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After another hour, Tian Chong ran over to me excitedly, saying that everything had been arranged, and that he wanted to give me the gift first, and even offered to kiss me. I lied about being unwell and refused.

That night, we were still lying on the same bed. She didn't tell me that she was going to play the heroine, and I didn't tell her that I heard her call. I deeply experienced what it means to have different dreams in the same bed.

But I didn’t lose my temper. It’s not that I’m angry, but I can’t bear it. She has too many things to do. I haven’t been home for three months, and so is she. I’m waiting for her to explain to me, thinking: Let’s talk about it tomorrow.

I can accept not having a sense of existence, I can accept all kinds of unfairness, and I can even accept her participation in various business entertainment, but I really can't accept her betrayal, I can't accept her sweet talk with other men, I lost sleep that night, I I didn't sleep all night, but I didn't turn white all night.

The next day, at breakfast, Tian Chong told me that she might play the leading role, and told me that it was Star Media's suggestion.

Because Liu Fang and the others felt that Tian Chong could act out his mother's inspirational spirit.Tian Chong said it lightly and didn't explain a lot to me.

I kept looking at her face, I felt like I just knew Tian Chong, I wanted to see her true face under the mask from her face, but I still held back.

I didn't question her, and I can't question her, because I once said that I support her filming, I just want to see how far they can go too far.

10 days later, the filming of the TV series started, yes, soon, because they decided to start filming while perfecting the script, I disguised myself and went to visit the set, I wanted to see what Tian Chong and Wu Hantao would do, because I was not at ease , because I have not been able to work properly.

But when I saw it, I was not relieved, but gave up, because when I went, there was a kiss scene, Tian Chong played the mother-in-law, Wu Hantao played the father-in-law, and they were filming a kiss scene repeatedly.

A kiss lasted for 3 minutes, and I don't know how many times I took it repeatedly, because I couldn't stand it when I saw it for the tenth time, Tian Chong's expression was very enjoyable.

They acted very sweetly. I don't know if it was necessary for the plot, but I couldn't accept it anyway, and I left silently.

Yes, I really left, I ran away from home!I left all the contact information and code words of the intelligence network to Tian Chong, and I put them in the dark compartment of the study, and left a letter on the table under the documents she must read every day.

Yes, I don't want to hurt her, because hurting her will make me even more sad. After all, after more than 8 years of love, I can't bear to make any decision that makes her miserable.

Since you can't bear to be hurt, then leave, that's what I did.The information network was given to Tian Chong because I no longer needed it. I thought the information network was useful because I wanted to avenge my father-in-law. I live alone, and I don’t need that thing.

I didn't touch the money from the company and my family, because Tian Chong would know about it. I didn't want her to know, and I didn't need a lot of money by myself.

I brought some cash with me, and a card. The card left by my mother was originally intended to be used for the wedding, but my grandmother and mother-in-law arranged it. I had no chance to use it. They bought all the rings. Now Just right for living alone.

I left Dongdu because I don't want anyone to find me, I don't want anyone to pity me, and I don't want anyone to insult Tian Chong for me.

If I really need it, I will do it myself, but Tian Chong brings me far more happiness than hurts me. Although I can't accept her betrayal, I will definitely not hurt her.

I was so sad, so sad that I contemplated suicide, so sad that I had nowhere to say it.I have laughed at Shen Kunpeng's scum, and Du Qiuye's rottenness, ha ha, but now?I found them all very well, and I was the poor thing.Still a poor worm that no one can pity.

I went back to upstate and shut myself up at my grandmother's house, the house I'd grown up in.

"Mom, I'm not in a good mood recently, so I want you to accompany me for a while when I come back. Tian Chong and my mother-in-law are very good to me, and my grandma's health is also very good. Don't worry! I'm almost 140 catties now, and we haven't asked for it yet." Boy, try to..."

I really can't make it up anymore, and I can't lie anymore, I've gone too far, I can even lie to ghosts!But I can't tell the truth, I don't want my mother to cry for me under the nine springs.My own good is spent, my own misery.Don't bother mom.

I cried silently for a while, burned three sticks of incense for my mother, and lit a cigarette by myself, one after another, until the smoke became numb, and then I would go back to sleep.

The few days when I returned to my grandmother's house, I was very depressed. I became addicted to cigarettes, of course, ordinary cigarettes, and occasionally smoked cigars, because the cigars I brought back from India were thrown at my grandmother's house. Now It happened to be drawn.

I don't wash my face, hair, clothes, or shower every day, order takeout every day, and don't throw it away after eating.

After a full week, I'm already living in a dump.

My hair turned into a bird's nest, my clothes were dirty and wrinkled, my face was completely black, and with a pair of red and swollen eyes, a whole wild man was born.

I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled maniacally!Then I sorted out the garbage on a whim, and ran upstairs and downstairs three times before emptying the garbage.

Then I came back and continued to sleep. As for myself, I think it’s good. I’m the only one. I don’t need to show it to anyone. It’s fine if I don’t dislike it. For a trash like me, turning into trash can be regarded as a return.

In the 28 years of my life, I have nothing but Tian Chong. What about now?Tian Chong fell in love with someone else, ha ha, nothing left...

After staying for a month, I felt that my whole body was wrong and I was a little nervous. I suddenly felt that my mother appeared in front of my eyes and smiled at me and cried at me. I missed my mother very much.

"Ah!" I startled myself a lot, because I thought I shouldn't be able to touch it, why did I touch it, and it was so hot!

"Sanggong, what's the matter with you? Huh..." Tian Chong appeared in my room and in front of me when he was not well.

I rubbed my dirty and swollen eyes vigorously, but I still couldn't see clearly because my hands were also dirty, but I heard Tian Chong's voice, but I'm not sure if it was a hallucination, because I was already separated Unclear dreams and reality.

"Sanggong, what's wrong with you?" Tian Chong wiped my face with a towel while crying.

This time I saw clearly and felt it, it was Tian Chong, I pushed her away in a panic, and started to walk out, yes, I don’t want to see her, I don’t want to hear her talk, I don’t want anyone’s sympathy, don’t Pity anyone, I'm living comfortably right now.