Almighty Boss Super A Super Sassy
Chapter 44 It's not that hard to let go of obsession
If one day, even Quan Haoyan can no longer touch her emotions, then, at that time, she will really become a thorough murderer, right?Falling into madness and unable to wake up again, until all strength is exhausted.
This is her sad end.
Seemingly aware of the change in Feiluo's mood, Quan Haoyan hastily changed his words:
"Actually, it's not that I don't want to do it. I just said it casually just now. If you really want to eat, I will do it. Do you have anything you want to eat? When you go back, you just stop by the supermarket."
"no need."
After interrupting the young man's words, Fei Luo refused without hesitation. This refusal completely cut off his tiny thoughts, and seemed to be saying goodbye to his past self.
Feiluo suddenly felt that she seemed to have figured it out. She was too obsessed with their past, so she hoped that Quan Haoyan could cherish those past moments like her.But he forgot and emptied her from his memory, and there was no longer her in his world.
He is moving forward, but she is stuck in place, guarding the phantom of the past obsessively, unwilling to let go.
He recreated a new world, a world without her, so he should not lock him up with the past, and she should let go.
"Why not?"
Quan Haoyan couldn't understand Feiluo's abnormality, yes, she was abnormal, suddenly abnormal.It was clear that she was fine before, but she suddenly became very strange, but her reactions in all aspects seemed to be the same as before, without any flaws, so he couldn't tell where the strangeness was.
"You're kidding me, you just said you wanted to eat the food I cooked, but now you say no"
"Sorry, but it's no longer needed."
She doesn't want to share this honor with another person, since it doesn't belong to her anymore, let's keep it completely for another person.
——Actually, it’s not that difficult to let go of your obsessions.It's just cutting open the heart and throwing away the soft part, since she can't die anyway.
This body, no matter how riddled with holes it has been, will eventually be restored to its original state without leaving even a single scar.
"You are very strange, what happened?"
He couldn't explain clearly, and he couldn't figure it out, but at the moment Feiluo said that sentence just now, Quan Haoyan's intuition told him that the person in front of him was moving away.He was clearly right in front of his eyes, just a short distance away, but he just felt that this person suddenly became distant and erratic.
This feeling made him very uneasy.
It's as if there is a person who should not belong to your world, accidentally broke in by mistake, because he doesn't belong here, so when he leaves, you can't keep him.
Fei Luo is like this kind of person, because of an accident, he appeared in front of you by chance.She has her own world, and the key to going back is in her own hands, so whether to stay or not depends entirely on her own will.
She was willing to stay here for some reason before, but now, she has no nostalgia for this place, so she is ready to leave.
So what about the people she has come into contact with here, who are about to be ruthlessly abandoned?What should they do?
There were not many people around him, and now, these people are leaving him one after another.
Quan Haoyan asked abruptly:
"You're not leaving, are you?"
"Leaving? Where am I leaving?"
Although Feiluo answered in this way, it didn't make the young man feel at ease.
"Maybe back to where you were before."
In fact, he can't tell clearly, but he just feels that Feiluo is going to leave and return to his own world. He doesn't know where it is, but he clearly knows that he may be abandoned.
He doesn't like this feeling.
"No, I will stay in China for the time being, I still have things to do here."
Should I feel at ease?
No, he just felt more and more uneasy.
The person who loves you will not really leave, because he has put his heart on you, so he can't go far.But what if he even gave up his own heart?The mind is lost, the body can't find its way back, so it becomes a walking dead.
Quan Haoyan looked at Feiyao's exquisite face, every curve of which was perfectly portrayed with a smile, but there seemed to be a hole in his heart, and a hole was opened, and the biting wind howled past.
That smile is touching and good-looking enough to make anyone who sees it fall in love with her, but...
"Don't laugh, I really hate your expression."
She would never smile at him like that.
That was her smile when dealing with other people, it looked gentle and clean, but it was alienated.She didn't even use this kind of smile to Wang Tingting and Quan Yatong anymore, but today, she showed this expression to him.
What happened to her?
Quan Haoyan couldn't figure it out, but he vaguely felt that the reason seemed to be him.
"Brother Yu, there is a supermarket in front of you, stop there."
After speaking, the boy looked at Feiluo.
"Why are you suddenly angry, just because of the joke I just made?" Quan Haoyan carefully tugged on Feiluo's sleeve, "Okay, don't be angry, I'll make you what you want to eat, okay? Well."
