Little Qingmei Chases Her Husband Back
Chapter 269 Struggling
It's her last resort.
Mo Xitian didn't expect that after waiting at home for so long, He Shenlan would not come back, she just looked at it like this, kept watching the direction of the clock, feeling the pain of time passing, as if it was an infatuation in people's hearts.
The sound of "click" the door lock being turned made Mo Xitian happy all of a sudden.
Her daily happiness now is to listen to the sound of the door lock, and then see He Shenlan's handsome figure appearing in front of her. This is enough, better than anything else.
"I called you in the morning." What Mo Xitian is used to doing every day is to explain the itinerary, what he did this day, just like the habits of this old couple, it makes people feel very interesting.
"What's wrong with you? Looking at me like this, am I weird?" Looking at his gaze, Mo Xitian was a little emotional.
"Tiantian, you said that if I do something wrong to others, she can still forgive me, is she a good person?" He Shenlan asked with some uncertainty.
"Of course, people who can forgive other people's mistakes as a kind of gratitude are naturally very good people." She smiled brightly, like the sun in the twelfth lunar month, which can warm people's hearts.Let her rest assured that the persistence in her heart is not wrong.
It's over, it's over, she's good, he remembers it in his heart, and her badness let him forget about it.
If you think too much about many things, you may deviate from your original meaning, which will make people collapse, and this is the most terrible thing to happen.
"Have you gone to see Mu Xue?" A woman's sixth sense is terrifying, she knows everything just by thinking about it for a while.
But she still wanted to ask, no matter what, she supported his decision, and having her in his heart was more important than anything else.He Shenli's shining eyes stared at hers, and affection flowed from them.
"Yes, that's the case. I went to see her, and she can already speak and eat normally, and she has come back to life." He Shenlan said it from the horror deep in her heart. ,
"Han Yan, don't be too sad. It's good to be alive. Don't blame yourself, okay? Her choice has nothing to do with you. You should pay it back no matter what. Don't give up all your money. Take everything on yourself, okay?"
Mo Xitian has never seen him so disappointed, he is as pitiful as a child, and people don't know where to persuade him, but he feels that he is too nervous.
"I know, but it still hurts here." He Shenli thumped her heart, and He Shenli always felt that all these things could not be separated from her.
"It's fine if the pain is over, He Shenli, you are a man, you have to be strong, if you commit suicide because of Mu Xue, you won't be able to think about it, what about me? What will you do if I commit suicide too?"
He shook his body vigorously, hoping that his sanity would come back soon, he was sinking deeper and deeper, only feeling that everything was caused by him, could it be that Mu Xue had no choice and responsibility for all of this?
"No, you absolutely can't!" He Shenli was so nervous that he held her shoulders and squeezed them fiercely, as if he wanted to crush her bones.How can such a joke be made casually!
"I just want to tell you that you are right about the matter. If you say something wrong, she is also responsible. Don't always think that the fault is all your own. If you are a man, you are wrong. What kind of society is He Shenlan? Machismo, since she can make a decision, she is half to blame!"
Mo Xitian almost yelled these words, the voice was so loud that it made the eardrums feel painful.
He Shenli left her speechless, right!He was wrong and that was the case, but what about her?Is there nothing wrong with it?
Because suicide can escape everything you have done before?Isn't that too ridiculous?
Holding her tightly, He Shenlan let out a long sigh of relief.
"It really is a bystander, Tian Tian, you are really smart!"
He Shenli was too deep in self-blame, so she couldn't forget the original concealment of identity and broke up.
He kept struggling here, making his heart ache, but he forgot that Mu Xue was not a marionette, she had wisdom and the right to choose.
Smiling, he felt that the heavy burden deep in his heart was being lightened little by little.
Mu Xue didn't expect that Mo Xitian could become smart at this time, and everything she arranged just made her invisible.
Mo Xitian and He Shenli were worried in China, but Shen Qingxin spent a moment of relaxation that she had never had before.
Children, basic living conditions, everything, she feels she has everything, but she doesn't have a heart that can love others.
