Yu Sheng fights wits and courage with the president of Zhuma

The topic was too heavy, she needed to slow down, and then she continued: "I am used to relying on myself for everything, and I really want to prove myself through my own efforts. So when facing your family's accusations, I I'm so scared, I'm afraid that I'll be attacked like this all my life, I'm afraid that I work so hard, but the world will only say that I rely on you, I'm also afraid, our marriage will never be stable, I will be driven away by your family at any time, I Afraid of that restless feeling..."

Facing her like this, Sheng Yanxiao didn't say a word. He knew that she had suffered a lot these years, whether it was psychological or physical.

"I know you won't fully understand me," Jingxia continued, "Your background is so good, and you have lived a privileged life since you were a child. You won't understand the sense of urgency of ordinary people like us. If you say, Five years younger, I would have thought that love would solve everything, but not anymore, I'm almost 30, and I want to settle down and live a peaceful life."

Perhaps, Sheng Yanxiao really can't give Jingxia what he wants, he can't solve the family affairs alone, but he still insists that true love comes first, if there are other reasons for them to separate, it can only show that they don't love each other enough .

Jingxia's words continued: "Maybe you will blame me for not loving you enough... But, I can assure you that I really love you..." Her voice was already a little choked up, but she continued: "Maybe you won't understand me, because the gap between us is too big, you have the courage to overcome all difficulties to hold my hand, but I don't have the courage to face so many accusations, I'm sorry, I lost to myself, I'm afraid ...After all, I still dare not take that step towards you, sorry..."

Jing Xia only had to apologize, and she also knew that to some extent, she hurt Sheng Yanxiao, but didn't she also hurt herself all over... Their relationship was so hot and fearless at first, but With the passage of time, in the end, there were only scars all over the body, exhaustion, and a sense of powerlessness that could not be hidden in each other's eyes.

If there is still love between the two of them... Of course there is, if there is no love, there will not be so many troubles, but it is precisely because of love that they have to separate.

If it continues like this, both of them will be dragged to death by this unsuitable relationship.Their life is not an idol drama, and it shouldn't be so vigorous.

In other words, it has already been vigorously, but even so, there is no result, and they have no energy to chase anymore.

Sheng Yanxiao didn't say a word, he had nothing to refute, and he also knew that Jing Xia was right, he really couldn't understand her thoughts, but Jing Xia also didn't have his courage.

The pain of childhood probably really needs a lifetime to heal.

Jing Xia has already proved this point with her emotional path. She will unconsciously worry about her future and feel inferior. She does not have the fearless courage of Sheng Yanxiao, nor does she have the sunny mentality.

If everyone is optimistic about their relationship, she is the only one who is pessimistic.

These character traits are deeply engraved in her life and cannot be changed.

In fact, the two people who are in a relationship can't be more clear that they are not suitable, not only in terms of identity and background, but also in their personalities and attitudes.

It's just that they haven't been willing to admit it.

But such two people can love each other passionately, so it is not a kind of fate...

In the end, the two of them stopped talking and just cling to each other tightly. They knew that this was probably the last time they would hold each other tightly in this life.

Even if we fall in love again, it is not suitable after all. Forcibly staying together and spending the rest of our lives will only wipe out the love and beauty of the past. When we separate at this time, maybe there will be endless regrets in each other's hearts, but it is undeniable. A beautiful love is still preserved.

Next, Sheng Yanxiao will complete the mission of the family, and Jing Xia will also start her new life.

Not all love must have results, you just need to know that this love has been fervent, sincere, and existed.

That's enough.

After a long time, Jingxia's quilt was already very warm, probably because they were all crying silently, the body temperature of both of them rose, and the bed naturally heated up quickly.

When weeping, no one looked at each other, as if they didn't know each other, but in fact, they clearly felt the silent crying of the people around them.

But no one said anything, just let the tears flow like this.

After a long time, the wet place on the side of the face was dry, Jingxia sniffed: "Tomorrow, I will be discharged from the hospital, and then I will leave. If you meet in the future, just treat it as if you don't know each other... ...Anyway, Yan Xiao, thank you, thank you for loving me so seriously and deeply for so many years...Thank you..."

Also, I love you...

Jing Xia didn't say anything, and no one had tears rolling down their cheeks this time. This was her farewell to Sheng Yanxiao, and also to her past self.