Her tone was soft, flattering, and she seemed to be acting like a baby.That voice was enough to make any woman feel maternal. No matter what kind of anger she had, she would probably forget it. She just wanted to put all the good things in the world in front of him.
Quan Haoyan is very good at using the charm of his own voice, he can use whatever tone he wants for anyone.
As for Feiluo, she has unlimited tolerance for herself, she will always consider him first, and she will never get angry with him, so as long as her attitude is a little softer, she will immediately forgive herself.
"I am not angry."
"Okay, you're not angry."
Just at this time, the car stopped on the side of the road, and the young man grabbed Feiluo's wrist.
"Brother Yu, wait for us for a while, it will be fine soon."
"Young Master Quan, it's inappropriate for you to do this, let me buy it."
Indeed, the supermarket has too many customers. With Quan Haoyan's popularity, if he is recognized, the result can be imagined.
But Quan Haoyan shook his head.
This little goblin is still quarreling, and accompanying her to the supermarket and shopping, maybe she will be in a good mood.
"It's alright, I'm measured."
After speaking, he dragged Feiluo to get off the car, but Feiluo was unmoved.
"No, just go back."
"Hey you"
Fei Luo looked at him, her phoenix eyes lost the brilliance of the past, they were so dim that even the shadow of the boy could not be reflected.
"Let's go back."
The voice is faint, with a kind of silence after abandoning all emotions, and exhausted powerlessness.
It was the first time he saw Feiluo like this. Before, even if she was seriously injured, she was always very energetic, as if her physical weakness could not affect her heart.
For a person who can't even be knocked down by such a serious injury, what could have caused her to show such a tired side?
For a moment, Quan Haoyan was a little speechless, he didn't know what to say, so he could only let Mo Haoyu drive back.The man glanced at the two through the rearview mirror, frowned slightly, but he didn't say anything after all.
Back at Quanhujing, the two of them didn't say a word, they just kept silent, the atmosphere was so solemn that Xiao Quanzi didn't dare to make a sound, and just carefully peeked at the two of them.And the old butler naturally also found out that the two were having conflicts. Based on his understanding, it was impossible for Feiluo to be angry with the young master.
So the old man turned his attention to Quan Haoyan after Feibao went upstairs.
"Young master, did you quarrel?"
"Arguing? We have to be able to quarrel too."
The little goblin looked dead from the beginning to the end, and her tone of voice hardly changed.
"He was simply inexplicable, and suddenly he was in a bad mood, and he didn't even say a reason."
"Master Fei doesn't look like someone who would lose his temper for no reason."
Since childhood, no matter what the young master does, even if it is deliberately making things difficult, that child will only accept it foolishly, smiling and cherishing everything as a gift.At that time, the other children around were joking, saying that the young master was followed by a loyal pet dog, no matter how much he beat and scolded, he would not get angry, but only smirked.
But the old man knew that the child was not stupid, she just didn't care.She is used to being submissive, and has become dull to most of her feelings. Only the matter of the young master can bring her emotions up and down.
If that child can learn the human behavior of 'losing his temper', that would be something to be thankful for.
"So even Grandpa Zhong thinks it's my fault?"
Quan Haoyan wrinkled his face a little unhappy.
"But I've obviously apologized and tried to coax him, but he's still unhappy. Anyway, you should tell me why?"
It seems that the young master has not realized the problem, but it may be difficult for him to realize it.
The time and experience between them are not equal, so it is difficult for each other to understand each other's feelings. Even if they reconcile this time, as long as Quan Haoyan hasn't remembered the past, similar situations will only repeat themselves.
The past of the two of them will become a heavy burden for their present.
The more Feiluo cherishes those memories, the heavier the burden will be, but if even she gives up those memories, then there may really be nothing between them.
"Young master, what exactly is Master Fei to you?"
"What is it? Of course we are friends, we are good brothers."
The boy's answer without even thinking about it made the old man sigh helplessly.
"Young master, if you really think so, then I'm afraid you will never be able to keep Master Fei."
"Why do you even say that, Grandpa Zhong!"
Quan Haoyan is a little unhappy, he is most afraid of someone telling him 'Fei Luo will leave him behind', because even he himself has a strong premonition that he will be abandoned.
So he panicked.
Obviously, they have known each other for less than a month, even if the time on the Internet is counted, it is still very short. In such a short time, his feelings for Feiluo got close too quickly.The unreasonable trust in her sometimes made him feel strange, but he couldn't figure out the reason.