But that's not the most important thing. What's important is that people can live and live well, and that's enough.
Today's Shen Qingxin is quite leisurely, because there is nothing she needs to do in the company, her main job now is to take good care of her baby.
She is in the garden, playing with the children, making them laugh, she feels full of happiness.
Then, Zhan Ning came over with a smile like a spring breeze on his face.
Shen Qingxin was a little puzzled, "Today isn't the weekend, don't you have to go to work?"
Zhanning looked at her and smiled, then petted the baby's head with his hand, and said with a smile: "Today is indeed not the weekend, but I don't have to go to work, because there is a case, I will go tomorrow, I have to rest well today .”
"What case? Is the location far away? Let me help too!"
Shen Qingxin said gently that she also wanted to help Zhanning, because she felt in her heart that Zhanning's debts to her were too much, and she had to pay it off quickly.
Zhanning looked at her, with a hint of worry in his eyes, "Are you sure? This time, the location is China."
When the word "China" was mentioned, Shen Qingxin froze, the smile froze on her face, then she lowered her eyes and smiled subtly, "China..."
Then he didn't speak.
Zhanning looked at her and knew she didn't want to go, so he patted her head.
As soon as Shen Qingxin was knocked down by him, she dodged subconsciously, and then Zhan Ning's entire hand froze in place, as if the air was no longer flowing.
There was a hint of apology in Shen Qingxin's eyes, and embarrassment and sadness in Zhan Ning's eyes. It took him a long time to withdraw his hand.
"If you don't want to go, forget it, you can take good care of the children at home!"
When Zhan Ning said this, his tone was still gentle.
Shen Qingxin remained silent for a long time, and then slowly said: "Mmm..."
Zhan Ning looked at Shen Qingxin with sadness in his eyes, but fortunately Shen Qingxin lowered his head now and did not see the warmth and pity in Zhan Ning's eyes.
Zhan Ning sighed, as if he had forgotten what happened just now, he just concentrated on teasing the baby, but Shen Qingxin couldn't forget it, she kept thinking about what happened just now, China!
It was the first time these two words had popped into her ears for so long, she was really trying to avoid them, if Zhan Ning hadn't brought them up suddenly today, then she would probably have forgotten about China by now.
She is evading now, evading and escaping, gradually forgetting herself, she is sad, and she is also blaming herself for this, she clearly promised to help Zhanning and return his favor.
But now when she hears the word China, she shrinks back subconsciously. Really, she is becoming less and less like her.
After sitting in the garden for a long time, Shen Qingxin carried the child to the room to rest, Zhan Ning was also pushed back to the room by Shen Qingxin, the reason was that Zhan Ning was going to China tomorrow, so let him rest well today.
It's just that this night, Shen Qingxin was drunk.
Zhanning was not asleep.Shen Qingxin was drunk, and he knew it, because he smelled alcohol.
He searched for the smell of wine and found the garden. At the place where they were sitting today, he saw Shen Qingxin holding a wine bottle and pouring spirits of different colors into her mouth.
As if sensing Zhan Ning's arrival, she raised her head, pursed her lips, her cheeks were rosy red, looked at Zhan Ning, narrowed her eyes, and grinned.
"Zhanning, come here and have a drink with me." She waved to him, without her usual appearance, now she looks like a drunk, the smell of alcohol on her body is particularly strong.
Zhanning didn't dislike her, walked over and looked at her worriedly: "Qingxin, are you okay?"
Shen Qing laughed heartily: "How could something be wrong? Do you think I look like someone who has something to do?"
She said this, but her eyes were dim, and she looked like she was going to faint or fall. Zhan Ning frowned, and supported her body to prevent her from falling.
Holding her wine bottle in the other hand, she said softly, "Qingxin, don't drink any more."
Shen Qingxin didn't want to, so she pouted and glared at him, then snatched the wine bottle by herself, raised her head and continued to drink, Zhan Ning saw it, and frowned tightly, with worry in her eyes.
The Shen Qingxin in front of her is not the appearance of the social elite in the daytime, but now she is just a little girl who has been hurt by love.
