dangerous intimacy

After finishing the interesting and trivial things, before the formal meal, my mobile phone rang. When I saw my husband's number on the screen, my heart suddenly tightened, and I hid in the bathroom uncomfortably to answer the phone.Of course, I lied in the end and told him that the company had a social event, and my husband’s tone was obviously disappointed, but he was an honest man, and he didn’t complain. He just told me to drink less, go home early, and be careful.At that moment, there was a panic of betrayal and even crime in my heart.

When I walked out of the bathroom uneasily, Chu Haoran had already prepared the food, and looked at me with a smile: "Shou Xing, please sit down."

I squeezed out a smile and walked over.

"By the way, I also brought red wine, which is a good collection of wine." He smiled and took out the red wine and wine glass, and poured two glasses.

As the night gradually darkened, Chu Haoran lit a red candle, looking at the flickering candlelight, my heart was also shaking.

Chu Haoran raised his wine glass: "Meiqian, happy birthday."

"Thank you, Mr. Chu."

"If you don't mind, just call me Haoran when no one is around."

My heart trembled again: "This...isn't appropriate?"

Chu Haoran smiled: "Don't forget, when you first met me, you already called me by my first name."

I remembered the situation that day and couldn't help laughing.

After enjoying the candlelight dinner and several glasses of wine, we began to chat about art and literature, and gradually talked about the perception of life.I have to admit that Chu Haoran is a wise man in life, even a philosopher, so he will become a winner in life.Listening to him talk about life really has a feeling of enlightenment, which is better than reading books for ten years.

However, when it comes to his family, Chu Haoran's always confident and calm tone and expression showed sadness.He confessed that he was not a qualified father, and he complained that he could not communicate well with his wife.Looking at the melancholy eyes he had never seen before, I actually felt that it was also a kind of charm, which moved me and made me feel sad for him.

However, he quickly adjusted his mood and told me a few more jokes, which made me laugh instantly.Perhaps, not allowing himself to immerse himself in negative emotions is also a good character that he must have as a successful person, I still think he is very handsome.

With a hint of drunkenness, looking at the night view of the city outside the transparent panoramic glass curtain wall, my heart flutters a little. I think this is the true face of the life I am looking forward to.

I realized that Chu Haoran was staring at me, turned my head to look at him, and found that his reddish eyes were full of emotion, which made my heart soar even more, and I lowered my head in embarrassment.

He said quietly with deep emotion: "Meiqian, you are a smart and excellent woman. There are some things that I can't say at my age and status, but I hope you can understand that I am not a sentimental person, but I control you. I can't help but don't want to control this rare beauty and emotion, I'm even...willing to pay any price for it."

I lowered my head, not knowing how to respond, but I had to admit that I was so moved that my eyes were moist...

When I got home, my husband and children were already asleep.

Looking at the night outside the window alone, I began to feel a little confused...

However, although I was hesitant, I did not reject Chu Haoran's luxury house.Two days later, our family moved into a new house.My husband naturally asked about the reason for the house, and I lied again, saying that the company rewarded high-level cadres with benefits and lived for free for 30 years.He didn't have any doubts, and happily ran in and out of the spacious new house with his daughter.

From that day on, when I saw Chu Haoran again, the feeling in my heart was completely different.In public, we still maintain a normal distance, and he can still maintain his usual majesty, and he won't look at me more.But he started asking me to eat alone every now and then. At that time, we could communicate happily without any distance or barrier.

A week later, Chu Haoran told me that he had already said hello and asked me to send my daughter to the best key primary school in the city.Another week later, he sent me a sports car.

My life has completely changed. I live in a mansion, drive a sports car, wear famous brands, and carry limited-edition bags; relatives at home have also received material and life benefits, and naturally they are full of praise for me; friends around me They are also very envious of me, and even occasionally show jealous eyes.

It was also in such a superior living situation that I gradually began to feel smug, and my heart was filled with vanity that was hard to fill.

Finally, on a rainy night, I stepped into a minefield of ethics, crossed the bottom line of morality, cheated, and gave my body to Chu Haoran. I became Chu Haoran's woman and a "little three".

But I didn't feel much shame, and even thought that I was dedicated to love, because I found that I really fell in love with Chu Haoran, and he was indeed worthy of love.I think Chu Haoran also loves me. He transferred the mansion to my name and gave me a card with 20 monthly pocket money.

However, as soon as I get home and see my husband and children, I will feel a sense of guilt in my heart, wrapping myself tightly and making myself uneasy.But this kind of anxiety only lasted for less than a few months. When I saw the happiness on my husband’s face when I gave tens of thousands of dollars to a party with friends; when I saw my daughter wearing the most beautiful clothes and buying the favorite When I saw the smile on the gift, the guilt in my heart gradually disappeared.

Chu Haoran and I both know in our hearts, and we both have a tacit understanding that this kind of unethical relationship must not be seen in the light of day.However, the scary thing is that I gradually found that my love and dependence on Chu Haoran became stronger and stronger, it was like taking drugs. If I couldn't see him, there would be no emptiness in my heart. See him more often.