"How could he leave, he promised me that he would not leave."
I don't know if he said this to Steward Zhong, or to himself.
This is her sad end.
Seemingly aware of the change in Feiluo's mood, Quan Haoyan hastily changed his words:
"Actually, it's not that I don't want to do it. I just said it casually just now. If you really want to eat, I will do it. Do you have anything you want to eat? When you go back, you just stop by the supermarket."
"no need."
After interrupting the young man's words, Fei Luo refused without hesitation. This refusal completely cut off his tiny thoughts, and seemed to be saying goodbye to his past self.
Feiluo suddenly felt that she seemed to have figured it out. She was too obsessed with their past, so she hoped that Quan Haoyan could cherish those past moments like her.But he forgot and emptied her from his memory, and there was no longer her in his world.
He is moving forward, but she is stuck in place, guarding the phantom of the past obsessively, unwilling to let go.
He recreated a new world, a world without her, so he should not lock him up with the past, and she should let go.
"Why not?"
Quan Haoyan couldn't understand Feiluo's abnormality, yes, she was abnormal, suddenly abnormal.It was clear that she was fine before, but she suddenly became very strange, but her reactions in all aspects seemed to be the same as before, without any flaws, so he couldn't tell where the strangeness was.
"You're kidding me, you just said you wanted to eat the food I cooked, but now you say no"
"Sorry, but it's no longer needed."
She doesn't want to share this honor with another person, since it doesn't belong to her anymore, let's keep it completely for another person.
——Actually, it’s not that difficult to let go of your obsessions.It's just cutting open the heart and throwing away the soft part, since she can't die anyway.
This body, no matter how riddled with holes it has been, will eventually be restored to its original state without leaving even a single scar.
"You are very strange, what happened?"
He couldn't explain clearly, and he couldn't figure it out, but at the moment Feiluo said that sentence just now, Quan Haoyan's intuition told him that the person in front of him was moving away.He was clearly right in front of his eyes, just a short distance away, but he just felt that this person suddenly became distant and erratic.
This feeling made him very uneasy.
It's as if there is a person who should not belong to your world, accidentally broke in by mistake, because he doesn't belong here, so when he leaves, you can't keep him.
Fei Luo is like this kind of person, because of an accident, he appeared in front of you by chance.She has her own world, and the key to going back is in her own hands, so whether to stay or not depends entirely on her own will.
She was willing to stay here for some reason before, but now, she has no nostalgia for this place, so she is ready to leave.
So what about the people she has come into contact with here, who are about to be ruthlessly abandoned?What should they do?
There were not many people around him, and now, these people are leaving him one after another.
Quan Haoyan asked abruptly:
"You're not leaving, are you?"
"Leaving? Where am I leaving?"
Although Feiluo answered in this way, it didn't make the young man feel at ease.
"Maybe back to where you were before."
In fact, he can't tell clearly, but he just feels that Feiluo is going to leave and return to his own world. He doesn't know where it is, but he clearly knows that he may be abandoned.
He doesn't like this feeling.
"No, I will stay in China for the time being, I still have things to do here."
Should I feel at ease?
No, he just felt more and more uneasy.
The person who loves you will not really leave, because he has put his heart on you, so he can't go far.But what if he even gave up his own heart?The mind is lost, the body can't find its way back, so it becomes a walking dead.
Quan Haoyan looked at Feiyao's exquisite face, every curve of which was perfectly portrayed with a smile, but there seemed to be a hole in his heart, and a hole was opened, and the biting wind howled past.
That smile is touching and good-looking enough to make anyone who sees it fall in love with her, but...
"Don't laugh, I really hate your expression."
She would never smile at him like that.
That was her smile when dealing with other people, it looked gentle and clean, but it was alienated.She didn't even use this kind of smile to Wang Tingting and Quan Yatong anymore, but today, she showed this expression to him.
What happened to her?
Quan Haoyan couldn't figure it out, but he vaguely felt that the reason seemed to be him.
"Brother Yu, there is a supermarket in front of you, stop there."
After speaking, the boy looked at Feiluo.
"Why are you suddenly angry, just because of the joke I just made?" Quan Haoyan carefully tugged on Feiluo's sleeve, "Okay, don't be angry, I'll make you what you want to eat, okay? Well."
Her tone was soft, flattering, and she seemed to be acting like a baby.That voice was enough to make any woman feel maternal. No matter what kind of anger she had, she would probably forget it. She just wanted to put all the good things in the world in front of him.
