Did Mr. Kim tell the truth today?

When Jiang Min returns home, he can put aside a lot of things and just look at the person in front of him.

It was strange, as if the distance between them had never existed, it was all over.

Could it be that this is the legendary life?
The appearance of Jin Zeyu wearing an apron made her unable to bear to look directly at him, so she turned her head away from him after saying hello.

"How is the hospital? Is Jingping okay?" Jin Zeyu asked holding a spoon, much like a housewife.

"Hmm..." Jiang Min lowered his head and pondered for a while, but did not answer right away, but thought about it. "The child has woken up, but I always feel very strange. Maybe I have been away for too long, so I don't know what has changed."

Jiang Min was sitting on the sofa thinking, never mind, let's eat first and then talk.After a while of silence, she threw the pillow aside. She approached Jin Zeyu and smelled the soup he was cooking.

"Is it okay?"

"Fortunately, it's much better than me." Jiang Min said, and went to get the bowls and chopsticks with a smile.

"I want to discuss something with you." Jin Zeyu said suddenly, and Jiang Min sat up, not knowing what he was going to do.

"what's up?"

"I think, like you are an ordinary couple. I have been delayed by various things all the time, and I always feel sorry for you."

"I'm sorry..." She was in a daze, as if she didn't know the person in front of her, and she forgot everything that happened with him.Just remember how to treat him. "I am..."

"Forget about you, there is nothing worthy or unworthy, you just think too much."

Jiang Min thought for a while, and it was true, she smiled at him and continued to eat.

But the more she ate, the more desolate she felt. When she returned home, the cold winter always reminded her of unhappy things, especially when there were other people present, she would be even more afraid.I always feel that I will be blamed for doing something bad.So she prefers a person's home.Even if there is Jingping around, she is still an adult who can accomplish nothing.

My mother hopes that she will live the same life as herself, get married, become pregnant, and have children.Only in the process of pregnancy, she is the most precious.After giving birth, you must immediately pick up the responsibilities of a housewife, right?
Mom planned it that way.But she didn't want to, so she hid.

After dinner, she said goodbye to him politely, and reached out to wash the dishes, which was the most controversial thing, she was very afraid.

"Wait—" Jin Zeyu grabbed her hand, "You don't like washing dishes, go to your room and stay there, I'll do it."

Jiang Min bowed slightly, but his eyes still didn't meet her.

She not only has a lot of bad memories physically, but also mentally.Whether it's words or sticks, she's been through it all.So sad, right?She can't bear to drag others into the water, and friends are always better than lovers.

She stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, there were not many tears in her eyes, and they were hard to smear on her eyes. She felt unbearable and quickly wiped them away.

Mom said it was disgusting to cry like that.

Don't you mean these tears?Just because of what she did.

Although He Weizhi left her forever and would never harass her again, she still remembered unapologetically and would never forget those threats and consequences.So for her, everything is double-checked.

When she went out to live in a hotel, she didn't live comfortably, but because she was afraid of pinhole cameras and the windows would not be closed tightly.

These only she herself knows.

When her face is gloomy, her parents will be even more angry, asking her why she is always so gloomy, is it because she has a grudge against her parents?Accused her of not always thinking about turning over old scores, people look forward.

Old accounts... also because they haven't been dealt with before, right?Never.

At some point, she got used to reporting good news but not bad news.This seems to be a commendatory term, a sensible child will make parents feel at ease.

The peace of mind... is obtained by compressing her own pain, which can only be digested by herself.She was almost scared to pee her pants by the teacher, and was targeted by her classmates. She could only comfort herself.Hiding in the quilt of the dormitory at night, without lights, I still have to talk to myself.

She didn't want to report the good news but not the bad news, she really wanted to tell her parents about the grievances she had suffered.It's just that they can't help, they will worry blindly, they will be anxious, and they will... let her find her own reasons.

She thought, she was afraid and did not dare.

She is fragile, but also brave.

The shadow He Weizhi left on her was only him, and the rest of the places and characters did not affect her.She is also heartless.

When she got home again, she looked at her room still calmly.

If it is a parent who loves her daughter, she will definitely change the room and never let her see it again.It's just that she didn't ask, and there won't be any.

Although she held back her tears and did not stay, her voice became hoarse, and she found it when responding to Jin Zeyu.

He asked her why she didn't turn on the light, only to see a weak figure imprinted on the white curtain.After discovering her hoarse voice, he immediately ran to her and hugged her into his arms.

"It's okay, I'm here."

He hugged her, kissed her forehead, and comforted her back.

Maybe it's faster to approach her from another angle.She needs more than love.

"I..." Jiang Min coughed lightly, and adjusted her voice so that it wouldn't be too unpleasant. "Sorry to make you sad again."

"Why, can you tell me?" Seeing that she didn't speak, Jin Zeyu asked again: "What happened to you and Lu Yue?"

