single evening peak

In the new week, Shen Shuangyi is still busy. After the interview of a dozen or so students from Yunda University on Tuesday, Shen Shuangyi's crisis has been initially resolved. The projects at the headquarters have also been arranged step by step, and everything is still orderly in chaos. ...

Several students from Yunda arrived at their posts quickly. One day, Shen Shuangyi took advantage of afternoon tea to casually chat with a newcomer.

"Hey classmate, when I went to your school to recruit people for the first time, why didn't any of you come? Are you not at the school? Then why did you come here again?"

The student said honestly, "I wanted to look at the opportunities in Beijing, Shanghai, and Guangzhou. Later, Teacher Qin analyzed it for us. Although we are a branch company, we are a big group after all. The school urged the three parties to press hard, so everyone came together. .”

Shen Shuangyi silently remembered the name of Teacher Qin, the great benefactor. Although she had never contacted this teacher, she just received a call from him that day.

Shen Shuangyi naturally understood that someone secretly helped her, she thought for a long time, the people around her could have this ability, that is Yu Jingtong, but he didn't say anything, Shen Shuangyi didn't bother to ask.

Since Yu Jingtong sent herself back on the weekend, she never took the initiative to contact Yu Jingtong, but Yu Jingtong kept in touch with her. For two days, Shen Shuangyi worked overtime and Yu Jingtong even ordered supper for her. Shen Shuangyi just talked to him casually. Say thank you.

The two of them were neither salty nor dull, and they returned to the normal state tacitly.

But Shen Shuangyi knew in her heart that the layer of window paper between them was getting weaker and weaker, and sooner or later it would be pierced to see the sky again.She has found that avoiding can't solve the problem, but she is still resisting the answer to the question.

……

This Saturday, she finally got a good night's sleep. When Shen Shuangyi wanted to continue to sleep in the afternoon, she received the death invitation from the two sisters.

Even though they were all sitting at the dinner table, He Jiali launched a vote in the group, [What are you going to do in the afternoon? 】

[A, go to Dr. Gu's psychological clinic to maintain mental health. 】

[B, go learn swimming with a dog trainer. 】

Shen Shuangyi looked up from the takeaway in confusion, "Is there no C? AB is too healthy, we should have some unhealthy activities, such as ordering some fried chicken and beer, such as online card dealing with sexy beauties, and those who lose will get one." Yue Hygienic."

No one pays attention to her. At present, A has two votes and B has zero votes. The atmosphere is very delicate.

……

The lesser of two evils, Shen Shuangyi finally chose Dr. Gu.

He Jiali entered Dr. Gu's consulting room as if she was playing. After entering, she didn't know what kind of elixir she took. Anyway, when she came out, she was bouncing around, with a happy smile on her face, which was always paralyzed by the aunts in the workshop.

Shen Shuangyi laughed at her before entering Dr. Gu's office. It was her first time visiting Gu Huaifeng's office. She looked around Gu Huaifeng's office curiously. It was really a standard TV drama configuration, with reclining chairs and long wool carpets, and some professional books on the shelves. Books, sort of like that.

"Yes, Doctor Gu, your environment is good."

Gu Huaifeng smiled and asked her to sit down, "I'm here, do you want to take a psychological test, after all, you are a social person, and it may be a bit stressful."

Shen Shuangyi responded briskly, and quickly finished the test questions.

Gu Huaifeng looked at Shen Shuangyi's test results, and initially looked healthy, and belonged to the relatively strong type...

Seeing that it was still early, he continued to chat with Shen Shuangyi, "How is it? Do you have any psychological problems that you need to consult?"

Shen Shuangyi pondered for a moment, then suddenly said, "I do have a question I want to ask."

Gu Huaifeng originally held the pen habitually, but after hearing the question, he put down the pen with great interest.

Shen Shuangyi calmed down her thoughts, and tried to speak, "There is a person who hurt me indirectly and hurt my self-esteem. Of course, he also apologized to me, and I think I have forgiven him , but I still can't accept myself being with him. At first I just wanted to punish him, and then I let him go, but I don't know why, I feel that if I am with him, I will It's disgusting, it seems to be cheap, but he seems to be really nice to me, and I'm not willing to leave him completely, why do I feel like I'm a little teasing, Doctor Gu, do you understand?"

This story is actually very simple. Gu Huaifeng had heard the general idea, and he knew it in his heart, "I understand, so what is your problem?"

Shen Shuangyi tilted her head, with confusion in her eyes, and said jokingly, "My question is, if there is no car accident, can the current technology help me remove that memory?"

"No, but you don't have to think about it. Or overwrite it with happy memories." Gu Huaifeng paused, and continued, "Actually, your question should be, why do you feel disgusted with him, or are you The subconscious didn't forgive him."

Shen Shuangyi smiled relieved, as if she understood a little bit, "I really forgave him. He didn't do anything wrong at first, and I didn't think he was disgusting. In fact, I thought it was me who was disgusting. I was too awkward. If I were with him Together, I felt as if I would lose my self-esteem."

"Then you didn't forgive him, you didn't forgive yourself. You clearly know that self-esteem is a spiritual thing. As long as you have enough faith, no one can hurt you, but you were still hurt at that time. So you did not forgive yourself for not being strong at that time. You are doubting yourself, but in fact you have done well enough, everyone needs to grow up, everyone has weak times, you can’t ask yourself to be strong all the time You should believe in yourself more, and you will not be hurt because of other people's mistakes in the future, you already have this ability."

Gu Huaifeng's determined tone made Shen Shuangyi fall into deep thought.

In fact, he had already guessed who Shen Shuangyi was talking about, and he reserved a trace of sympathy for the revolutionary comrade who had eaten hot pot together.

"If the other party is not heinous, you can try to accept him. Maybe he will do a better job than you thought, and will not let you get hurt again. Of course, the premise of everything is that you have to communicate well. You can also Let him know that you can get hurt too, and you are not that strong."

Shen Shuangyi blinked, feeling that what Dr. Gu said seemed to have a little truth, but only a little.