Little drama maid

Walking out of the police station, Fu Jun held Ji Yan's hand. The two of them walked in the night. They didn't sleep all night and they had been busy all day. Both of them looked tired, but the two of them Eyes, there is no trace of decadence caused by sleepiness, they are energetic and bright from beginning to end.

"Yanyan, you surprised me today."

Fu Jun held her hand in his palm, and said softly: "I don't know that you have been paying attention to these these days. Where did you see it?"

Ji Yandao: "Since Bach started to attack me, he kept talking about Si Luoer. I was very curious about him. After checking his experience, I found out that he is also a hard-working person. His parents were addicts since he was a child." , There are several children in the family, and they can't live on, so they sell the children for money. He and an elder sister have a good relationship since childhood. When he was about to starve to death, the elder sister saved her own food for him. Originally, the elder sister also wanted Starved to death, but the parents thought girls could be sold for money, so they sold the sister who was about to starve to death."

Ji Yan looked up and looked at the starry sky in the night, she sighed deeply, "After my sister left, no one cared about him at all, his parents beat and scolded him all day long, and other children bullied him, can you imagine how he survived? In the records, it is said that he sods the roots of trees, as long as they are edible, and that he kneels at the feet of rich people and grabs food with dogs for a bite of food. His heart is dark. Why didn't these things accumulate of it."

Fu Jun was a little surprised, "You didn't tell me these things, why did you investigate so carefully?"

"In the Golden Triangle, we didn't ask Jonas to help arrange a few people, I asked them to investigate, not to mention that Bach had already been arrested during the investigation, and if we asked other people, we would think it was curiosity and would not think of anything else. Seek luck."

"What's more, the two of us were busy making arrangements in those few days, so many things happened, and we didn't have a chance to talk about it."

Ji Yan looked at Fu Jun, "Bach's growth experience is no different from a history of blood and tears. What completely changed him was that he tried everything possible to find his sister. As a result, after her sister was sold by her parents, although she survived, she suffered too much. Crying and suffering too much, she was bullied by her husband's family because she was infertile."

"I heard that cigarette butts, wine bottles, hammers, etc., there is nothing good on my sister's body. Even so, her husband will not let her go. When my sister is about to be tortured to death, let other men come over. In one breath, I made a fortune."

One can imagine what kind of psychology one's relatives will feel when they hear such news.

Bach went crazy and slaughtered the whole family overnight. He couldn't find his sister's grave, so he had to throw the family's corpses to the wild wolves.

"Bach found his sister and knew what happened to her, so he lost his heart completely. It can be said that he was inevitable on this road. He became a star as I just said. He longed to be noticed. He lacked love since he was a child. When I was born, I longed to find love, and celebrities would have a lot of love, but this was just wishful thinking, and his heart was still empty, so I had an opportunity to take advantage of it.”

After Ji Yan finished speaking, she felt extremely uncomfortable, "To be honest, he wanted to kill me, so I should hate him because my nephew almost died because of him, but after I knew his experience, I suddenly didn't hate him so much. The society has a great responsibility to change, and when the society cannot give a person a sense of security, it is reasonable for that person to become a cancer of the society."

"But some people say that many people are not like this. They will redeem themselves. Therefore, this kind of people may be born with cancer and selfishness. Even if they don't have such experiences, they will become social scum. How to explain, but I think, he is also poor."

It's just that poor people must have something to hate.

"So, I said that I forgive him, and I just want to give him a comfort. People are dead, and they won't have any impact on my life. I'll just say that when I'm bored."

Fu Jun looked at Ji Yan, the struggle and entanglement in her eyes, her thoughts and bottom line, made her unable to control her true thoughts.

Between life and crime, between experience and sympathy, Ji Yan chose to let go.

Only by letting go can you give yourself and others a tomorrow.

Fu Jun stopped, turned around and hugged Ji Yan tightly, he didn't know what to say and how to comfort her, maybe hugging is the best way.

Ji Yan also hugged Fu Jun vigorously, she longed for such warmth, and also longed for the closeness of her heart.

The night is as cold as water, time flies, we meet in spring, we join hands in summer, it's already early autumn, Ji Yan couldn't help but touch her arm, she looked up at the starry sky, smiled and said: "It's rare in China I can see this kind of moonlight, bright and cold, like a lonely scholar, looking at all beings from the perspective of God, I remember reading a sentence before, a person said: God, please forgive these people who have made mistakes, They don't know they made a mistake."

Fu Jun said, "Do you believe in God?"

Ji Yan smiled and said, "Do you believe it?"

Fu Jun thought for a while, he took off his suit jacket and put it on Ji Yan's body, "I believe it, I don't believe it, it's like we talked about this topic before, you said that God is sometimes confused, so I gave you the answer." Those who commit crimes have power and status, but if they are gods, they will not make mistakes, and if they make mistakes, they are not gods."

"So when the various phenomena that come out of everything in the world are reasonable existence, it means that God can't control everyone, he can only guide. Since it is a guide, there will naturally be mistakes. Our individual existence has created the present. world."

Ji Yan said: "Then your central idea is that you don't believe in it, but you don't believe in reincarnation, why don't you believe it again?"

"I believe in reincarnation, but also to find a habitat for my soul."

Fu Juan put his arms around her shoulders, "What do you think?"

"Just like you."

Ji Yan patted Fu Juan on the shoulder, "I believe in reincarnation of cause and effect, and I also believe in self-reliance. Many people died last night. I find it hard to accept. Even though each of them has blood on their hands, the legal system is a sanction. We intervene. Private law, private law prevails, and the common people are the ones who suffer the most. We are here to change the current situation, but unfortunately, we did what we least wanted to do."

The two were silent for a moment, and Ji Yan said: "But if you die, you will die, and those people must die well."

Fu Jun nodded, and the two of them walked down the street holding hands. People on both sides of the street were chatting and laughing as they strolled along the street. Sometimes people's happiness is actually very simple. If you put those greed, desire, envy and jealousy behind you , maybe I will be satisfied.

Ji Yan leaned on Fu Juan's shoulder, the melancholy in her heart gradually dissipated, and she became much more peaceful. It's just that this brief silence will not last long.