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——I died in the year when I loved you the most

On the day Shen Jiuyan died, the fire took away all traces of her in the world, including those blue enchantresses that once bloomed but now withered, and countless movie tickets.Before Shen Jiu'an died, he told Sheng Nanli that 50% of the shares he held belonged to Leng Huantian, the remaining 20% ​​belonged to An Jie and the others, 10% belonged to Ling Hanshuang, and the last 20% was given to Shen Qi and Shen Lanxin.As for other properties, she has already written a will, and it will be announced at that time.

Sheng Nanli looked at her, didn't say anything, just asked: "Why?"

Shen Jiuan smiled and replied: "I know I won't live long, so I'll end myself early, anyway," Shen Jiuan smiled, "I took revenge, and the Shen family will rely on Shen Lanxin and Ling Hanshuang in the future."

"..." Sheng Nanli hugged Shen Jiuan wordlessly, "In the next life, remember not to meet Leng Huantian again, you have suffered enough in this life."

Shen Jiuan smiled, "Who knows what will happen in the next life?"

When Shen Qi heard the news of Shen Jiuan's death, he passed out immediately. He was in a coma for a day and a night, and the first thing he did when he woke up was to ask to visit Shen Jiuan's house.But in the end, Shen Qi only found Shen Jiu'an's ashes, the ring that Leng Huantian once wore on her finger, and naturally her well-preserved suicide note.

Shen Jiuan wrote in his suicide note:
My family, forgive my selfishness, I just saw the darkness of the world, and suddenly saw the beauty of the world, but found that I didn't have enough time to support me to accept this beauty, I'm sorry, but thank you all these years company.

Lover, forgive me for dying in the year when I loved you the most, so that I can always love you, and I don’t need to blame you or blame you for anything, so as to reduce my love for you .

Friends, don't blame me for not being righteous, just because I am tired and want to fall asleep earlier, so that you can always remember all the good looks of me, remember all the good times related to me, forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye, and forgive me for not leaving I can grow old with you.

At Shen Jiuan's funeral, Shen Qi and Leng Huantian fought, and Sheng Nanli also joined in. Leng Huantian would not fight back if he beat him or scolded him, but just stared blankly holding Shen Jiuan's photo.Looking at the smiling niece in the photo, Shen Qi felt so heartbroken that he couldn't help himself, "...she is only 26 years old, 26 years old!!! If it wasn't for you, she wouldn't be like this."

The moment Mr. Shen got the suicide note, his psychological defense completely collapsed, but he still insisted on presiding over Shen Jiuan's funeral. "Although it is a white-haired person sending a black-haired person," said Mr. Shen with a trembling voice, "but I don't blame I don't blame anyone, because this is an agreement between me and Xiao An, her death is not due to others, but to herself." Old Master Shen glanced at Shen Qi and Sheng Nanli, and they withdrew their hands and sat back. .

Until the end of the funeral, Leng Huantian did not let go of the photos and suicide note in his hand, and sat quietly in the auditorium where he was alone. "It was you who killed my sister," Shen Lanxin walked in slowly, looking at the person in front of her coldly, "Originally, my sister planned to forgive you, but just a few days before forgiving you, she knew The truth about S's death, it was only then that I was so angry that I hurt my heart, and I got into a car accident again, and my health is not as good as before."

It was only then that Leng Huantian realized that everything had been foretold, but he was dazzled by joy and didn't notice it in time.

——Your hands are still so cold in summer, and you still wear long sleeves, isn’t it hot?

——I'm hungry, I want to eat hot pot, okay?
——You slept for a long time, is there any discomfort?

——It’s okay, it’s just that I went to bed late last night.

——What's the matter, your face is very pale, why don't you go to the hospital?
——No, menstrual period, old problem.

……

There were actually signs of everything, but he didn't realize it, "Xiao'an..." Leng Huantian cried so hard that his heart was broken, and he was on the verge of passing out. "But I won't hate you," Shen Lanxin said, choking with sobs, her eyes red and swollen, "because...my sister said before she left that no one can involve you in this matter, because... she said, it was her I, I don’t want to live anymore, it’s not bad for you... Such a good sister, why did you treat her like this before... Wow..."

