Begonia sleepless tonight

Since Li Jingjing was about to leave, Yan Ruyi naturally wanted to follow her, and, looking at this situation, if Li Yong took root outside, I'm afraid Li Jingjing would not come back.

Wang Mei will naturally go out with her when the time comes.

Yan Ruyi was worried that based on Li Jingjing's current situation, even if she went to a new school, she would still be bullied on campus.

After Feng Ze found out, his attitude was very strange. He got angry, turned black, and turned back to his room.

Yan Ruyi was physically and mentally exhausted, so she didn't pursue Feng Ze's attitude anymore.

Several people discussed it, and finally set the time in three days. During these three days, Dr. Li continued to contact Li Jingjing, chatting with her for half an hour to three hours every day.

At the beginning, Li Jingjing seemed a little bit resistant, but then it became smoother and smoother.

On this day, after Dr. Li finished his treatment, he made an opinion to Li Jingjing for the first time: "Since we are leaving, why don't you tell your friends the news? Say goodbye to them seriously, okay?"

Li Jingjing was stunned for a moment, her eyebrows were downcast, and her voice was bitter: "Doctor Li, do you think I still have friends? People like me, maybe they want me to leave?"

But Dr. Li patted Li Jingjing on the shoulder, stretched out his hand, held her hand, and said softly: "Apart from those who hate you and those you hate, there must be some in your class who are trying to help you, and Although you are silent, but you lack the courage to stand up and help you, saying goodbye to someone who deserves it is also a cherished farewell to your old days."

Li Jingjing's tears welled up immediately, her eyes were a little wet, she looked at Dr. Li, and nodded emphatically.

The day before the farewell, Li Jingjing ended her two-day vacation and went to school.

Yan Ruyi sent her into the campus, pursed her lips, and finally said to Dr. Li who was standing beside her, "It's a pity, I failed to expose your campus bullying case."

"But you saved a girl." Doctor Li smiled slightly, and he said, "Miss Yan, I don't know if this group of people will bully other students, but since Jingjing doesn't have so many scruples, you might as well try In this way, one day, when Li Jingjing thinks about it, she won't regret it all. Besides... I think that young man shouldn't be too bad. A warning can always make him better. "

Su Zengqi's face appeared in Yan Ruyi's mind, and she frowned, not agreeing with Dr. Li's words.

Perhaps it was because she had automatically placed Su Zengqi in the ranks of villains, so no matter what, she couldn't find a reason to forgive Su Zengqi.

Dr. Li smiled softly, and changed another topic: "Miss Yan, when do you want to talk to me?"

Yan Ruyi paused for a moment, her expression became very complicated, and finally, as if she couldn't escape, she let out a long breath: "Now."

The place I chose was Yan Ruyi's hotel room. The room was lit with incense, which made Yan Ruyi's nerves relax a lot. Dr. Li sat cross-legged directly opposite her, which was a very relaxed posture.

Yan Ruyi caught a glimpse, then looked away, her eyes began to grow distant, she opened her mouth, and almost burst into tears immediately: "You should know something that happened to me."

It is too difficult for Yan Ruyi to recall the past, especially everything that has not yet passed. Every time he thinks about it, he still has a feeling of being trapped inside and unable to breathe.

She clearly remembered the feeling of kneeling on the floor, clearly remembered every cold day and night, and also clearly remembered the chills all over her body when she heard that her parents had kidnapped Jiang Jiucheng's younger sister.

Not saying a word is equivalent to rolling off the sharp knife again.

"Actually... I didn't believe it at first." Yan Ruyi gave a wry smile, and her tears rolled down silently, "But I thought in my heart, what if? What if my parents really did it?" What? At that time, my heart was full of guilt, and I even wanted to go with them."

"So you have never thought of resisting all the punishments that Master Jiu has done to you?" Dr. Li said softly.

Yan Ruyi nodded, then shook her head again: "In the beginning, I really thought so. In those years, I tried my best to make amends. Later..."

Later, maybe it was because of the pain, every second seemed to be pulling Yan Ruyi's nerves, she was in pain, wishing she could die, and in this pain, she became more and more convinced that her parents would never do it.

The impression of parents in childhood should have become blurred with the passage of time.

It can be said that Ruyi has been like a day for ten years, recalling them in his mind over and over again, so everything in his mind has become extraordinarily clear.

In this clarity, Yan Ruyi can't even tell which ones are her real memories and which ones are her own fantasies.

But the only thing that is certain is that Yan Ruyi can guarantee that her parents will never do such a thing.

Under this belief, in the last few years, Yan Ruyi hated Jiang Jiucheng to death, hated him for not investigating, hated everything about him.

Even in the end, everything she tracked down showed that the murderer was most likely not her parents.

At that moment, Yan Ruyi was delighted and wished to announce it to the world.

The great joy was destroyed by another conspiracy.

All the courage that Yan Ruyi had before was lost at this moment, disappeared in an instant, unable to stand up again, she even thought to herself that she was not worthy of Jiang Jiucheng at all.

Dr. Li listened silently, without much discussion, he said softly: "Miss Yan, is this your fault?"

Yan Ruyi thought that she would be comforted, but she never thought that Dr. Li would ask so bluntly: Is this your rubbing numbness?

No!

No matter who it is, they can clearly say these two words.

Even if the murderer was really Yan Ruyi's parents, she was just an incompetent child back then, ignorant of everything.

No one said that Ruyi was wrong, but she had to say that her only fault was that she was the murderer's daughter, the child of her parents.

Yan Ruyi licked her lips: "Doctor Li, you don't think this is what I should do?"

"Miss Yan, the murderer is not clear, so you can't condescendingly judge you. What's more, if your parents are really the murderer, the law has already imposed sanctions on you, and the law has blocked many roads for you. But the law will not stop you from living."