Black-bellied academics are always duplicity

There is a trace of sweetness in my heart, which is the feeling that will surge up when he appears in front of my eyes, which is actually very joyful.

Came to the usual place and sat down, looked at him again, I never thought that one day I would meet such a person, just seeing him would make people feel happy.

Just like this, Ji Tangxi had to say that it was beyond his expectations. He thought he would have to struggle with the issue of "same sex", but he didn't at all. The moment he saw that person, his heart fell completely. .

He really deserves to be a male god senior, people don't even have any resistance, unless he doesn't have that kind of intention at the beginning, otherwise it is really a matter of seconds to fall in love with him.

Well, if I like it, I like it. Now that it has become a fact, I don’t want to escape it. Now I just need to do what I should do after I like it, for example, go to the supermarket to buy him something to eat.

One person went to the supermarket, and another person came back, put the food on the podium and said to the person: "Here you eat."

Since I was in class with him, it is very common for me to invite him to dinner and buy him food. This is the first time I have put a different thought into it.

Xiao Qinghan raised her eyes and smiled at him again, "Why are you so obedient today?"

Ji Tangxi didn't speak, but raised the corners of his lips and gave him a smile back.

Back home at night, Ji Tangxi sat at the desk but didn't start reading, his thoughts drifted away again.

He can't see that person now, and naturally all functions have returned to normal. What he is thinking now is whether to tell the other party.

Since he likes a person, he will naturally want to develop a closer relationship with him, but still the same sentence, he is not sure whether that person can accept the same sex, and secondly, he is not sure whether the other person will like him. I especially hate homosexuality. Doesn't this confession mean that I don't even have friends.

So even if you want to confess, you have to confirm something before proceeding, but you don't know how long you will have to wait.

But no matter what, it is still a very beautiful thing to like someone, and he will feel happy whenever he thinks of that person.

He didn't tell anyone, whether it was his brother, other friends, including the girl at the front desk as the "introducer", he just enjoyed the time with that person, eating together, taking classes together, or even walking and chatting together, The "teacher-student" relationship allows him to see the person he likes at least six days a week.

There seems to be a subtle change in my heart, no matter what that person does, even just smiling will make him very happy, not to mention that I will often invite him to dinner, or buy some food for him.

One night, after the bell rang for the end of the second period, Xiao Qinghan stepped down from the podium and knocked on the boy's head, "I noticed that you are becoming less and less serious in class now? What are you thinking?"

It's not the first time that he didn't answer the questions I asked him, but just kept staring at me, which made me think that there were flowers growing on his face. Obviously this kid used to be very attentive, but now What happened?

Ji Tangxi's heartbeat couldn't help speeding up a bit, and he also realized that he was indeed often absent-minded, including during class during the day, and there was nothing he could do about it. Don't want to look away either.

"Could it be a girl you like?" The senior couldn't help teasing.

Looking at this ecstasy sample, it really seems to be missing someone.

"..." Ji Tangxi's face also began to heat up, and he quickly denied, "Of course not."

...It is so obvious that there is no need to say any more, and Xiao Qinghan didn't ask any more questions, just said: "I don't care who you like, but if you don't pay attention in class, I will definitely be very angry, and it is very likely that we will end our class, so You'd better take it easy and don't overdo it."

After finishing speaking not particularly harshly, Xiao Qinghan returned to the podium, but she couldn't help but feel a little emotional in her heart. The little sister who was only 16 years old was actually full of love.

What he didn't know was that those words didn't frighten Ji Tangxi, but he was very disappointed, because it was obvious that he didn't care if he had someone he liked, which meant that he definitely didn't like him.

Even Ji Tangxi, who knew this fact a long time ago, had to say that he was really sad...

In this way, on Saturday, after the man entered the kitchen at noon, Ji Tangxi also walked in.

"What are you doing?" Xiao Qinghan asked in surprise.

"I want to see how you cook." Ji Tangxi said truthfully.

What I think in my heart is that I hope to see all his appearances and remember them.

The senior couldn't help laughing, "What's so interesting about this? You're not afraid of oily fumes."

"Don't be afraid, I just want to see."

"Then let's see." Xiao Qinghan didn't care, and did it as usual.

Ji Tangxi watched him skillfully wash and chop the vegetables, put them in the pot and stir-fry them, adding a little seasoning from time to time.