I seem to have fallen into a two-dimensional space, switching roles between "Chu Haoran's lover" and "good wife and mother", which made me feel unspeakably tired.My love for Chu Haoran may be sincere, but I'm afraid I can't explain how much materialism and vanity are mixed in it. I just feel that my love for him has become more and more selfish and narrow, making him It also left me breathless.

Until one day, everything started to change again.

I found out that I was pregnant with Chu Haoran's child. When I told Chu Haoran the news in a panic, his hesitant expression made me very sad and hurt.After calming down, I made a decision: give birth to the child.

Sadly, compared to Chu Haoran, my husband was so excited that he burst into tears when he heard that I was pregnant. At that moment, my heart was more painful.

At first Chu Haoran begged me not to be too emotional, but in the end he couldn't hold me back. After confirming that I was pregnant with a boy, he changed his attitude and stopped preventing me from having a baby.

After the child was born, Chu Haoran named him: Lin Jiahao, and my husband thought it was me who named him.The birth of Jiahao made Chu Haoran treat me with care and obedience.

And my mentality began to become more deformed. I began to fantasize that Jiahao could become the successor of Haobang, and I could also rely on my son to become the boss of Haobang.In that way, our Lin family will definitely honor our ancestors, and at least be rich for three generations!
But I am a woman who can hold my breath, and I did not show too much greed in front of Chu Haoran, and even swore that I would definitely protect his reputation, and was willing to suffer to bring up my child.Chu Haoran was naturally indescribably moved, and gave me more rewards, and also solemnly promised that he would not treat Jiahao and me badly.I silently waited for Jiahao to grow up, waiting for the opportunity to be in charge, and five years passed like this.

Until Jiahao was six years old, everything changed again.

I accidentally discovered the affair between Chu Haoran and Wang Yaping!It wasn't until then that I realized that he loved me more than just me, and my cherishment and attachment to this relationship began to become absurd and ridiculous!I am completely angry.More importantly, the self-confidence that I thought that having Jiahao could control everything began to shake, and when I knew that Wang Yaping was trying to find ways to insert her son who was about to graduate from college into Haobang, I became anxious again.

But Chu Haoran's evaluation of me may be correct, I am a smart woman, to be more precise, I am a cunning and scheming woman.So, after I controlled my hurt and anger, I didn't cry or make a fuss, but secretly sent a text message to Gu Yueru, telling her about Chu Haoran and Wang Yaping's affair.

Afterwards, Gu Yueru started to make trouble with Wang Yaping. I saw it in my eyes and was proud of it. A kind of dark pleasure even made me forget that I was actually a "little three".

However, through the struggle between Gu Yueru and Wang Yaping, I gradually discovered that my biggest threat is actually not Wang Yaping, but Gu Yueru who seems intellectual and gentle.And Gu Yueru's greatest wish is to let Chu Mohan, the "true man" of the Chu family, take over Haobang.

What's worse is that I didn't realize until now that Chu Haoran also held the same point of view, and that the person he admires the most is not my Jiahao, but Chu Mohan!I know Chu Mohan, he is a child full of energy, and I have begun to understand that Chu Mohan is the biggest threat to our family!

If the above story is just a mistake made by a lost woman like me who violated ethics and morals, then what I want to tell next is a terrible and shocking truth about the crime...

From the time I met Chu Haoran to when Jiahao entered elementary school, I have completely fallen into a bottomless black hole of desire, and I have fallen deeper and deeper.In the past ten years, I have completely turned into a terrifying demon. All I can think about in my mind are how to become the mistress of the Chu family, and how my son can become the heir to the billions of dollars.

But I know that if I have a direct showdown with the Chu family, I will get nothing, I will only become a victim, and even be cast aside by the public opinion and lose my reputation.Facing the overbearing Gu Yueru, Chu Haoran who didn't want to divorce at all, and Chu Mohan who has outstanding ability, I began to have evil thoughts in my heart.

However, no matter how scheming I am, I am still just a woman after all, and I can't find a more effective way after thinking about it.It wasn't until I met a person that my evil thoughts began to have the possibility to be implemented, and this person is Lu Kefeng.

Maybe you don't believe me, but I know Lu Kefeng because of Gu Yueru.

In order to stabilize the complicated situation I was facing, I took the initiative to establish a good relationship with Gu Yueru, hoping to find a solution to the problem from her.Once, at a party attended with Gu Yueru, she introduced Lu Kefeng to me, saying that he is a well-known psychologist in the whole country.And in the process of talking with Lu Kefeng, I learned that he is actually Su Ziyue's leader.

At that time, my state of mind required more contact with Lu Kefeng, who is a psychologist. Gradually, we became good friends.And in the in-depth communication with him, I guessed one of his secrets, that is, he likes Su Ziyue.

So, I came up with a bold idea...