It's hard for a defeated president to chase his wife

After many years, Lu Ningya slept in the same bed with Liu Zhongliang, and Lu Ningya suffered from insomnia that night.

No matter how she thought about it, she couldn't accept such a change, so the next night she seriously refused to share a bedroom with Liu Zhongliang.

However, her refusal failed because Liu Zhongliang despicably rejected her refusal.

But she still tried her best to dispel Liu Zhongliang's desire to share a room with her.

However, since Liu Zhongliang had the cheek to lie on her bed, how could he sleep in a separate room with her in such a despondent manner?

Thinking of what happened during this period, Lu Ningya felt embarrassed.

On the second night when she wanted to drive Liu Zhongliang out of her room no matter what, she was finally too "tired" to drive him away!

It's also really ridiculous, they have been husband and wife for nearly 30 years, and in their youthful years, their union was without love.

So Liu Zhongliang doesn't like to have a physical relationship with her between husband and wife.She still remembers the few times they had intimate relationships.

On the contrary, they are nearly fifty years old. During this period of time alone, they had more intimate relationships after sleeping in the same room than in the past 20 years.

Lu Ningya didn't know what Liu Zhongliang thought about this, but her own feelings were greatly affected.

First of all, she couldn't understand that Liu Zhongliang took the initiative to approach her. She had long believed that the relationship between the two of them could be treated as a guest, but that was all!

They could tolerate it when they were young, but at this age, their children have grown up, and Lu Ningya has nothing to do with it.

However, Liu Zhongliang suddenly broke the ice between them at this moment, and also broke her heart that was as still as stagnant water.

She didn't know what kind of feelings Liu Zhongliang had for her now. If they were just ordinary couples, then they could continue to maintain the previous way of getting along.

But if it's love, it's too ridiculous. They still talk about love now, not to mention, Liu Zhongliang's love will never belong to her.Therefore, she has no expectations for the so-called love.

The more Lu Ningya thought about it, the more confused her mind became, to the point where Liu Zhongliang walked behind her and looked at her for a long time without her noticing.

If she had looked at Liu Zhongliang's eyes at this moment, it would not be difficult for her to find that Liu Zhongliang was admiring her mature and charming face with eyes that she had never seen before.

During this time, Liu Zhongliang didn't know why Lu Ningya, who had been watching for decades, suddenly became very beautiful.

In fact, Lu Ningya has been beautiful since she was young, but Liu Zhongliang never cared about it.

Now maybe he has become concerned, so Lu Ningya in his eyes is very attractive no matter how you look at it, and the more you look at it, the more hidden he will be.

Just like at this time, Liu Zhongliang looked at it, and he couldn't help reaching out to touch Lu Ningya's side face.

His touch also surprised Lu Ningya, she turned her head to look at Liu Zhongliang who was close in front of her, and at the same time raised her hand to block his hand on her face and said coldly:

"I don't want to talk to you now, don't come near me."

As Lu Ningya spoke, she got up and walked away from Liu Zhongliang's side, stood by the window and looked outside.She didn't want to let her state of mind, which had finally calmed down after so many years, be filled with vain fantasies.

Liu Zhongliang ignored her refusal, he followed her wherever she went, but he didn't get so close to her anymore, he stood beside her and said:

"Ning Ya, after all these years, you hate me very much, don't you?"

Lu Ningya's heart trembled, she looked sideways at Liu Zhongliang who was looking at her, there was doubt in her eyes!

Liu Zhongliang understood that she was wondering why he said such things suddenly, he smiled and continued:
"I really didn't love you when I was young! But we became husband and wife by accident, and I tried to accept you. But unfortunately, I have too much affection for Qingying, and I love Qingying too much. As for my inability to love you as a woman. After losing Qingying, I still don’t love you, you are just the mother of my child..."

"Please don't say any more. There is no need to emphasize the fact that you don't love me. I have already given up my extravagance."

Lu Ningya thought that she would not care about the fact that Liu Zhongliang didn't love her long ago, but when he suddenly stated the facts to her like this, she still felt heartbroken and even wanted to cry.

Liu Zhongliang didn't mind Lu Ningya interrupting him, and he also knew that she misunderstood him.

Sighing slightly, Liu Zhongliang explained:

"Listen to me. I'm not telling you this to emphasize that I didn't love you in the past. What I want to say is..."

Liu Zhongliang paused and raised his hands to grab Lu Ningya's arms to make her face him. He looked into her eyes and said:

"From now on, I want to ask you to be my real wife! Not only my child's mother, but also my wife in name, is that okay?"

"...?" Lu Ningya was in a state of confusion, she couldn't understand what he wanted to express.

"Don't you understand?" Liu Zhongliang looked at her.