Quan Haoyan is very good at using the charm of his own voice, he can use whatever tone he wants for anyone.
As for Feiluo, she has unlimited tolerance for herself, she will always consider him first, and she will never get angry with him, so as long as her attitude is a little softer, she will immediately forgive herself.
"I am not angry."
"Okay, you're not angry."
Just at this time, the car stopped on the side of the road, and the young man grabbed Feiluo's wrist.
"Brother Yu, wait for us for a while, it will be fine soon."
"Young Master Quan, it's inappropriate for you to do this, let me buy it."
Indeed, the supermarket has too many customers. With Quan Haoyan's popularity, if he is recognized, the result can be imagined.
But Quan Haoyan shook his head.
This little goblin is still quarreling, and accompanying her to the supermarket and shopping, maybe she will be in a good mood.
"It's alright, I'm measured."
After speaking, he dragged Feiluo to get off the car, but Feiluo was unmoved.
"No, just go back."
"Hey you"
Fei Luo looked at him, her phoenix eyes lost the brilliance of the past, they were so dim that even the shadow of the boy could not be reflected.
"Let's go back."
The voice is faint, with a kind of silence after abandoning all emotions, and exhausted powerlessness.
It was the first time he saw Feiluo like this. Before, even if she was seriously injured, she was always very energetic, as if her physical weakness could not affect her heart.
For a person who can't even be knocked down by such a serious injury, what could have caused her to show such a tired side?
For a moment, Quan Haoyan was a little speechless, he didn't know what to say, so he could only let Mo Haoyu drive back.The man glanced at the two through the rearview mirror, frowned slightly, but he didn't say anything after all.
Back at Quanhujing, the two of them didn't say a word, they just kept silent, the atmosphere was so solemn that Xiao Quanzi didn't dare to make a sound, and just carefully peeked at the two of them.And the old butler naturally also found out that the two were having conflicts. Based on his understanding, it was impossible for Feiluo to be angry with the young master.
So the old man turned his attention to Quan Haoyan after Feibao went upstairs.
"Young master, did you quarrel?"
"Arguing? We have to be able to quarrel too."
The little goblin looked dead from the beginning to the end, and her tone of voice hardly changed.
"He was simply inexplicable, and suddenly he was in a bad mood, and he didn't even say a reason."
"Master Fei doesn't look like someone who would lose his temper for no reason."
Since childhood, no matter what the young master does, even if it is deliberately making things difficult, that child will only accept it foolishly, smiling and cherishing everything as a gift.At that time, the other children around were joking, saying that the young master was followed by a loyal pet dog, no matter how much he beat and scolded, he would not get angry, but only smirked.
But the old man knew that the child was not stupid, she just didn't care.She is used to being submissive, and has become dull to most of her feelings. Only the matter of the young master can bring her emotions up and down.
If that child can learn the human behavior of 'losing his temper', that would be something to be thankful for.
"So even Grandpa Zhong thinks it's my fault?"
Quan Haoyan wrinkled his face a little unhappy.
"But I've obviously apologized and tried to coax him, but he's still unhappy. Anyway, you should tell me why?"
It seems that the young master has not realized the problem, but it may be difficult for him to realize it.
The time and experience between them are not equal, so it is difficult for each other to understand each other's feelings. Even if they reconcile this time, as long as Quan Haoyan hasn't remembered the past, similar situations will only repeat themselves.
The past of the two of them will become a heavy burden for their present.
The more Feiluo cherishes those memories, the heavier the burden will be, but if even she gives up those memories, then there may really be nothing between them.
"Young master, what exactly is Master Fei to you?"
"What is it? Of course we are friends, we are good brothers."
The boy's answer without even thinking about it made the old man sigh helplessly.
"Young master, if you really think so, then I'm afraid you will never be able to keep Master Fei."
"Why do you even say that, Grandpa Zhong!"
Quan Haoyan is a little unhappy, he is most afraid of someone telling him 'Fei Luo will leave him behind', because even he himself has a strong premonition that he will be abandoned.
So he panicked.
Obviously, they have known each other for less than a month, even if the time on the Internet is counted, it is still very short. In such a short time, his feelings for Feiluo got close too quickly.The unreasonable trust in her sometimes made him feel strange, but he couldn't figure out the reason.
"How could he leave, he promised me that he would not leave."
I don't know if he said this to Steward Zhong, or to himself.
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