Begonia sleepless tonight

Hearing An An say this, he suddenly became a little excited. He walked up to her, grabbed his wrist, and said in a low voice: "Who told you that we were not suitable from the beginning? You put the person who said this If someone calls out, I'll beat him up!"

"We have been getting along for so long, and we know each other, and we have come to the heart of each other. It is inappropriate for you to tell me at this time, do you think..." With a tight grip on An An's wrist, it took a long time to press down The weeping voice in his throat was lowered, "I can't live without you."

"It's really nice to say. When I begged you not to leave, did you say that I couldn't live without me? When I begged you to come back, where were you?" An An looked at the doctor coldly, coldly He said coldly, "I went to look for you, but I couldn't find anyone, and I also went to Jiang Jiucheng, but unfortunately he didn't tell me your contact information."

An An was almost ashamed. After the doctor left, he handled everything by himself. Although the doctor had made friends and paid for the hospitalization, the friend might have seen that there was no important person around her. , and began to enslave him.

Even... asked him very badly.

But An An couldn't refuse anything, after all, he was sorry for his friend in this kind of thing.

I can only stick to it and not let the other party take advantage of me.

The doctor doesn't know how many times An An wakes up from a dream, hoping that there is someone by his side to accompany him, and that the person by his side is him.

What's more, he didn't know that that period of time was simply the low point of his life, which was even darker and more terrifying than the days of living in the bridge hole.

Although the friend finally came out of the hospital successfully, even after he was discharged from the hospital, his friend still didn't let her go, and used that accident to threaten An'an from time to time.

In the beginning, I just had to write the amount, and each time the amount was not very large, but then the amount of each transaction began to become very large.

An An gradually consumed all her savings. There was no other way. In order to avoid her friend, she could only show him all the savings in her bank card. My friend, I was in a hurry, and asked him with a frown: "Where is your boyfriend?" ? Didn’t he also like to help you? Why did something happen at this time? Didn’t you see anyone?”

During that period of time, when I dealt with everything by myself, I felt as if I had grown up a lot suddenly. When I heard what my friend said, my heart was cold and hard, and I didn’t want to talk to him. I just said in a cold voice: "I have already broken up with her, no need If you continue to mention him in front of me, if you still want to use her to blackmail me in the future, I'm sorry, there is no possibility."

Withdrew from the memory, An An looked at the doctor indifferently, and said with a chuckle: "So you have no idea how many things happened to me after you left, and you still have the face to invite me easily forgive you."

"If it were you, would you be able to do it?" Ah, taking a deep breath, feeling a chill in his fingertips, and said coldly, "You said you want to give me a final formal Apologize, then please say sorry, and then the two of us will go our separate ways."

The doctor's eyes turned red in an instant, and she pinched An An's shoulders tightly, as if going crazy, and said: "I don't agree, I will never agree! Ahhh, the two of us are together Yes, the two of us only have each other, you can't..."

"Why can't I be the one who kept me here at the beginning, but now you look back and think about it, why do you want me to take care of everything? You want to take advantage of it, don't you?"

The doctor was silent for a while, his voice was a little hoarse, and he scratched his hair and said in distress: "You know that I am not this kind of person, and you also know that I am not short of this little money. I was just... really hurt. , I didn't think so much, under that extreme emotion."

"So, your reason is that you didn't think so much, that's enough for me to forgive you, right? But let me tell you, it's impossible, I will never forgive you in my life! If you don't say sorry , then the two of us will be separated like this."

An An stood up and was about to leave, but the doctor refused to let go, and even threw her down, gritting her teeth: "No, I won't let you go no matter what!"

"What do you want me to do?" Even in this situation, I was cold and cold, looking at the doctor without any panic, "If you want me to have sex, it doesn't matter , anyway, are there still few times between you and me?"

This sentence is like a knife inserted straight into the doctor's heart, and you can't answer a word immediately. He smiled bitterly, looked at An An and sighed helplessly: "You are right, I really shouldn't have abandoned you back then, but did you do the right thing? You said I was impulsive, and I showed you the surveillance camera. I did it to protect you, and it was all my fault in the end, wasn't it?"

"You're not wrong, it's my fault, I shouldn't be close to these friends, I shouldn't have met you from the beginning, even if I slept in the bridge hole back then, I would have had a chance, not like now... with you Tangled."

An An settled for a while, suddenly his eyes turned red, and tears flowed out one by one, he raised his hand and grabbed the doctor's collar and gritted his teeth: "How on earth do you have the face to come and ask me? Do you know that something happened to my parents during this period of time? All my money will be lost to you, and I can't go back..."

His voice was hoarse for a moment, then he gave a pair of punches hard, gritted his teeth and said with hatred: "When I can finally go back, I won't see my dad for the last time, what do you want me to do? you say!"

"I'm sorry." The doctor was stunned there, facing An'an's sudden rage, there was nothing he could do.

In the final analysis, this matter was all his fault. If An An hadn't been thrown away at the beginning, but had chosen to stand with him to clean up the mess, maybe it would not be the end now.

The moment An An said that sentence, the doctor suddenly understood that there was no possibility between them. Time had left traces on them, but in the end it just made them miss each other successfully.

"Don't make me hate you, and I don't want to hate you either." An An let go of her hand, as if she had lost all strength, she lay on the ground, staring blankly at the ceiling, "As long as I see you, I will... I will There is no way to forgive myself."