In his sleep, Cheng Jingshen kept calling "Mom" like a child, his expression was sometimes happy and sweet, and sometimes painful.

Gao Shuai, who was sitting by the bed, looked at him solemnly, feeling guilty and distressed.He actually forgot this special day today, not only should he be guilty, but he really cannot be forgiven.

Cheng Jingshen suddenly raised the volume, cried "Mom", waved his arms in pain, tried his best to grab and pull, but was just at a loss, he didn't get what he wanted.

Gao Shuai tried his best to stabilize Cheng Jingshen, and hugged him firmly. His fair skin was flushed from excessive force, and his deep and beautiful eyes were covered with mist.

Cheng Jingshen seemed to have accepted the reality, and finally stopped struggling, so Gao Shuai let go of him, and sat down on the chair beside the bed again.

Cheng Jingshen covered his face with his hands, lay on his side, his sobbing gradually turned into hysterical crying, and he still called "Mom" during the period.

This time, Gao Shuai didn't stop him, but just accompanied him silently, tears streaming down his face before he knew it.

Every "Mom" that Cheng Jingshen yelled stabbed at Gao Shuai's heart like a sharp knife. Although his heart full of holes was already numb to the point where he couldn't feel the pain, he could still clearly feel the knife point piercing into the flesh and blood. tearing.Except for the pain, other feelings are there. The strong sense of fear, helplessness and loneliness of being abandoned by the whole world is like a thick rope tightly strung around his neck, making him unable to breathe and his eyes flushed. .Even so, he didn't struggle, but instinctively wanted to breathe, but he could only despair and watch his life disappear little by little.

The word mother means the closest and tenderest to most people, but it is the most difficult and bitter word to Gao Shuai.
(Memories)
After school time, the parents waiting at the school gate stared closely at the direction of the exit, anxiously looking for their children.

Getting out of school is always something to be excited about.It not only means returning to a warm home, but also a temporary relief from body to mind.

The children laughed and made noises and walked towards the exit according to the order required by the teacher.Cheng Jingshen found that the new classmate seemed out of place. He lowered his head and followed the end of the line lonely, already thrown some distance away.

Cheng Jingshen ran over and took his hand and said, "Why are you dawdling when you're going home?"

The little boy broke free from Cheng Jingshen's hand, and said a little irritably, "Who said I'm going home? I'm going to the hotel."

Cheng Jingshen didn't expect him to resist him so much, he thought they were friends who had fought side by side.

Cheng Jingshen continued to ask patiently: "Go to the hotel? Why?"

Cheng Jingshen has only stayed in hotels when traveling with his parents, and usually stays at home.

The little boy gave Cheng Jingshen a blank look impatiently, and quickly passed him.Looking at the back of the little boy, Cheng Jingshen suddenly realized, and hurriedly chased after him and asked, "You are not afraid to go home and be scolded by your parents because of today's fight, are you?"

The little boy's eyes suddenly dimmed a lot, and he said bitterly: "I'm not afraid. Didn't I say it? I don't have parents."

Cheng Jingshen thought the boy was angry, and kindly comforted him: "Don't be angry, even if our parents criticize us, there is nothing wrong with it? After all, it is wrong to fight, and it is right to be reprimanded."

The little boy not only didn't appreciate it, but also said impatiently: "It's annoying, you like to be your parents' obedient son, so feel free. Don't pull me."

While chatting, he suddenly heard someone call "Shen'er...", Cheng Jingshen immediately ran over happily, and the man who called him picked him up and lifted him up high, while the beautiful woman beside the man had a smile on her face Look at them tenderly.

Looking at this happy and warm picture, the boy turned and left with a lonely expression.

Cheng Jingshen's father noticed the bruise on his son's face, and immediately asked with concern: "Shen'er, what's wrong with your face? Who hit it?" The woman caressed the scar on the corner of Cheng Jingshen's mouth distressedly, and asked softly, "Shen'er, what happened to your face? What happened? Did you fight with others? Or did someone bully you?"

Cheng Jingshen replied without the slightest fear: "I fought with people because they bullied people."

Speaking of this, Cheng Jingshen suddenly remembered that new classmate, but when he looked back, he was no longer there.Thinking that he was picked up by his family, he followed his parents back in the car.The car was not far away, Cheng Jingshen suddenly yelled to stop, his father stopped immediately, and asked in a panic, "What's the matter? Shen'er."

"Dad, I saw my classmate, and I want to talk to him." Cheng Jingshen jumped out of the car and ran towards the side of the road while talking, and his mother quickly followed.

"Why are you alone? What about your family?"

The little boy was kicking stones and walking slowly along the curb. When he heard someone talking to him, he raised his head happily. When he saw that it was Cheng Jingshen, he immediately asked disappointedly and impatiently, "Why is it you again? Didn't I talk to you?" Did you say I'm going to the hotel?"

A gentle and pleasant voice suddenly asked: "Is it the two of you who fought?"

The little boy stared blankly at the gentle mother Cheng Jingshen, feeling a little at a loss.

Cheng Jingshen's mother stroked the bruise on his face and asked, "Does it hurt? Are your parents? Why are you alone?"

The boy came back to his senses, took a step back, avoided Cheng Jingshen's mother's caress, and replied coldly, "I don't have parents."

After Cheng Jingshen's mother looked around and confirmed that the little boy was alone, she was worried that the boy would run away because he was afraid of being scolded at home, so she had to calm down the little boy's emotions and asked, "Will you go home with us? Deal with it asap."

Perhaps Cheng Jingshen's mother's gentleness moved the little boy, and he obediently followed them into the car.

On the way, Cheng Jingshen's mother asked, "What's your name? Why aren't you wearing a name tag?"

The little boy replied softly: "My name is Gao Shuai, and I don't like to wear that name on me that I don't like."

Cheng Jingshen on the side immediately retorted: "No, his name is not Gao Shuai, his name is..."

"My name is Gao Shuai. I decide my name myself."

"You lie, Mom said, and it's wrong to lie."

"I didn't lie."

Cheng Jingshen's mother hurriedly stopped with a smile: "Okay, okay, stop arguing."

Unexpectedly, Gao Shuai suddenly stood in front of Cheng Jingshen and said, "It wasn't him who quarreled with me. Don't blame him. If you want to scold me, scold me."

Everyone didn't quite understand Gao Shuai's strange behavior. Cheng Jingshen's mother was the first to react and explained with a smile: "Xiao Shuai, you misunderstood Auntie. Auntie didn't blame you for arguing, but wanted to tell Shen'er that your name is yours. You can make your own decisions, and we all have to respect you."

Gao Shuai stared blankly at Cheng Jingshen's mother. She was completely different from the mother Gao Shuai knew. For the first time, Gao Shuai discovered that a mother could be like this: she has a gentle smile, a soft voice and unconditional respect.

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