He knew that Shen Qingxin was sad, and he wanted to relieve her, but now she probably couldn't even listen to his words.
Zhan Ning could only be helpless and embarrassed, but Shen Qingxin suddenly smiled, and then said foolishly: "Zhan Ning, let me ask you a question, what kind of person do you think I am?"
Zhanning looked at her and said quietly, "You are a very good person."
Shen Qingxin laughed at herself: "Hehe, you're the only one who thinks I'm good."
She smiled like this, stroked the hair on her forehead, and suddenly limp on the tree trunk next to her.
"Zhanning, do you know? I'm really sad because of China, just because of the word China, I'm really sad, I don't know what to do, I don't want to go back, but why am I still thinking them?
I tried to escape, but just today, my disguise was taken off again, and I felt that I was particularly embarrassed... very embarrassed.
It's not like myself, I really don't want to...Look at me now, the current me makes me very annoying...Really, really annoying..."
She was talking nonsense, probably because her head was not clear enough, and she spit out indistinct words.
Zhan Ning couldn't figure out what he was listening to. These are completely unconnected sentences. What's the main point?
He sighed and hugged Shen Qingxin.
Shen Qingxin was startled, then softened, he patted her on the back lightly: "Qingxin, I know you are very sad, you can do whatever you want now, whatever you want, it doesn't matter."
When he said this, his voice was full of tenderness and pity, Shen Qing finally cried, tears fell from her eyes, she raised her head to look at Zhan Ning, at that moment, Zhan Ning felt She is all sober.
Zhan Ning was puzzled, but Shen Qingxin smiled, smiling so brightly, so brightly, her tears were like dewdrops, shining under the light, but just fell off.
"Zhanning...do you know? I'm actually quite good at drinking." She stood up from Zhanning's embrace, holding the wine bottle and lowering her eyes, tears fell down in big drops.
There was a smile at the corner of her mouth, her cheeks were rosy, her hair was messed up, her clothes had long been out of shape, and she was in a state of madness.
But her face was extremely normal, a normal to almost abnormal smile, like the moon in the sky, stained with blood.
Mo Xitian didn't expect that after waiting at home for so long, He Shenlan would not come back, she just looked at it like this, kept watching the direction of the clock, feeling the pain of time passing, as if it was an infatuation in people's hearts.
The sound of "click" the door lock being turned made Mo Xitian happy all of a sudden.
Her daily happiness now is to listen to the sound of the door lock, and then see He Shenlan's handsome figure appearing in front of her. This is enough, better than anything else.
"I called you in the morning." What Mo Xitian is used to doing every day is to explain the itinerary, what he did this day, just like the habits of this old couple, it makes people feel very interesting.
"What's wrong with you? Looking at me like this, am I weird?" Looking at his gaze, Mo Xitian was a little emotional.
"Tiantian, you said that if I do something wrong to others, she can still forgive me, is she a good person?" He Shenlan asked with some uncertainty.
"Of course, people who can forgive other people's mistakes as a kind of gratitude are naturally very good people." She smiled brightly, like the sun in the twelfth lunar month, which can warm people's hearts.Let her rest assured that the persistence in her heart is not wrong.
It's over, it's over, she's good, he remembers it in his heart, and her badness let him forget about it.
If you think too much about many things, you may deviate from your original meaning, which will make people collapse, and this is the most terrible thing to happen.
"Have you gone to see Mu Xue?" A woman's sixth sense is terrifying, she knows everything just by thinking about it for a while.
But she still wanted to ask, no matter what, she supported his decision, and having her in his heart was more important than anything else.He Shenli's shining eyes stared at hers, and affection flowed from them.
"Yes, that's the case. I went to see her, and she can already speak and eat normally, and she has come back to life." He Shenlan said it from the horror deep in her heart. ,
"Han Yan, don't be too sad. It's good to be alive. Don't blame yourself, okay? Her choice has nothing to do with you. You should pay it back no matter what. Don't give up all your money. Take everything on yourself, okay?"
Mo Xitian has never seen him so disappointed, he is as pitiful as a child, and people don't know where to persuade him, but he feels that he is too nervous.