I was happy when I came, but now I am leaving, I should be smiling.

This time, it was Sheng Yanxiao who couldn't help but shed tears again, and the already dry pillow was once again wet with tears. He seemed to whimper twice, breathing unevenly on the back of Jingxia's neck , he took several deep breaths.

"Jingxia, I should thank you for giving me such a beautiful journey. You will always be the most beautiful scenery in my life. From now on, I must take care of myself, be happy, be confident, and have a better vision. , find someone who can give you a happy future...I..." Sheng Yanxiao was already speechless, even the voice was not his own.

He slowly pulled his hands away from her body, slowly lifted the quilt, sat up, raised his hand to wipe away the wetness from the corners of his eyes, his body trembled uncontrollably, and carefully tucked the quilt back for Jing Xia, before he got up get out of bed.

He loves her, this has never changed from the beginning to the end.

But it is precisely because he loves her that he wants to let her go. This kind of love has the greatest name, which is higher than possession, and that is letting go. If letting go can make her happy and free, he can also enjoy it.

"Goodbye, Jingxia..." In the end, he spit out these words slowly, his voice was completely hoarse, Sheng Yanxiao took two steps, pulled his eyes away from her, then clenched his fists, gritted his teeth, ruthlessly After making up his mind, he left without looking back. He opened the door and left the ward.

He didn't dare to look at Jingxia even once, he was afraid that even just looking at it would make him regret this decision, shake his firm belief that he had finally built up to fulfill her, and make him look back desperately, He dragged her into his life again.

But in the end, neither...

The moment the door closed, everything was quiet, no one spoke, even the sound of closing the door was very small.

A door separated Sheng Yanxiao and Jing Xia, as if it also separated love and reality.

From then on, they no longer have each other in their lives, and the rest is only the cruelty of reality.

But no matter what, the road we walked hand in hand with each other is the most beautiful color in life...

After Sheng Yanxiao left, Jing Xia was lying on the hospital bed alone, obviously his residual temperature was still very warm, but she felt like falling into the deep sea, getting colder and colder, even her limbs became stiff, she unconsciously pulled Tightening the quilt, he curled up and leaned against the place where Sheng Yanxiao lay just now.

Feeling that the pillow was still moist, and his breath still lingered on the bed, Jing Xia sniffed that all-too-familiar smell, but couldn't hold it back any longer, tears streaming down her cheeks, and even sobbed and cried out. said.

She screamed, screamed, her face was flushed, all the familiar things were about to become strange things...

The two who were once so in love have finally come to this point. They failed to defeat the family, nor could they escape reality.

In other words, no one can do it. Sometimes, their own strength is too small to compete with the general trend of this world.

Jing Xia was crying alone on the bed like that, and Sheng Yanxiao's condition was not much better.

He just sat on the bench in the hospital corridor, motionless, and sat like that all night.Although the weather is already midsummer and the temperature is high everywhere, he still feels unspeakably cold. When he is alone, his loneliness and pain are fully revealed.

On that day, it seemed that all the tears in his life had been shed. He had never done this since he was a child, and he thought, maybe in the future, it will never be like this again.

This is the most painful time in his life, the first and only.

For the rest of his life, he doesn't know how he should treat the rest of his life. Now his mind is in a mess.

Just like that, she sat with her eyes open until dawn, and Jing Xia in the room also stayed up all night.

The two people are so close, but seem so far away, so far away that they can no longer touch each other, and they don't even have the position to take a second look.

Knowing that Jingxia was going to be discharged from the hospital in the morning, Sheng Yanxiao went to Jiang Wu to go through the discharge procedures early in the morning.

When he came to his office, there was no one there, so Sheng Yanxiao turned to the apartment building next to him.

That is the neighborhood closest to the hospital, where Jiang Wu usually lives.

"Dong dong dong" knocked on the door for a long time but there was no response from inside, Sheng Yanxiao was anxious to do something, a little impatient.

He remembered that Jiang Wu told him and Feng Yi the password of his own house. Between the three of them, these things are not considered private, and they are even prepared. In case one party loses contact, you can go directly to his house to find him to see if he is It's okay.

Without thinking too much, Sheng Yanxiao entered the password and opened the door.Looking around, there was a mess of clothes on the sofa and the carpet, and many other things. If he didn't know that this was Jiang Wu's normal life, he would probably have thought that the house had been robbed.