President Ling got slapped in the face again today

"My attending physician is an American from country R, ​​but her mother is an overseas Chinese. She chose to return to country R for personal reasons. Later, I followed her to country R for rehabilitation. You should know her, her name is Sun Linlin."

Of course Sun Linlin knew Lingli. He said that he was on a business trip to country R, ​​but he actually went to find out about He Dongwei's situation. Her illness included her life.
But those experiences he knew were downplayed by her, and he simply passed them by. He couldn't help the pain in his heart. In addition to heartache, there was also guilt that could swallow him up.

He now feels that he is really ridiculous. What right does he have to hate? Didn't all this start because of him?If he still has a little conscience, he should hold this guilty heart, live in the dark forever, and never let anyone mention it again for the rest of his life.
But he still wasn't satisfied, especially when he met her again, his unruly heart soared in an instant, and with the long-standing sorrow of separation and resentment that had been accumulated for many years, in an instant, it changed from a single spark to a prairie fire.

His anger stems from his fear, and his fear stems from his deep love.

He Dongwei obviously felt the cold sweat oozing from his palms, pretended to ignore it, and continued: "Afterwards, I have been undergoing rehabilitation treatment in country R. Except for my eyes and memory, everything else has recovered well. Drug treatment, sensory stimulation , hypnosis, etc., tried many methods, but all in vain,
I also have a grandma who has suffered from dementia for many years, and always reminds me of my seniority, ha! ! !She calls me a girl every day, and sometimes she has to yell to send me to kindergarten. She died in country R two years ago... The last time she was sober, I still remember what she said to me, "Wei Wei, it's rare to be confused sometimes. Don't look back, just go forward, if you firmly believe that the earth is round, those things that fall will one day be picked up again'".

When she talked about her grandma, she had a loving smile on her face,

Grandma was also very important to him, and treated him very well. They were like a happy family of three back then. They even planned their future path. They went to college together, became a doctor together, took care of grandma together, and...

Until that man-made and deliberate disaster came and tore up the beautiful blueprint they had drawn. She disappeared for ten years, he searched for ten years, and hated for ten years.

He searched all the medical schools and medical colleges and universities, and donated countless funds in medical charity, just to find her figure, but he didn't expect that she was actually the daughter of the He family. Disappeared under the cover of ...

It is a pity that none of them became doctors, and they lost contact with each other for ten years, and he hated for ten years, curled up in the corner of society like an unwanted wild dog, and no one knew his existence until he went crazy .

There was a silence between the two of them, He Dongwei raised his head and paused at his grandma, as if he was recalling, while Ling Li lowered his head, thinking about their past.

He Dongwei regained consciousness again, and said: "I said this, you should know that it is unlikely that I can fully recover, maybe I am also afraid in the subconscious, afraid that the previous self is not good, if they reappear, It will break my current peace, but you tell me that we also had an unforgettable time, and you let me look back, have you ever thought about it, what if I just can’t remember? If I remember, I will Will you still make the same choice? What will you do then? Tear me up? Or let me go?"