"I know, but it still hurts here." He Shenli thumped her heart, and He Shenli always felt that all these things could not be separated from her.
"It's fine if the pain is over, He Shenli, you are a man, you have to be strong, if you commit suicide because of Mu Xue, you won't be able to think about it, what about me? What will you do if I commit suicide too?"
He shook his body vigorously, hoping that his sanity would come back soon, he was sinking deeper and deeper, only feeling that everything was caused by him, could it be that Mu Xue had no choice and responsibility for all of this?
"No, you absolutely can't!" He Shenli was so nervous that he held her shoulders and squeezed them fiercely, as if he wanted to crush her bones.How can such a joke be made casually!
"I just want to tell you that you are right about the matter. If you say something wrong, she is also responsible. Don't always think that the fault is all your own. If you are a man, you are wrong. What kind of society is He Shenlan? Machismo, since she can make a decision, she is half to blame!"
Mo Xitian almost yelled these words, the voice was so loud that it made the eardrums feel painful.
He Shenli left her speechless, right!He was wrong and that was the case, but what about her?Is there nothing wrong with it?
Because suicide can escape everything you have done before?Isn't that too ridiculous?
Holding her tightly, He Shenlan let out a long sigh of relief.
"It really is a bystander, Tian Tian, you are really smart!"
He Shenli was too deep in self-blame, so she couldn't forget the original concealment of identity and broke up.
He kept struggling here, making his heart ache, but he forgot that Mu Xue was not a marionette, she had wisdom and the right to choose.
Smiling, he felt that the heavy burden deep in his heart was being lightened little by little.
Mu Xue didn't expect that Mo Xitian could become smart at this time, and everything she arranged just made her invisible.
Mo Xitian and He Shenli were worried in China, but Shen Qingxin spent a moment of relaxation that she had never had before.
Children, basic living conditions, everything, she feels she has everything, but she doesn't have a heart that can love others.
But that's not the most important thing. What's important is that people can live and live well, and that's enough.
Today's Shen Qingxin is quite leisurely, because there is nothing she needs to do in the company, her main job now is to take good care of her baby.
She is in the garden, playing with the children, making them laugh, she feels full of happiness.
Then, Zhan Ning came over with a smile like a spring breeze on his face.
Shen Qingxin was a little puzzled, "Today isn't the weekend, don't you have to go to work?"
Zhanning looked at her and smiled, then petted the baby's head with his hand, and said with a smile: "Today is indeed not the weekend, but I don't have to go to work, because there is a case, I will go tomorrow, I have to rest well today .”
"What case? Is the location far away? Let me help too!"
Shen Qingxin said gently that she also wanted to help Zhanning, because she felt in her heart that Zhanning's debts to her were too much, and she had to pay it off quickly.
Zhanning looked at her, with a hint of worry in his eyes, "Are you sure? This time, the location is China."
When the word "China" was mentioned, Shen Qingxin froze, the smile froze on her face, then she lowered her eyes and smiled subtly, "China..."
Then he didn't speak.
Zhanning looked at her and knew she didn't want to go, so he patted her head.
As soon as Shen Qingxin was knocked down by him, she dodged subconsciously, and then Zhan Ning's entire hand froze in place, as if the air was no longer flowing.
There was a hint of apology in Shen Qingxin's eyes, and embarrassment and sadness in Zhan Ning's eyes. It took him a long time to withdraw his hand.
"If you don't want to go, forget it, you can take good care of the children at home!"
When Zhan Ning said this, his tone was still gentle.
Shen Qingxin remained silent for a long time, and then slowly said: "Mmm..."
Zhan Ning looked at Shen Qingxin with sadness in his eyes, but fortunately Shen Qingxin lowered his head now and did not see the warmth and pity in Zhan Ning's eyes.
Zhan Ning sighed, as if he had forgotten what happened just now, he just concentrated on teasing the baby, but Shen Qingxin couldn't forget it, she kept thinking about what happened just now, China!
