eccentric favoritism

The gate of the arena has been closed, and there is only a faint light from the small lamps hanging in the air. This place is as beautiful as an oil painting of a starry sky. What is unreal is not only the environment here, everything that has happened so far is in Gu Zhiru's My heart is like a dream.

Gu Zhiru sat there quietly, she still couldn't understand, she couldn't figure out any thoughts, obviously he knew everything, he obviously didn't need to attend this event, he obviously could still sit back and relax, he had no reason to do so.

"Know it."

Gu Zhiru raised his head, still in disbelief.

"Do you want me to live?"

At this moment, the images in Gu Zhiru's mind came one after another. She thought of their first anniversary, remembered that he was busy cooking in the kitchen on her birthday, and remembered the little things they had together. Those masked people in that dark room, those inhuman abuses on those stormy nights... Gu Zhiru didn't speak, and Ye Ding looked at her, the flames in his eyes seemed to flicker, the flames were weak, and a breeze blew away... It can be wiped out, time goes by little by little, the two are silent to each other, in fact, at this moment Ye Linran is somewhat grateful to Gu Zhiru, of course he knows the answer, but when she was silent, he still had expectations, and she didn't say it himself. Talk about shattering expectations.

Ye Ding smiled lowly, but a little sadly: "Okay, I get it, watch the sun with me one more time."

At this moment, countless thoughts flashed through Gu Zhiru's heart, maybe he wanted to run away, maybe he wanted to take her away, maybe...

Gu Zhiru took a deep breath, dismissed all thoughts, and for some reason, she nodded and said, "Okay."

Seeing that she didn't respond for a long time, Ye Linran thought she would not agree. He picked up the delicate gift box on the piano and took her hand. The ring that he just put on was gradually stained in their hands. After checking the temperature, Gu Zhiru's hand paused, and then he also took his hand.

The two walked around the backstage for several times before going out. The outside is a natural forest, which has not been developed yet. Although the green plants in early spring have sprouted green buds, they are still a bit desolate. If they go for a while, the scenery here will be different Very pleasant.

Under the shade of the pine trees, the afternoon sun was not dazzling, and Ye Linran took her for a long time before stopping. Gu Zhiru realized that this was the back mountain of Yuanhu Lake, and the entire Yuanhu Lake could be seen from here. At this moment, the police cars in Yuanhuli had already been surrounded, and the alternately flashing blue and red lights were particularly dazzling in the sun.

Ye Linran looked at her complicated face, with a relieved look on his face, he raised his head, but couldn't help the red eyes, he licked his dry lips, lit a cigarette, and it took a long time to find himself the sound of.

"Zhiru, you will be free from now on."

He took a deep breath and continued: "Child...he may...have no father, but at least he won't be ashamed when someone mentions his father, and he won't live in fear because of his father... You are going to take him abroad, never come back, go to a place where no one knows us, start life again, live what you always wanted, the life of an ordinary person."

"Ye Linran, is this the reason you plan to throw yourself into the trap this time?"

Gu Zhiru looked up at him. Although she was asking him, she used declarative sentences to express her point of view, but the faint trembling revealed her true emotions at the moment.

Ye Linran avoided her gaze, did not answer her words, the cigarette in his hand ran out, and he threw it into the snow.

Footsteps came from behind, and Ye Lin looked back, knowing that there was not much time left.

"Gu Jiu."

Gu Zhiru raised his head, Ye Linran seldom called her that, except for the day when they had a showdown, which was today.

"One last question for you."

"You said."

"Have you ever loved me?"

Gu Zhiru still kept silent like he asked her just now "Do you want me to live", but silence meant acquiescence.

"Is your heart a stone? It should melt if it's ice..."

After a long time, Ye Linran opened his mouth in a low voice. His voice was a little hoarse, and the sourness in his eyes made his eye sockets even redder. At this time, he had long since disappeared from his previous high-spirited appearance. desolate.

Gu Zhiru looked at the blue sky, and his voice became somewhat dull: "Ye Linran, do you think you love me?"

Nightingale didn't speak.

"You rewarded me with pride, but you also took away my self-esteem and gave me humiliation."

"Gu Jiu, look at me. As you can see, my surname is Ye. I was born to live in the dark. I don't know love or respect. I was born in a dark environment. No one will Teach me how to love someone and respect someone, when you are acting like a baby and want to hug, my eyes are full of killing... I thought I really love you, at least my most sincere emotion without any magazines Only for you."

Ye Linran only questioned Gu Zhiru once in his life, not because of his identity, not because of his purpose, but because of her so-called sincerity towards him, but unfortunately, the answer was the same as he thought, no.

Ye Linran opened the gift box that he had been holding all along. It was the Lolock 26 that he gave her on the first anniversary of their relationship.

Gu Zhi subconsciously took a step back, as if she already knew what Ye Linran was going to do.

"what are you going to do!"

"Use it to kill me with the marksmanship I taught you."

Gu Zhiru looked at him incredulously: "Ye Linran, do you know what you're raving about now?"

"Yes, and I'm wide awake."

"But, no one can decide my life or death except you."

As the footsteps approached, Ye Linran gave her the gun in his hand: "Time is running out, they don't deserve it, give me a good time."

Ye Linran turned his back. It is undeniable that the hearts of both of them are serious at this moment. The sun was heading west, and the setting sun dyed half of the sky red, but he seemed to suddenly remember something, and he walked up to Gu Zhiru. , Every step was so heavy, he wanted to engrave Gu Zhiru's appearance into his bones, he lowered his head, and put a kiss on Gu Zhiru's bright red lips like roses, at this moment, he really relieved.

Ye Linran returned to the position just now, Gu Zhiru looked at her back, the gun in her hand was hot and heavy, she tried to pull the trigger several times, but those hands seemed to be filled with lead, Gu Zhiru trembled, and the corners of her eyes slipped Tears, she opened her mouth, she wanted to say something.

"Ye Linran, if you ask me, I will answer you."

Hearing the sound, the night trembled fiercely.

"Ye Linran, have you heard of the love in Stockholm?"

I've heard of it, of course I've heard of it... Ye Linran's suppressed tears finally burst out at this moment, he covered his face with his hands, his shoulders trembled, but he was smiling.

Up to now, it doesn't matter if she loves or not, but the moment she said it, unspeakable emotions still flooded her heart, including happiness, grief, and reluctance.

He is not a good person, he can even be said to be not a human being, his life is frightening, he can't let Gu Zhiru and his children accompany him to live this kind of uneasy life, he has to plan for their future, he can't implicate them.

The gun in the back was loaded.

"Gu Zhiru, I'm guilty, I'm trash, but my love is always clean for you."

Gu Zhiru prepared according to the method he taught her that day, tears blurred her vision, at this moment her gun was not aimed at the heinous drug lord, but her lover, just her lover.

"Ye Renran, I love you."

Ye Linran took a deep breath and raised his head.

There was a gunshot, and everything was silent.

The tall man fell down.

In fact, the TV drama was wrong. When people are sad to a certain extent, they will not cry heartbreakingly, just like Gu Zhiru. At this time, she fell down and sat there, hugging the gradually cold Ye Linran, she evoked a A relieved smile, with empty despair in his eyes.

The words Ye Linran said to her sounded in her ears: "If I die, will you do the same?"

She remembered that she answered no, indeed no.

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