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"Dad, has Xiaoshuai looked for you?"

"Xiaoshuai is not willing to make you compromise. He is sincerely thinking of you. Don't blame him."

Cheng Jinshen smiled helplessly, and said in a low voice, "How could I blame him, but he made things complicated."

Cheng Siyuan sighed, and said earnestly: "Shen'er, it's not Xiaoshuai who complicates things, but you...you thought too complicated from the beginning. I know you are doing it for Shenyu and for mom and dad, but you also You must know that everything mom and dad do is for you, if you sacrifice your happiness, wouldn't that be contrary to our original intention?"

This is the first time that Cheng Siyuan has expressed his father's love for his son so bluntly. The father and son have been estranged for many years, which made Cheng Jinshen's eyes red.

"Dad, actually... Actually, I've always known that, as the only son of the Cheng family, my marriage is not just my personal business, so... I don't care too much about who I marry. "

Cheng Siyuan stood up, surprised and angry: "Why do you think so? Do you think I will use your happiness to pave the way for Shenyu's development? Am I such a ruthless father in your mind?"

Anger gradually turned into sadness, Cheng Siyuan sat down weakly, stared at the table with his head slightly lowered, and said in a low voice: "It's not your fault, you think so because I'm a failed father. Since your mother left In the end, I did not fulfill my responsibilities as a father. I did not try my best to resolve the rift between our father and son, and let us keep alienating, which will cause you to misunderstand. "

The sudden death of his mother made Cheng Jinshen feel deeply guilty. At the same time, he was full of hatred for his father who he thought was a spectator, especially after his father married the woman who intervened in his parents' marriage.

Suffering from the double blow of depression and hatred, Cheng Jinshen wanted to go to the world where his mother existed several times. Fortunately, Gao Shuai stayed with him day and night to take care of him.

When he first arrived abroad, he rejected everything, his hatred deepened again, and he locked himself in a dark corner of the room all day long.

The gentle middle-aged female doctor slowly unlocked Cheng Jinshen's closed heart with extreme patience and tolerance.

He gradually walked out of the darkness, accepted the light, defeated depression, and let go of the hatred in his heart.

Despite this, he stayed abroad until he finished his studies before he decided to return to China under Cheng Siyuan's repeated persuasion.

In fact, when he decided to return to China, he no longer hated his father, but he couldn't force himself to integrate into the new family either.

After returning to China, he deliberately kept a close distance from his father, in order not to disturb his father's life, and also because of the estrangement he had been away for many years.

It wasn't until the last time when the Internet exploded that Cheng Jinshen felt the long-lost fatherly love, and the last ice in his heart was finally unsealed.

Cheng Jinshen looked at Cheng Siyuan across the table with tears in his eyes, as if he had returned to his childhood, the father and son always sat at the table like this and waited expectantly for the surprise carefully prepared by their mother.

"Dad, you...don't say that. It's all my fault. I was too ignorant and stubborn at that time. In fact, after returning to China, I already understood that you have always loved me like you did when you were a child and have never changed. But, I I don't know how to express it, and I don't want to...affect your current life, sorry."

Tears fell down, this was the first time Cheng Siyuan shed tears since Cheng Jinshen went abroad due to serious illness.

"Shen'er, you have grown up and become a responsible man, and your father has fulfilled your mother's last wish. Your mother is most worried about you. In order not to affect you, she asked me to hide everything from you. things until you grow up."

These years, Cheng Siyuan never mentioned Zhao Xianyu in front of Cheng Jinshen, not because he didn't want to miss him, but because he didn't want to make Cheng Jinshen sad.

Choking with sobs, Cheng Jinshen asked the question that had troubled him for many years: "Dad, Mom...why did she die?"

Although it was confirmed that Cheng Jinshen was no longer obsessed, Cheng Siyuan remained silent for a while before speaking: "Xianyu was diagnosed with lung cancer during a routine physical examination that year."

"How could it be? I remember that my mother was in a good condition until she died." Cheng Jinshen always thought that his mother had a sudden and serious illness caused by his delay in treatment.

"That's because she doesn't want you to worry, and she pretends to be energetic every time she faces you."

"Why didn't she receive proper treatment? Many cancers have been cured." Cheng Jinshen broke down and cried.

Cheng Siyuan replied with tears: "Shen'er, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, your mother will never give up treatment. Few mothers in this world are willing to leave their children. The doctor said that the lung cancer that Xianyu suffers from is the fastest Quick, the most difficult to cure."

Cheng Jinshen could no longer restrain his grief, and wept with his face covered.

"Shen'er, you really misunderstood your Aunt Wang. It was your mother who asked her... to marry me. Your Aunt Wang and your mother are very good friends. She was the one who met me first. Unfortunately, the person I love It's your mother."

(Memories)
"What? Yu'er, you actually asked me to marry another woman? I don't agree."

Cheng Siyuan who was sitting by the hospital bed peeling apples suddenly stood up and yelled at Shen Xianyu who was lying on the bed.

Shen Xianyu looked at her angry husband with tears in her eyes, she didn't continue to persuade, she just bowed her head and wept silently.

Cheng Siyuan's heart softened immediately, and he sat on the side of the bed, took Shen Xianyu's hand, and said softly: "Yu'er, don't think about it, as long as we cooperate with the doctor's treatment, we will be fine."

Shen Xianyu leaned on Cheng Siyuan's body and said in a low voice: "Siyuan, I know my illness myself. I don't have much time left. I must make arrangements for you father and son before I leave."

"Yu'er, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, I will never give up, and I don't need you to help me plan for the future. I will always guard you."

Shen Xianyu sat up straight, still insisting on her own thoughts: "Siyuan, I know I shouldn't force you, but this is the best way. I'm really worried about Shen'er, please let me be selfish."

"Yu'er, you can't do this, you..."

"Siyuan, listen to me, I know Wang Nian very well, she really loves you, and the Wang family can provide Shenyu with a lot of help. I have already talked to her, and she said...she can have no children, in this case , is best for Shen'er."

"Yu'er..."

Shen Xianyu gently stroked Cheng Siyuan's cheek, and said softly: "Siyuan, I can't grow old with you, I'm really... sad, and selfish..."

Cheng Siyuan helped Shen Xianyu wipe away tears, and readily agreed: "Okay, don't talk and don't cry anymore, I will agree to whatever you say."

Shen Xianyu finally showed a long-lost smile.

(memory ends)
Cheng Jinshen came to Cheng Siyuan's side, gently supported his father's back, and silently accompanied his crying father.

The father and son seldom get close to each other, Cheng Jinshen discovered the silver thread in his father's hair, his slightly hunched back and the fragility he had never shown.

"Dad, I've been wanting to... want to ask you something?"

Cheng Siyuan looked up at his son and asked, "What's the matter?"

Cheng Jinshen squatted beside his father and asked, "Dad, can I... can I go home and live?"

"Shen'er, what did you say?" Cheng Siyuan confirmed in shock.

"I want...to go home, to be closer to you." Cheng Jinshen explained softly.