It was the first time these two words had popped into her ears for so long, she was really trying to avoid them, if Zhan Ning hadn't brought them up suddenly today, then she would probably have forgotten about China by now.
She is evading now, evading and escaping, gradually forgetting herself, she is sad, and she is also blaming herself for this, she clearly promised to help Zhanning and return his favor.
But now when she hears the word China, she shrinks back subconsciously. Really, she is becoming less and less like her.
After sitting in the garden for a long time, Shen Qingxin carried the child to the room to rest, Zhan Ning was also pushed back to the room by Shen Qingxin, the reason was that Zhan Ning was going to China tomorrow, so let him rest well today.
It's just that this night, Shen Qingxin was drunk.
Zhanning was not asleep.Shen Qingxin was drunk, and he knew it, because he smelled alcohol.
He searched for the smell of wine and found the garden. At the place where they were sitting today, he saw Shen Qingxin holding a wine bottle and pouring spirits of different colors into her mouth.
As if sensing Zhan Ning's arrival, she raised her head, pursed her lips, her cheeks were rosy red, looked at Zhan Ning, narrowed her eyes, and grinned.
"Zhanning, come here and have a drink with me." She waved to him, without her usual appearance, now she looks like a drunk, the smell of alcohol on her body is particularly strong.
Zhanning didn't dislike her, walked over and looked at her worriedly: "Qingxin, are you okay?"
Shen Qing laughed heartily: "How could something be wrong? Do you think I look like someone who has something to do?"
She said this, but her eyes were dim, and she looked like she was going to faint or fall. Zhan Ning frowned, and supported her body to prevent her from falling.
Holding her wine bottle in the other hand, she said softly, "Qingxin, don't drink any more."
Shen Qingxin didn't want to, so she pouted and glared at him, then snatched the wine bottle by herself, raised her head and continued to drink, Zhan Ning saw it, and frowned tightly, with worry in her eyes.
The Shen Qingxin in front of her is not the appearance of the social elite in the daytime, but now she is just a little girl who has been hurt by love.
He knew that Shen Qingxin was sad, and he wanted to relieve her, but now she probably couldn't even listen to his words.
Zhan Ning could only be helpless and embarrassed, but Shen Qingxin suddenly smiled, and then said foolishly: "Zhan Ning, let me ask you a question, what kind of person do you think I am?"
Zhanning looked at her and said quietly, "You are a very good person."
Shen Qingxin laughed at herself: "Hehe, you're the only one who thinks I'm good."
She smiled like this, stroked the hair on her forehead, and suddenly limp on the tree trunk next to her.
"Zhanning, do you know? I'm really sad because of China, just because of the word China, I'm really sad, I don't know what to do, I don't want to go back, but why am I still thinking them?
I tried to escape, but just today, my disguise was taken off again, and I felt that I was particularly embarrassed... very embarrassed.
It's not like myself, I really don't want to...Look at me now, the current me makes me very annoying...Really, really annoying..."
She was talking nonsense, probably because her head was not clear enough, and she spit out indistinct words.
Zhan Ning couldn't figure out what he was listening to. These are completely unconnected sentences. What's the main point?
He sighed and hugged Shen Qingxin.
Shen Qingxin was startled, then softened, he patted her on the back lightly: "Qingxin, I know you are very sad, you can do whatever you want now, whatever you want, it doesn't matter."
When he said this, his voice was full of tenderness and pity, Shen Qing finally cried, tears fell from her eyes, she raised her head to look at Zhan Ning, at that moment, Zhan Ning felt She is all sober.
Zhan Ning was puzzled, but Shen Qingxin smiled, smiling so brightly, so brightly, her tears were like dewdrops, shining under the light, but just fell off.
"Zhanning...do you know? I'm actually quite good at drinking." She stood up from Zhanning's embrace, holding the wine bottle and lowering her eyes, tears fell down in big drops.
There was a smile at the corner of her mouth, her cheeks were rosy, her hair was messed up, her clothes had long been out of shape, and she was in a state of madness.
But her face was extremely normal, a normal to almost abnormal smile, like the moon in the sky, stained with blood.
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