Jiang Min pouted, it wasn't about this. "I have nothing to do with her, it's just that the relationship has faded." She felt unwilling again, and added: "If she betrayed me, I will not let her go."

"Then you are not sad because of her?"

Jiang Min shook his head, no.

Jin Zeyu probably guessed it, and told her her own story: "You know what? I am also very afraid of seeing people. When I was a child, I lived with my mother. She often pulled my arm and called me a bastard. I didn't know it at the time. It's because of my father. I found out later, so I don't want to recognize my father. Back at Jin's house, there is already a son in the family, which is your ex-boyfriend, Jin Xingzhi. Because of my stubbornness, Jin Xingzhi can't be at home. Staying here, and this also made the relationship between me and my father worse. Many times I want to cry, but I also have a shackle on my body. They told me not to cry, so I had to choose to forget and choose to use more cold things Freeze yourself."

Jiang Min didn't know what to say, so he just nodded.Did he think that he would be happy to meet someone worse than himself?
"So..." Jin Zeyu took her hands and squatted at her feet: "We are two people who have lived hard, and it has passed. Now you are not with those people, but me. The important thing is how I treat you. Are you OK?"

"I understand what you said. There are some things that I can't forget if I haven't dealt with them properly. The trauma of childhood is not so easy to forget, let alone by my parents. But I am very grateful to you for being willing to comfort me."

Jin Zeyu sat beside her, her shadow covering her.

"I don't want to be with you in a hurry, take your time, okay?"

Jiang Min thought for a while, "Then you don't want to live with me?"

"Bad guy, why do you think differently from me?!"

"You said that, I'm just speculating normally."

They laughed together, but Jiang Min would feel that she was not worthy, and she would be pulled down from the altar every moment.She was thinking, there is no such person anymore, so let yourself go.

"Cui Keqing—"

"What did you say?"

Jiang Min suddenly thought of this name, wondering what happened to that person.Jin Zeqi has a violent temperament, even if she is a passing servant, she will not be let go, and she will pull her ears. Seeing how he treats Cui Keqing, she should not be light-hearted.

"Who is that person?" She said in a daze, but she didn't think so in her heart.

"That person, Chen Ping went to investigate. It was Jin Zeqi who found it...just a tool. He doesn't feel sorry for that woman at all, but he can't find the real reason."

"A man, why would he treat a weak woman like this? What do you hate the most?" Jiang Min asked him suddenly, with a serious look.

"Betrayal? Fool?" He speculated, but couldn't think of anything for the time being.

"How can a person let go of something that he hates and has fallen into his hands? Naturally, he wants to play with it to death, just like a cat teasing a dying mouse."

"Why did you suddenly think of this?" Seeing that she was fascinated by analysis, Jin Zeyu asked.

"Because I was hurt by He Weizhi before, so I will be more sensitive to this kind of thing. I don't want another girl to repeat the same mistakes. I still don't understand why He Weizhi bullied me. Seriously, no one is sorry He, maybe he will be happy when he sees other people's pain."

"Do you want to know?" Jin Zeyu asked, maybe he can do it, and then get the paralyzed man out of the hospital and torture his spirit.

Jiang Min didn't know either, but thought it was impossible, and left after a perfunctory sentence.

Jin Zeyu sighed, feeling that talking could really make her feel better.It would be great if she had someone by her side back then, how desperate she would have been at that time.

Jiang Min washed her face in the mirror, and was very grateful that he didn't laugh at her overthinking herself, the Holy Mother, and not caring about herself, but told her everything she knew, so it was progress.

What is she thinking?Jiang Min sped up his movements again, quickly finished and went back to the bedroom.

When she returned to the bedroom to get the books at hand, she suddenly remembered that she didn't take home the two books that Han Jing gave her... Really, she patted her head, she really likes to forget things.

"What's wrong?" Seeing her annoyed, Jin Zeyu asked.

"It's nothing, I didn't bring back the things my friend gave me, I'll just go get them next time." Jiang Min looked at him with her arms akimbo, "It's just that tonight...it's a bit difficult."

"What's so difficult?" Jin Zeyu put down the documents in his hand and stood up, rolling up his cuffs!

Jiang Min frowned, "What nerves?"

"I know how to get through it!"

Jiang Min hid to the side, trying to persuade him not to think too much, she didn't have that kind of thought.

"Then when will you have it!" Jin Zeyu was not reconciled, and took her to the bed to question.

"I... um..." She thought for a long time but couldn't come up with the result, but there was one thing in her heart: Anyway, she wouldn't want to be with you.

"What are you thinking? Smiling so treacherously?"

"Nothing, nothing!" Jiang Min quickly explained, lest he misunderstand. "Then you go back to your room first?"

"what!?"

"I can go to another room."

As he said that, Jiang Min was about to get up, but he cut her in the middle and laid her down on the bed: "Other things are fine, you can't sleep separately!"