Begonia sleepless tonight

The sun is so dazzling, pouring on people, there will be some tingling.

The pair of big hands around her waist held her tightly in her arms, behind her was a wall of flesh, the sound of her heartbeat was transmitted to every nerve of Yan Ruyi through the clothes, and the smell of camphor wood lingered at the tip of her nose.

"Girl."

Yan Ruyi has a faint scent of lavender on her body. She has always used this brand and scent of laundry detergent. Every time Jiang Jiucheng smells this scent, he will feel very friendly. The sound is deep and mellow.

"Ninth Master."

Her hand rested on top of Jiang Jiucheng's folded hands. After thinking for a while, she withdrew her hand and just called him.

"Girl, I miss you very much." Jiang Jiucheng buried his head further in between Yan Ruyi's neck, greedily sucking the fragrance of her body.

That bit of warmth kissed Yan Ruyi's neck, making her whole body itch, and she struggled twice: "Master Jiu."

The other party turned a deaf ear and just held her in his arms: "Did you miss me?"

Yan Ruyi didn't answer.

She didn't want to lie, but she didn't want Jiang Jiucheng to know the torment in her heart.

She couldn't figure out the reason for this longing, thinking that perhaps Jiang Jiucheng thought the same way in his heart.

"Master Jiu, it hurts."

In the arms, she seemed to have lost a lot of weight, and she didn't feel much flesh to the touch, it was all bones.

How could a body like this stand up to his torment?

Jiang Jiucheng quickly let go of his hand: "Why are you so thin, go and eat something good."

Yan Ruyi didn't answer, but just looked at Jiang Jiucheng.

Those eyes never avoided her, and the firm eyes seemed to be provoking Yan Ruyi not to dare.

She was angry.

How could this man still tell lies in front of his own face, and even make such ambiguous words and ambiguous actions so reasonable.

Obviously, he was the one who played with the matter of feelings in his hands, and wanted to keep her by his side just to miss others.

She said that Ruyi should be someone else's shadow!

Still challenging myself.

She bit the bullet and continued: "Eat! I eat a lot every day!"

"Are there a lot of pigs?" Jiang Jiucheng was in a good mood and even joked.

Yan Ruyi looked up at him, the sun was shining on him, her jet-black hair was so glowing that she couldn't see his expression clearly, so she looked away resentfully.

In his heart, he scolded Jiang Jiucheng from the inside out.

There was no one in the cafeteria at this time, only a few small workers were busy there.

As soon as Jiang Jiucheng left, the steward of the kitchen ran over to serve them food, which was clearly prepared early in the morning.

Yan Ruyi paused when she picked up the bowl and chopsticks, and just glanced at Jiang Jiucheng who was helping to prepare the dishes.

"These are the ones you like to eat." His movements were natural, and his tone was as if they were friends who had known each other for many years.

Who would have thought that this was the person who hated him to the bone?
What is it between them now?Yan Ruyi didn't understand.

If she didn't ask, Jiang Jiucheng would never speak directly.

She just remembered the question she asked at the beginning, and his avoidance made her firmly believe that she was just a substitute.

Are you passing all the guilt towards Jiang Yuan onto yourself now?
Maybe in the next second, he will pour out all the food on the table, and lose his temper with himself fiercely.

It was not the first time she had seen Jiang Jiucheng's face change.

"Why don't you eat?" Jiang Jiucheng thought it was his memory that had a problem.

She just buried her head in her meal, neither looking at him nor speaking.

After a meal, I didn't eat a few bites of food, but I ate everything.

"I'm full, let's go first." Yan Ruyi really couldn't stand being alone with him like this, as long as she knew of his existence, she would get nervous.

The palms of her hands hidden in the sleeves behind her were actually covered with sweat.

"Wait!" Jiang Jiucheng stood up suddenly, and the hot soup spilled all over his trouser legs.

The burning pain was not as intense as the sense of loss in his heart. He grabbed the hand that he wanted to hold tight all the time: "I just came, and you are leaving. Are you avoiding me?"

"Do I have to hide?" Yan Ruyi took out the contract and threw it on Jiang Jiucheng's chest, "Master Jiu, how do you want to deceive me next time? At least you acted aboveboard before." "Yes, I also I want to know who turned me into such a dishonest person." His girl was always smart, and she should have known everything just now.

Jiang Jiucheng's hand didn't loosen at all.

The face that floated back and forth in the dream, the face that touched his thoughts, now appeared so vividly, how could he not be happy.

It doesn't matter what hurtful words come out of that little mouth.

Jiang Jiucheng's indifference further fueled Yan Ruyi's anger, she shook her hard several times but failed: "Jiang Jiucheng, you are selfish, you just want to trap me by your side! You just can't accept someone Just run away from you!"

The sudden emotional agitation caught Jiang Jiucheng by surprise.

"You are just relying on me. You passed on your feelings for Jiang Yuan to me. This kind of emotional dependence can be done by another person, but I just happen to be able to promote you again." When Yan Ruyi said this, all Feeling sad for myself, I almost couldn't speak.

Her voice was a little choked up: "I'm just still useful now, you can't lie to me."

Jiang Jiucheng was stunned.

Hearing these trumped-up charges, Yan Ruyi took the opportunity to throw him away and ran out.

The little figure disappeared around the corner.

This is the third time she wants to escape from herself.

It was three years before, this time it was two months, and how long will it be next time.

The gnawing thoughts of those days, especially at night, enveloped his whole body, devouring him bit by bit.

He didn't want to experience this feeling again.

Regardless of the mess on his pants, he rushed out to catch up with her, and pulled her into his arms: "Don't go."

Tears rolled down the corners of Yan Ruyi's eyes, dripping one by one onto the back of his hands, so hot.

It was the first time Jiang Jiucheng knew that the temperature of tears could burn people, so he wiped her tears frantically: "Girl, don't cry, don't cry."

His chest was full of tears.

The unstoppable turmoil was beyond Yan Ruyi's imagination.

"Don't cry, girl." Jiang Jiucheng felt that he was about to die.

Her tears were like sharp knives, piercing his life gate one by one.

Yan Ruyi was crying uncontrollably, she bit her lip tightly, and didn't make a sound even if it was bleeding.

Jiang Jiucheng was at a loss, he leaned against her face and kissed away the tears on her face: "I never have, and never will."

"It's not a substitute, it's not a use, it's nothing. Girl, don't cry, I can't live without you."