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"He just put things on paper." Ji Chucheng smiled wryly, "In his heart, he has never regarded me as his son since I was six years old, or in other words, since we first When we met, he never regarded me as his own flesh and blood."

"No." Li Shaojue vetoed, "You don't have to think so absolutely. Based on so many years, he just can't get over that hurdle in his heart. He doesn't hate you, nor is he really ruthless towards you."

The light in the bar box was dim, Ji Chucheng lowered his head, his bangs hadn't been trimmed for a long time, and the length covered his eyes.

"You don't understand." After a long time, Ji Chucheng shook his head, "If it were me, I would hate myself."

Li Shaojue knew that no matter how carefree and heartless Ji Chucheng appeared on the surface, what was buried deep in his heart was always a weak child who was afraid of light.

"However, you have done everything you can to make up for it." Li Shaojue tried to comfort him, "I believe that uncle can see it, and he has long since forgotten what happened back then."

"The two children he was most proud of died in that fire." Ji Chucheng said with a smile, but his voice was trembling, "My mother set the fire, and I was the one who stopped him when he went to save them." Yes. Why don't you care?"

Gu Ruoyan, who was listening next to her, wanted to comfort her, but couldn't find a suitable word.

It was said that she and Ji Chucheng met for the first time, and she knew nothing about what Ji Chucheng had experienced, but Ji Chucheng's story was so contagious that she was completely brought in by such desperate emotions.

"Ji Chucheng." Li Shaojue frowned, sure enough, although Ji Chucheng had always known about Ji's father's attitude towards him, the clear black and white words really stimulated her nerves. "Cheer up, you are no longer a child who needs the affirmation of your parents to do things well, aren't you?"

"But if it's not for him, what's the point of everything I do?" Ji Chucheng's voice became louder and gasping for breath, "For so long, what's the point of all my struggles and sacrifices for the Ji family?" value?"

"How can you think like that?" Young Master Li held Ji Chucheng's shoulders, "Did you always think that you live only for uncle?"

"He saved my life from the fire." Ji Chucheng pushed his hand away, his eyes were scarlet, "I'm different from you, if he still has to suffer because of me, then I might as well die."

Li Shaojue didn't expect that Ji Chucheng's heart knot was so deep. Before, he simply knew that he felt guilty towards Ji's father, but he never thought that he would put his whole life on Ji's father like a bet.

He pondered for a moment, "However, if you can't stop him this time, he will suffer even more. Ji is very important in his heart. So what you did is not wrong."

"Yes, I did nothing wrong." Ji Chucheng's mood stabilized a little, but he was still full of depression, "But he is not satisfied."

"What happened? Did you quarrel with him?" Li Shaojue found that their conversation had been going around in circles, and Ji Chucheng had been avoiding describing the specific incident.

"..." Ji Chucheng didn't speak, he raised his neck and drank the red wine in the glass in one gulp.

"It's not a solution to go on like this." Gu Ruoyan, who had been silent beside him, said, "Why don't you let me try?"

"I've known him for more than ten years, and he doesn't even want to tell me." Li Shaojue rubbed his eyebrows, looking depressed.

"I'm a psychiatrist, maybe I can help him untie his knot." Gu Ruoyan looked into Li Shaojue's eyes with a firm tone, "There is a big problem with his thinking, even if this matter is over, other things about Uncle's things are likely to greatly affect his mood and cause fluctuations."

Young Master Li glanced at Gu Ruoyan with a complicated expression, then nodded, "Okay."

"Then avoid it for a while." Gu Ruoyan blinked at him, "The patient's privacy must be maintained."

Li Shaojue was not very willing in his heart, Ji Chucheng's attractive character, even though he is so decadent now, when he adjusts his mood, he can flirt with girls better than anyone else.

But... no matter what, he was still his brother.

Li Shaojue's face was not very good, but he still didn't refuse, didn't say anything, stood up and walked out.

In the bar box, there were only Gu Ruoyan and Ji Chucheng left.

"Mr. Ji, through the conversation between the two of you, I have roughly understood the general situation you have experienced." Gu Ruoyan said softly, "First of all, I think you should be clear about one premise, you are not omnipotent."

"Of course I know." Ji Chucheng smiled, Gu Ruoyan's enlightenment was really useless to him. "I have never expected to be omnipotent. On the contrary, what I want has always been a few things that ordinary people can achieve."

"People's omnipotent appeal does not lie in the amount of things they can control," Gu Ruoyan patiently explained, "Excessive self-blame or attachment to a specific thing is a manifestation of omnipotent narcissism, that is, thinking that There is a psychological gap caused by being omnipotent but not being able to actually achieve it.”

Ji Chucheng didn't speak this time, as if he was listening to Gu Ruoyan.

"Although I don't know the specific situation, the tragedy itself is caused by countless factors. The reason why you carry him is to attribute all the factors inward, and finally it becomes a self-attack."

"I have tried to consult a psychiatrist, so I understand all these principles." Ji Chucheng smiled wryly, "But every time I close my eyes at night, my mind is full of that fire. It has been almost 20 years, but every detail is still the same. It was frighteningly clear. There was a voice that kept reminding me that my life was supposed to end there."

"..." Gu Ruoyan had seen so many medical records in the clinic, but she had never seen someone like Ji Chucheng.

His ego was so shattered that it might have been destroyed before it even had time to form.

Living in the illusion of symbiosis with others is like a person stuck in a quagmire, helpless.

"I'm sorry, I really can't provide any substantive help." Gu Ruoyan's tone was full of apology, "But are you willing to accept our long-term diagnosis and treatment? I think it may be able to help you."

"Huh?" Ji Chucheng didn't take it very seriously, there have always been quite a few doctors who have invited him for treatment, but since she is his brother's woman, it doesn't matter if she agrees. "If you want, you can."

"Then when you have time, contact me anytime." Gu Ruoyan took out a business card, "This is my contact information, please feel free to call me."

Gu Ruoyan left the box and asked Li Shaojue to go back.

Li Shaojue had an expression that he had expected a long time ago, "I forced him to see countless psychiatrists. Your few words will definitely have no effect."

"I gave him my business card and made an appointment with him for long-term medical treatment." Gu Ruoyan was also a little depressed, "Patients like him are indeed too rare."

The two of them sat with Ji Chucheng for a long time, and in the end it was Li Shaojue who sent Ji Chucheng, who was unconscious from drinking, back to his villa where he lived alone.

"Can you tell me about Ji Chucheng's past." On the way back, Gu Ruoyan asked Li Shaojue.

Young Master Li thought for a moment.Ji Chucheng's life experience, he has never told outsiders.Not many people in Haicheng even know about it. Father Ji may have missed his lost children too much, and he deliberately concealed it because he didn't want anyone to mention it again.

However, Gu Ruoyan is from her own side, so she can definitely trust her; and as a psychiatrist, she should be able to help Ji Chucheng more precisely after knowing everything.

"OK, all right."