"don't know!"

For them, what is the difference between a nominal wife and a real wife? Aren't they all couples without love?
Liu Zhongliang sighed again, but it was his own fault.With a slight tug of his hands, he pulled Lu Ningya into his embrace and said:

"All these years, I have been sorry for you, I am not tolerant, and I have neglected your qualification to be loved!"

Lu Ningya's body stiffened because of his hug, and her thoughts were confused because of his words. Her inability to clear her mind made her afraid of losing control, so she pushed Liu Zhongliang away and said slightly:

"Liu Zhongliang, I'm not the Lu Ningya I was decades ago, and I don't have the mentality of a little girl to expect unrealistic things. Now, what do you want to do? In the past few decades, with you and without you, I am I'm living a good life myself, isn't it good for us to be safe each other like this, why do you suddenly treat me like this?"

He suddenly sometimes cared about her, and sometimes deliberately angered her.When he is gentle, he will follow her wishes, and when he is domineering, he will disregard her wishes and treat her badly...!
All of this, as if they were young and ignorant young men and women falling in love.

She is at this age, childishness is far away from her, she doesn't want to make herself more pathetic!
Lu Ningya's anger was real, her eyes were even full of moisture, but Liu Zhongliang saw it with a smile on her face.He didn't care about her resistance, he approached and looked at her and said:
"Ning Ya, this kind of you is the real living you. From now on, you can get angry with me as much as you want, and you can cry in front of me. Just don't look cold and don't care about everything. That kind of you is the worst kind of you. Happy you!"

No matter what Liu Zhongliang wanted to express, Lu Ningya's bottom line was broken, her stiff body loosened, and tears welled up in her eyes.

In this life, after becoming his wife, she has never heard a word of caring for her heart from him, let alone tolerant care!
It was never a secret that she was unhappy, and she thought that she would never be able to get any comfort from him in her life.

However, he seems to have changed, she doesn't understand why he changed suddenly, why did he change?
"Liu Zhongliang, can you tell me what's wrong with you? I beg you not to make me suffer even more at this time, I can't bear any more!"

This is what Lu Ningya has been wanting to say all this time, and she can't bear it anymore until today.

Liu Zhongliang smiled, he helped Lu Ningya wipe away her tears with easily visible tenderness like a young man in love, and then said:
"You know what, I've been waiting for you to come and ask me what's wrong!"

Lu Ningya frowned, she moved her lips to ask something, but she didn't make a sound!
"I don't know what happened to me. Anyway, one day I suddenly realized that the two of us have wasted too many years. The time that should have been very happy was discarded by us coldly."

Lu Ningya shook her head and said:
"No, it wasn't us who discarded it, it was you who discarded it, because the right to choose is in your hands, and I will always be the one who cooperates!"

It's not that she doesn't want to work hard to have his heart, as he himself said, he loves Qingying so deeply that he has no extra place for her.

In the involvement between the three of them, she can only be a passive person forever. She loves him deeply, but she can only love in silence!

Lu Ningya's rebuttal made Liu Zhongliang nod with a regretful smile and admit:
"You are right, I discarded it alone! I discarded those years, and I also discarded you. All the faults were caused by me. So...!"

Liu Zhongliang asked a little uncomfortable:
"Give me a chance to make up for you with the rest of my life!"

"How to make it up? Share a bedroom with me and sleep in the same room to make it up? If so, I don't need it!"

"This is the first step for me to admit from the bottom of my heart that you are my wife, so you don't need to and must accept this."

"You never thought that I don't accept your "admission", and I don't care if you are willing to admit who I am?"

"No! You not only accept it, but you care more!" Liu Zhongliang smiled confidently.

"I do not have!"

"You have!"

"Whatever you say, I don't want to argue with you!"

Lu Ningya felt a little helpless, they really had enough, and they were not young people, but the way they got along recently could not be overstated like happy friends.

He was always playing tricks on her, and she was always angry before she suddenly realized that she followed him and became childish without knowing it.

Often times like this, she would stop wanting to reason with him anymore, because the more theorized, the more childish she would be!

For example, now, he is like an endless child, but she has already begun to refuse to argue.

But Liu Zhongliang deliberately approached her and whispered:

"Do you know that when you fall asleep now, you always take the initiative to move closer to my arms?"

"you……!"

"I'm not talking nonsense. You know that you wake up in my arms every day, don't you?"

"Don't think I don't know, it's obviously you who hugged me forcibly."

Lu Ningya was unconsciously ashamed by Liu Zhongliang's anger.In her entire life, what caught Liu Zhongliang's eyes the most was his nature. His gentleness and refinement were deceiving, and it would be more appropriate to call him a mean and rascal!