With a cigarette in his mouth, Cheng Minghai looked at the two crying people in the auditorium, and walked away silently. He never thought that the person he had been friends with for so long would be a weak girl.

"Shen Jiuan," Cheng Minghai put out the cigarette with a wry smile, "You are really... I hope that in your next life, you will never meet this kind of person again, and find someone who is good to you. If you can't find it, it is really impossible, then Come to see me."

No one responded, only a gust of wind blew past, disturbing the smoke in front of him, as if answering his question.

After Shen Jiuan's death, Leng Huantian thought about ending his own life countless times, but he remembered that before Shen Jiuan's death, he told him to live well, no matter what happened, he had to live well.At that time, he still couldn't understand why Shen Jiuan wanted to say these words to him, but he was secretly uneasy, but he didn't express it.

It wasn't until that night that he understood why Shen Jiuan wanted to talk to him about such a deep topic.Looking at the fire that filled the sky, he was about to rush in immediately, but his legs and feet couldn't control him, he couldn't get up, he could only watch the flames engulfing Shen Jiuan's last figure in his eyes.

"Xiao An!!!" He didn't know how many times he had been awakened by this dream. He hadn't slept well once in three consecutive months. The bedside photo until dawn.

Half a year after Shen Jiuan's death, Leng Huantian was diagnosed with gastric cancer in the early stage in the hospital. The doctor advised him to have surgery earlier to avoid the late stage. Who knew that Leng Huantian didn't agree. After returning home, he happily told Leng's father and Leng's mother, Said that he could finally see Shen Jiuan.Leng's mother was terrified, thinking that her son couldn't think about it after being stimulated, so she quickly persuaded Leng Huantian with Leng's father, but Leng Huantian ignored it, and just handed over Shen Jiuan to his shares and property wholeheartedly. , Work desperately, forget food and sleep.

Leng's father thought that he wanted to use busyness to make himself forget the pain, so he no longer tried to dissuade him, but only told him to take care of his health.Since then, Leng Huantian has put on a ruthless mask. Even Shen Lanxin and Ling Hanshuang, who are closest to Shen Jiuan, still look cold when facing them. Only with a trace of human emotion can we face it with a smile.

"Xiao An, I can finally come to you. In just one year, I will come to you when your sister gets married, because I plan to use the things you left me as your sister's dowry. Do you think it's okay? I know You're still blaming me, otherwise, why wouldn't you want to smile in my dream? Xiao An, I...stomach cancer, I won't live long, wait for me. "

A year later, Leng Huantian's stomach cancer was advanced due to tumor deterioration. It was only a month or two before Shen Lanxin got married.Leng Huantian came to the door with his own things, met Shen Qi, the current head of the Shen family, and handed those things to Shen Qi, "This was left to me by Xiaoan at that time, and now I will take these back as Shen Lanxin's dowry. Get up, I'm her brother-in-law, you take these things, anyway," Leng Huantian smiled and looked at the astonished Shen family, "I won't live long, I'm going to see Xiaoan, I'm very happy, thank you Thank you for your indifference over the years, and for taking care of Xiao An, thank you."

Later, on the day of Shen Lanxin's marriage, news of Leng Huantian's disappearance came. The Leng family and his wife turned their heads white overnight and became very old.

Wearing the pair of rings alone, Leng Huantian came to Shen Jiuan's tomb, "Ajiu," at this time Leng Huantian's eyes became very strange, they were cobalt blue, and at this time Leng Huantian's expression also changed. It was different from the past, "This plane, I owe you, I... I'm sorry, don't worry, this kind of thing will never happen again... I promise..."

One year, eight months and six days after Shen Jiuan's death, people found the lifeless Leng Huantian in front of Shen Jiuan's tombstone.

Later, the Shen family buried their ashes together.

The furthest distance in the world is not life and death.

It's that you use an indifferent heart to dig an insurmountable ditch between you and the person who loves you.