenly: "Before?"

The soft-boiled eggs he made for me, but I never knew there was such a way.His dishes are always decorated with fruits, so who exactly do I mean by "others"?

There is water flowing down the small rockery, the sound of the water is rushing, and the time is passing by every minute, as if it is silent.

My tone was pretending to be relaxed: "Ayan, have you forgotten that I will go to Li Liang's house to live in Li Liang's house for ten and a half months every month, her handicraft is not very good, but only soft-boiled eggs are especially my appetite .You haven't eaten yet, have you?"

Every month, Ji Jiayan sent me to Li Liang's home for medical treatment, because the small villa where Li Liang lives alone has a unique scenery and good air, and she also said that changing the scenery often will help my condition.

But in order to avoid suspicion and fear of interfering with the effect of the treatment, Ah Yan will leave after sending me to Li Liang's house. When I raise the idea of ​​going back to the villa, Ah Yan will come to pick me up and go home.

Ah Yan half-believed what I said, mainly because Li Liang had been by his side for four years, he always knew that Li Liang was a person who didn't touch the sun, and he never knew that she could cook and cook.

"Then it seems that I have missed a lot." I don't know if it was a test, but Ah Yan said meaningfully: "I was still thinking, if you really recovered your memory, it would be great, I don't have to hold on to it for a few months. It's been so hard."

I stopped holding the fork, and the smile on my face froze immediately, and I asked with some hesitation: "Ayan... what kind of person was I before?"

I also couldn't figure it out before, Ji Jiayan said that I forgot a very important thing, what is it?And why is he always by my side?

Even in the cold winter, when the seawater of Gui'anhai was so cold that it hurt people's skin and numbed people's nerves, he still jumped down without hesitation and rescued me.

But afterwards I heard that throughout February, because Ji Jiayan went to rescue me this time, his joints hurt so much that he often couldn't sleep at night.

I can't think of anything in me that would have been a magnet for last season's dinner during the filthiest years for me?
And now I'm afraid of all approach, especially approach without motivation.