Did Mr. Kim tell the truth today?

Jiang Min didn't know where she was going after she went out, so he carried her and followed him, because she had a severe headache now.

"Mr. Jin." A man came over, "Is it the original place?" The man is the boss here, and the retro and elegant bar is his masterpiece.There is no impact of heavy metal and no compulsion to emotions, it is very quiet.The flow of people was not too big, everyone sat quietly in their seats, and occasionally there were a few performances about wine, which she couldn't understand.

"No need, it's at the bar. Today, friends came together." He turned around and hugged her shoulders and pushed forward, the power of music squeezed out the fear in Jiang Min's heart.

"Why do you come here?" Jiang Min took the fruit plate and asked him.

"Nobody here is watching you."

She wasn't surprised why the other party would see her own thoughts clearly, and only wanted to solve that matter.The recent dreams have already driven her crazy, she already has a lot of dreams, and the suppressed emotions will only aggravate the terrible memories.As for whether there would be him in the dream, anyway, she dared not raise her head to face him.

"Mr. Jin, how should we solve that matter... just pretend nothing happened, okay?" Both of our lives should not be disrupted.

However, Jin Zeyu did not agree with her opinion: "I don't think so. There will be reasons and results for everything that happens. You and I will not get together on the same bed for no reason. You also know that my current identity is inevitably someone Coveting, I am worried, there is someone behind you."

Jiang Min didn't know what to do, she didn't expect him to take this matter seriously. "Then, how do you want to solve it?" Could it be to make her responsible, or to charge her with some crime...

"There are some things in it that you don't know, I want to investigate clearly."

"But don't disturb my life, can you?" People like him inevitably have some intrigues.

"No, I do things properly."

This incident was like a sudden disaster, and it left her with nothing but an empty shell.Her heart was full of pain, and she could only digest it quietly by herself.The same is true for other small things, and she has long since forgotten what it is like to ask others for help.Jin Xingzhi never asked her, because she would tell him the result after finishing.She doesn't want her lover to worry.

Maybe it was really because she was too stubborn, wrapping herself into a solid circle, which looked hard, but in fact she couldn't break through from the inside.

No way, she didn't know how to take that step.

That morning she awoke in pain, waking herself up like a child crying.At that moment, she was almost desperate, but she could only accept the reality.

At night, another dream.She had so many dreams that she felt nauseous, and she wanted to hit the wall to commit suicide.She hated these dreams.In the dream, she had an extra eye, lying between her eyebrows.She covered it gently, and then tried to poke it hard.That thing was telling her: she is not a normal person, there is always something different from ordinary people!She hated it so much that she trembled with anger.

Turning his gaze, a child was born, a child who shouldn't show up in front of anyone.She wanted to cover him in panic, but everyone knew about it and blamed her.

She used to boast that she was not afraid of other people's opinions, but this dream showed that she still couldn't do it.

After waking up, the anger was still there.Dreams are condemning her for being abnormal and pathetic.When the dream was still warm, she reached out and touched her forehead.

The slit of that eye pierced her body.She couldn't sleep any more and sat up until dawn.

A few days ago, I was delayed going to the hospital to see a doctor. Today is a good opportunity.While waiting in the hospital lobby, she reflected on herself. She was obviously unhappy, but she still pretended nothing happened to face the world and the people who hurt her.Of course I feel uncomfortable in my mind, that dream is just resistance.

She just thinks too much and her mind is too messed up.

　Her name appeared on the electronic screen diagonally above, and she dared to leave after seeing it twice.

"How long has it been since the last time you had sex?"

　"Three, three days!" She sat up straight and decided not to hide anymore.

　"Three days is too short to find anything."

　"It's not just about whether I'll get pregnant. I'm afraid I'll be infected with gynecological diseases or something. Besides, the lower part is so painful that I wonder if it's bleeding, or the corpus luteum is ruptured or something?"

Seeing her reluctance, the doctor put down the things in his hand: "It seems that you don't have much experience, so you are afraid? Don't worry, those things won't cause substantial damage to you, but you can go and have a check, I to arrange."

　"Thank you doctor. Can I take birth control pills now? I don't want to get pregnant."

　"Eating it now is useless, you have to eat it beforehand. Eating it now may cause fetal deformities."

In the end, Jiang Min took some ointment and went home. The doctor prescribed it according to the wound on her body.

　Fortunately, the next day was Saturday, and Jiang Min was wrapped in a thick quilt and rested for two days.She jumped out of the bed full of blood, as if seeing hope, and wanted to tell herself loudly, "That's nothing more than that. In fact, nothing in the world has changed, it's just her mentality."I don't know how many times I have to remind myself of this point of view. "No way, who made me the person I want to spend my whole life with?"

　The non-stop pop-up messages on the phone dazzled her eyes, what should I do?How do I explain it to my boyfriend?
"Hey, fortunately—" The voice was as normal as possible, I don't know if he would feel strange.

"Are you still angry?" His triumphant voice was full of arrogance, imagining that she was going to pounce on him. "Tonight, I have booked a room."

Jiang Min should be happy, but she still hesitated for a while, letting him notice the clue.

"What's the matter with you? Doesn't it sound very happy?" She was rarely unhappy, and she would digest anything by herself.

"No, you send me the address, let's meet and talk."

When the appointed time came, they sat in the cafe they often went to. Jiang Min didn't like coffee, so in order to keep fit, he drank a cup of black coffee occasionally.Today I followed Jin Xingzhi to order the same coffee, and held the coffee in both hands dully to let go of my eyes.

"If you can't drink it, don't drink it. You've been shaking it for a long time." She put down the spoon, still absent-minded. "What's the matter with you? What are you thinking?"

"I don't want to lie to you."

"what happened?"

After being quiet for a long time, Jiang Min would not ask him for conditions before speaking. After all, he is innocent, and she is the one who may hurt the other party. "I'm sorry, I... I don't know what's going on, I..."

"What's the matter? I'm listening, please speak carefully."

"I seem to...be raped by someone. The reason why I say strong is because I don't know what happened that day, and I...I..."