Every movement he makes has an unspeakable sense of beauty, and because of this occasion, he actually gives himself the illusion that they are living in the same home.

After a dish was fried, Xiao Qinghan put it on a plate, and Ji Tangxi finally moved, walked to him and said, "Do you know how it feels to watch you cook?"

"What do you feel?"

"I want to hug you."

Yes, this is how I feel now.

The senior laughed, turned around and patted him on the shoulder, "You, hug me if you want, I don't care."

So Ji Tangxi really walked behind him and hugged him tightly, feeling his flexible body filling her arms, as if her heart was being filled very slowly, she closed her eyes subconsciously.

But this feeling couldn't last for too long, and soon he let go and came to that person again.

"I found out why you are becoming more and more good at acting like a baby?" Xiao Qinghan looked at him with a little doting eyes.

"Of course it's because you are so charming that people can't stop." Ji Tangxi's face was full of "worship".

"Well, this reason is great, I gladly accept it," Xiao Qinghan said, gesturing to the dishes on the chopping board, "Come on, put this on the table first, and then you can continue watching when you come back."

"it is good."

Ji Tangxi was still in Xiao Qinghan's bedroom during the nap, the two chatted for a while and then Xiao Qinghan gradually fell asleep, while Ji Tangxi never fell asleep, just closed his eyes and rested his mind.

After a long time, he guessed that the person beside him had fallen asleep, so he raised his body slightly and moved towards that person.

He closed his eyes, breathed evenly, and looked calm, as if he had already fallen asleep. Ji Tangxi stared at that handsome face for a moment, then lowered his head.

He didn't dare to stay for a long time, and lay back to his position.

His heartbeat still didn't become regular, but another thought came to his mind. If he had doubts about his feelings before, now he was certain.

He really likes that person, so he wants to be close to him.

I couldn’t help but feel a little helpless in my heart. I never thought about being with anyone in high school, let alone falling in love with a boy. In fact, when I found out that I had feelings for this boy, they hadn’t known each other for long. Earlier, earlier, this feeling had been buried in my heart, just waiting for an opportunity to be discovered.

After that day, Ji Tangxi lived happily, much happier than before.

The number of times I meet that person in a week is not too small. I can look at him and listen to him to my heart's content, treat him as well as I can, and at the same time feel that person's care and love for him. They will be very sad, and will miss them secretly when they don't see each other.

And I don't feel any jealousy or unhappiness, after all, that person is not in love, and when he is with me, no one will bother him, so he just needs to enjoy it wholeheartedly.

Ji Tangxi would always kiss that person secretly when the two of them were taking a nap together. This was the only way he could get close to his lover, and it was only once a week. Sometimes he really had an urge to tell him about himself out loud. However, I am really afraid that if I do this, I will completely fall into a situation where there is no redemption.

In fact, I am still very happy now, every minute and every second with him is happy, even if they can't become lovers, they can at least be very good friends.

Once, when Ji Tangxi went to the third floor to deliver things to him and his brother, he accidentally saw a girl handing him a love letter.

The girl seemed very shy, turned around and ran away after delivering the letter, Xiao Qinghan just smiled slightly, not much joy nor disgust.

That person naturally has a lot of suitors. This is the first time Ji Tangxi saw it. Before I saw it, I didn't know how many times similar scenes appeared. I still remember that when he was at his house, he asked himself to give him I took something, opened the drawer, and found a thick letter inside, all in pink envelopes, and I knew what it was without asking.

At that time, I didn't like him yet, so I didn't feel much, at most I was a little envious. I would never see such a "grand event" in my family.

But right now, Ji Tangxi still feels envious, but the object is not the boy, but the girl who ran away.

At least she could bravely express her feelings, but she couldn't. She didn't even know if that person could accept the fact that two boys were in love. If she couldn't, she really had no hope at all.

The next Saturday after lunch, the two returned to the bedroom but did not go to bed immediately for an afternoon nap. Ji Tangxi asked the person if he had heard the name of a movie while checking Weibo.

It was a movie that was currently being screened, and it was said that it contained scenes of falling in love and two men kissing.

Xiao Qinghan said, "I've heard of it, but I haven't seen it."

"Do you mind the love story in it?" Ji Tangxi asked him.